It just breaks my heart to see that NOT only me but most of the KPOPLOVESCENE Admin’s friends on tumblr are getting WEIRD/HATE messages about her. Guys who ever you are please stop. She is going through a tough time right now and the last thing we [her friends/followers] want is for her to come back and see this on tumblr. Do you guys not realize how hard it is to go through a surgery? Please Don’t do this. If I have to beg I will because she is such a lovely person and SHE DOESN’T deserve this.
Thank you for reading this..
Requested by anon
“Oppa, do you know what this is?” you asked Heechul. He took his eyes off of his cell phone and looked at you.
“A toothpaste cap,” he said with a ‘stating the obvious’ expression on his face.
“I know that too!” you said. “But why do I always find it under the sink? Doesn’t it belong on the toothpaste?”
A smile broke on Heechul’s face and he spread his arms, signaling for you to come towards him. You did as he wanted and he wrapped his arms around pulling you on top of him.
“I’m sorry,” he said and connected his lips to yours.
“You are such a flirt,” you said with a faint smile between kisses.
“Shhhh,” he laid you on the bed getting on top of you.
“You don’t look nice when you get mad,” he whispered. He kissed you softly on the neck.
***Ring Ring***
“Oh Hold on,” he moved from on top of you and picked up his phone.
“Seriously?” you raised your eyebrows, sitting up.
He put his finger on his lips telling you to be quiet and continued talking on the phone. You sighed and shuffled in bed. He wasn’t going to come back anytime soon.
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“___________ah, are you a sleep?” Heechul asked jumping into bed.
“Mhmmmm,” you groaned sleepily.
“Oh come on,” he turned you around. You closed your eyes tightly.
“__________, wake up,” he shook you.
“Aaaaaaan,” you shrugged yourself out of his grip and turned around again.
“Fine then,” he said turning too and closing his eyes.
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“Hey are you coming to pick me up?” you threw a question at Heechul as soon as he picked up the phone.
“Uhh, I can’t.”
“What???? But you said you were going too.”
“I know I know, but then something came up. Just try getting here okay?”
“How will I get there? It’s raining outside. If you told me ahead of time I would have arranged something.”
“Figure something out okay,” he said with annoyance and hung up.
You stomped your feet in frustration and sat on the couch.
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You walked into the hall with your cloths slightly wet. You saw Heechul talking to the guests and laughing. Did he not care that you weren’t at the party? HE didn’t seem to be worried at all. It made you sad. If he cared, which you highly doubted, then why didn’t he ever show it? His eyes fell on you and he came to you.
“It’s about time you got here,” he said squinting his eyes.
“Do you know how hard it was for me to get here? My cloths are wet too because my umbrella broke right when I got here.” You pouted.
“That’s good. I don’t like the dress anyways. Didn’t you have anything better to wear?”
“What?” you gasped in surprise.
“Yeah, go change!” he made a face.
“I didn’t bring any extra cloths.” you rolled your eyes.
“Go to the room upstairs and ask one of the assistants.”
“But..”
“_________, go!” he said with a smile to lighten the situation. He knew you’d get upset if he said it angrily.
You didn’t like it when he did that. It was nice that he was honest with you but sometimes a little lie wouldn’t hurt. You fell in love with him because he was so straight forward but even you couldn’t handle it sometimes. He’d say he loves you from time to time but that just wasn’t satisfying enough especially with the kind of personality he had. It broke your heart when he talked about how hot the girl sitting on the opposite table, or the one going down the street or the one performing on the TV looked. You pretended like it didn’t bother you because you didn’t want to look weak or act like an insecure girl friend.
“Do I look okay now?” you asked approaching Heechul from behind. A smile appeared on his face as he turned around.
“Perfect!” he said. “But it would have been better if it was a little shorter,” he winked.
“Aish,” you pushed him, forcing a smile on your face.
“I’m kidding,” he held your hand and began introducing you to everybody. The smile on his face and the shine in his eyes reminded you of why you were with him this long.
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“Aren’t you tired? Why are you watching this?” Heechul asked getting comfy in bed.
You sighed. “Yeah I am but it’s so sad. I love watching this movie,” you said taking the remote from him. He placed his chin on your shoulder and slid his other hand around your waist. I guess I’ll just watch it with you then. He pouted. You giggled and gave him a quick peck on the cheek.
“Aish this is so boring!” he shifted losing his patience.
“Oh come on, it’s so sad. He’s leaving her and she is crying. Why are you so insensitive?” you asked making a face. You didn’t know why you said that. It was as if the question that was poking you for so long just made its way to your lips.
Heechul laughed. He laughed for a long time. “What’s so insensitive about it? He was just having fun with her and then he left her. You can’t really force someone in a relationship you know. He stopped having fun so he moved on. Better for him, better for her. Girls shouldn’t be so sensitive about such things.”
You stared at him in disbelief. You weren’t even sure why you were this surprised. He was like this but you kept lying to yourself that he wasn’t.
“Oppa!” you made a crying face. He took no notice off that and gave you a quick peck on the cheek.
“Can we sleep now?” he asked. You nodded mainly because you wanted to hide the tears that were fighting its way through your eyes. You quickly turned off the tv and the lights and tightly closed your eyes.
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You opened your eyes to an empty bed the next morning. Heechul’s pants were on the floor as usual. You walked into the bathroom and the toothpaste cap was under the sink once again. For the first time ever in your life you were angry at him. You wanted to scream. You still hadn’t recovered from the night before’s events. All the anger was boiling up inside you.
“Oppa!” you called his name.
“Hmm I’m outside,” he said casually.
You walked outside to a heechul in his boxers, talking on the phone. Nothing new to you. You sighed and walked to him. He finished his conversation after a while and sat beside you. You prepared yourself to talk to him. You wanted to do this just to see what he would say.
“Oppa, I don’t think I can do this anymore!” you said burying your face into your hands.
“What do you mean? Make breakfast? I can order it from outside,” he began to pick up his phone. You held his hand.
“No! that’s not what I mean!” you said. Your throat felt dry. “I mean being with you!” you whispered.
“Whaatt?” he let out a gasp but quickly regretted it. He cared too much about his ego. You waited for him to say something. There was no way he was going to treat you like this today. You deserved better.
“Oppa!” you nudged him.
“Do whatever you think is right!” he snapped getting up. Your heart sank. You thought he was going to stop you but instead this was his reaction. He was just like the guy from the movie. You loved him madly but him, he had no feelings for you. He was just having fun according to his own words.
He picked up his cloths and went to the bathroom. He put the cap back on the toothpaste and came back. Without looking at you he left. He was gone now, gone forever. You were cursing yourself. This is certainly not what you wanted. You broke down and began crying. You wanted him back…
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A month had passed away and Heechul hadn’t called you for once. You nagged your brain for even letting such thoughts cross your head. You were the one who had brought this upon yourself and you had to live with it. Besides, if he really loved you he would have at least made an effort but his ego took the best of him.
You turned on the TV after a long day of work and got comfy in your blanket. You were eating ice cream for the first time in 2 years. Ever since you’d started dating him you couldn’t have any since he would always nag you about gaining weight.
You kept changing channels until Heechul’s face suddenly popped up on the screen. Strong heart with suju. You wanted to change the channel but something about Heechul’s face made you stop. He looked tired and worn out.
“Heechul ah why aren’t you talking today? You’re usually so lively.” the MC put him on the spot.
“Me?” Heechul raised his eyebrows in surprise. I’m always the life of the party.” he laughed. “I was waiting for you to say something so I could go on,” he winked and then began to ramble on and on.
“So do you want to share a story today?” the MC asked.
“Story? Aaaa yeah,” he said after a while. Your heart started beating faster. You’d seen many shows on which guys confessed their love or apologized to their loved ones. A little part of you hoped for him to say something about your breakup.
“Okay, but I’m warning you, it won’t be a sad one!” he said with a bright smile on his face. Once again he’d disappointed you. At that point you didn’t even know why you were still madly in love with him. He’d made it pretty clear that he didn’t care. He went on and told the story of the time he ran away from home because his mother spanked him but then she found him hiding under a bench in the park. He received more spanking after that.
You turned off the TV in anger and threw the remote away. Minutes later you found yourself crying again. It hurt you. It still did to see him not care at all while you couldn’t stop thinking about him for once.
Your phone started buzzing but you didn’t pick it up. It didn’t stop after one call. It kept buzzing repeatedly.
“What?” you picked it up and yelled.
“__________-ah, it’s me Leeteuk!”
“Oppa!” you felt bad. “Minahe,”
“It’s alright. Can you come to the Strong Heart set right now?” he sounded worried.
“What happened?”
“Just come __________. This is important.” He insisted.
“No tell me what happened,” you persisted.
“Heechul passed out on stage as soon as we finished recording.”
“What?” you jumped up in surprise.
“Ye, he needs you __________. Please come soon,” he said and hung up. You ran out of the apartment without giving the situation a second thought.
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“Where is he?” you asked bursting into the back stage room.
“Calm down ________,” Shindong came forward and held you.
“He’s in the room.”
“I want to see him,” you said pulling away. “What happened to him?”
“He’s been sick for a while now. He hasn’t been eating properly either. Something keeps bothering him and he won’t tell us what it is. I assumed you’d know.”
“I would know?” you asked with a confused expression. “We broke up a month ago!”
“You guy’s broke up?” Leeteuk asked extremely surprised. You nodded your head.
“Then why didn’t he tell us that?” Shindong looked at Leeteuk. You were more surprised than them, now.
“Every time we told him to call you over he would tell us that you were really busy these days and that he was going to bring you over soon. He never for once talked about breaking up with you,” said Leeteuk.
“I want to see him,” you said as tears rolled out of your eyes. Shindong and Leeteuk got out of your way so you could go inside.
“Oppa!” you said poking your head inside. Heechul was lying down on the couch. As soon as he saw you, he got up and embraced you.
“____________ah, Please don’t leave me! Please don’t go away. I’m sorry, Im sorry , I’m sooo sorry.” He pulled away to look at you now. “There I said it. Are you happy now?”
You shook your head.
“I’m sorry for being so stupid and letting go of you. I should have stopped you. I mean who would ever bear with a guy like me. Nobody can do it. Nobody but you. I took you for granted and I hurt you.” You began to slide your hand out of his but he held it again. “____________, please forgive me or I’ll never forgive myself for hurting you.. I lost you because of my ego and ever since, I’ve regretted it every second of my life. You have no idea how I’ve spent the past 30 days. I never say it but I love you. I might joke around with you but only because I know that you are the one and you will never leave me no matter how stupid I am. ______________, If you leave today I won’t be able to live. I don’t know how you handle me but I’m sorry if I ever made you feel like I was using you because believe I may have said a lot of things I don’t mean but when I say I love you I mean it,” he said finally letting go of your hand. The choice was yours to make now. You kept your eyes fixed to the ground. You were afraid if you looked at him you won’t be able to think straight.
Heechul sat down on the couch and buried his face in his hands. You could hear his sniffles. He’d never cried like this. He really meant what he’d said. But what if he went back to be the same person he was. You needed more time to think this through. You turned around and began to leave.
“__________, I promise I’ll always put the cap back on the toothpaste,” he said getting up. You didn’t know what happened but the next second you were in his arms. He kissed you everywhere on your face.
“I’m so sorry!,” he kept repeating.
“Shhhhh,” you shook your head and connected your lips to his.
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Heechul can be really stupid sometimes but he is very sweet at heart. I enjoyed writing this one. :) I hope you guys like it .
Hey guys, since 35 people voted so I guess I will write a PART TWO to the Kris Scenario [Never going to find out] *yayyyyy*
3 things though:
1. I’m not promising a happy ending [but I’ll think about it]
2. I will write it any time from now to OCT 15th which is my target date to finish my request list! :)
3. I LOVE ALL OF YOU <3 <3 <3

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NEVER GOING TO FIND OUT [Kris]
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Requested by teenfinityofmbleast
Both you and Kris burst into the apartment half drunk.
“You should never drink on your own wedding,” Kris said as he stumbled.
You hit him on his shoulder. “You tricked me into drinking.“
He grabbed your hand and pulled you closer. “You’ll pay for this Oppa,” you said, squinting your eyes.
“Oh yeah? How so?” he said sliding his hands around your waist. You pulled away and began to run but he grabbed you once again and picked you up this time.
“Aish, what are you doing? Put me down!” you asked childishly.
“Aneyo,” he shook his head and walked towards the room. “Welcome to our room,” Kris announced. A smile spread on your face. He brought his face closer to yours and gave you a light peck on the lips. The next second, you found yourself in bed with Kris on top of you.
“I’ve waited long enough for this,” he whispered sliding the strap of your wedding dress off of your shoulders.
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You found yourself tightly wrapped in Kris’s arms the next morning.
“Oppa,” you whispered but he didn’t respond. You carefully slid out of bed and walked to the kitchen. You were familiar with most of the things in the house but it was still new to you. You didn’t live with him before you got married but you visited occasionally. You’d known Kris for three years. Two as a friend and then one year as his girl friend. He had finally proposed 3 months back. Everything happened so quickly that you were still trying to sink in most of it.
“Last night was amazing,” Kris said suddenly appearing from behind and holding you.
“Huh!” you jumped but calmed yourself immediately. You were smiling. He turned you around to face him.
“You’re still blushing after last night?” he asked with his classic sexy smile. You couldn’t look him in the eyes. His presence still made you nervous.
“Are you happy?” he asked. You looked at him, as if trying to tell him that of course you were happy. Was there a reason to not be? He understood you and leaned in to kiss you.
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“I’m just saying you could have talked a little. You just sat in the corner and stared at us,” Kris said with a slightly annoyed tone while entering the apartment.
“And I’m just saying that you could have introduced me to them. You just went on and on while I had to sit awkwardly. Besides I didn’t even know them or what they were talking about.”
“Oh yeah, well now they think you lack confidence.”
“So?”
“So, I don’t want people to think my wife is like that,” Kris said angrily this time.
“Okay calm down Kris. What’s the big deal?” you asked.
“It is a big deal! You do this every time we meet somebody new. Why can’t you be more like the life of the party and introduce yourself and look confident?”
“Kris you know that’s not how I am.”
“Well then CHANGE!” he said glaring at you.
You didn’t want to frustrate him more therefore you just nodded your head in agreement. Four months in your marriage and you guys were already having your first argument.
“Are you still mad?” you asked him while slipping in bed. He was busy reading his book.
“Kris!” you nudged him.
“Huhmmm,” he took his eyes off his book for a second and then went back to reading it. “No!”
You took a sigh of relief and went to bed.
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You thought that argument was something you and him were going to forget about but Kris’s behavior changed completely. He would nag you about the littlest of the things. He hated your job because it wasn’t good enough. He hated the fact that you didn’t wear branded cloths. He didn’t like it when you showed up at his practices uninvited. The list went on and on. It wasn’t like you weren’t trying. You were slowly changing yourself and it was very uncomfortable but if you had to please Kris then that is what you were going to do.
“What’s this?” Kris asked after taking the first bite of his meal.
“What’s wrong?”
“Did you taste it?”
You shook your head.
“Then taste it,” he made a face. You did as he said. It was a little salty. Kris suddenly pushed the plate to the side.
“I’m tired of this ________. I really am.”
You lost your patience too this time. “Stop it Kris, Just stop it,” you said standing up.
Kris stood up too.
“Why are you always like this? Can you not see that I’m trying so hard? ..but nothing ever seems to please you.” You said with a crying voice.
“Stop being so childish!”
“I’m not being childish,” you yelled.
“_________, lower your voice.”
“No I won’t” you snapped back. You quickly realized that you shouldn’t have said that. Kris walked towards you and slapped you across the face. You were horrified. Tears were flowing like a stream. Instead of apologizing Kris turned around and left.
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Your eyes burnt from crying for 3 hours straight. Kris still hadn’t come back. You wanted him to come back but a little part of you was scared of him.
You heard the door click open and you immediately closed your eyes. You could hear his heavy footsteps and with each one he took your heart sank a little more. He slipped in besides you and held your shoulder.
“____________ah, I’m sorry,” he said. That’s it. That’s all he could come up with after what he’d done. He forced you to turn around. He knew you weren’t sleeping. You looked at him. Not a single sign of guilt was visible on his face. He pulled you closer and kissed you on the cheek that he had slapped earlier. He didn’t just stop there. He continued towards your neck and began taking off your cloths. This was his way of apologizing to you. You weren’t the type who would state their own opinion on the table. This was your weak point and he knew that well. You submitted to his desire because once again you didn’t want to displease him.
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“Whaaaaaaa,” you looked at the little red sign on the stick. A smile broke on your face. This was the first time you’d received happiness in the past eight months. Tears of joy rolled down your cheeks. You were sure when Kris heard the news he’d jump with excitement too.
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“Doesn’t that couple look cute?” you asked looking at a pregnant girl with a guy walking besides her.
“Ye,” Kris replied not really interested in the conversation.
“What do you think about having a baby?” you asked smiling secretly.
“Aish, too much responsibility.” He snickered. “I think if we should have a baby it should at least be 2 to 3 years from now. we shouldn’t rush with everything.”
Your heart sank once again. You gasped in surprise and disappointment.
“What happened?” he asked.
“Nothing,” you said shaking your head. You had no idea how you were going to tell him. You couldn’t imagine what he was going to say. Get rid of the baby? Leave you? Accept it? You had no idea.
“Kris..” you began to say but he interrupted.
“____________, why did you bring me here? It’s so chilly outside.” He shrugged his shoulders with annoyance and turned around to walk back home. He left you there, devastated. You watched him from behind. This wasn’t the Kris you had fallen in love with. Or maybe you were wrong and he was always like this but love had had made you blind. It had almost been a year in to your marriage and no matter how hard you tried to tell yourself that you were happy, you weren’t. That was the plain truth.
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Kris came home the next day and it was quieter than usual.
“__________ ah, where are you?” but nobody was there to respond.
“_____________,” he said your name again but still no response.
He walked in the room. It was completely dark. He turned on the lights and sat on the bed. The sound of paper scrunching under him made him get up. He looked at it. It was your hand writing. He began reading:
“Dear Kris,
I love you and I always have. But I can’t live like this anymore. I’m sorry. I really am. You probably have no idea what I’m talking about but I promise I tried really hard everyday to be what you wanted me to be. I can’t live like that anymore. It’s too superficial for me. When you fell in love with me I thought you fell in love with whatever faults or qualities I had but I was wrong. It’s not your fault, it’s my fault because I fell in love with a person who wanted all of this and I can’t be like that. I’m sorry if I’ve hurt you but I don’t want to be hurt anymore either. It’s been long and painful and I just want to spare both of us. I noticed you weren’t happy with this marriage either. You were still managing it because I was your responsibility. I really do respect you for that. This decision was hard for me but I am leaving Kris! I’m leaving. I hope you find someone who will love you and be of your standards. I’m sorry if I’ve disappointed you. [I left the divorce papers in the top left drawer]
I will always love you…
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A tear rolled down Kris’s cheek and fell on the letter. He didn’t see this coming but even he knew that this marriage wasn’t going anywhere. Maybe this was for the best or was it really?
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4 years later…
Kris walked hand in hand with Eunsun down the street.
“Want some bubble tea?” he asked her.
“Of course I do,” she said waving her Parada handbag in the air.
Kris went to a nearby street store and ordered two bubble teas.
“Eunsuk stop or I won’t get you anything!” he heard a familiar voice from behind him. He turned around immediately. It was you getting angry at your little one. He felt a slight twinge in his heart. ‘Oh so she got married again..’ he wondered.
You held your son’s hand and began walking. Kris turned around to get his order.
“Mommy! Why don’t I have a daddy and everybody else does?” Eunsuk suddenly asked you. You were surprised at his sudden question. The memories of four years ago started coming back but you repressed them instantly. That is what you had been doing for so long. You, however could never forgive yourself for one thing and that was your son living without a father. A little part of you regretted not telling Kris. Maybe he would have come after you and stopped you but then you shrugged the feeling away. He wasn’t going to come. If he cared, he would have come looking for you regardless.
“Shhhh,” you glared at your son and began walking.
Kris turned around once again hoping to get a glimpse of you but you and his son were long gone and he was never going to know about it.
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Okay I am soooo sorry you guys, I didn’t mean to make it this sad but I was watching a sad movie while typing this and so here it is ^^ :’| I hope you guys like it :)
Okeey before posting it, I write this thinking on a song, so you can hear it here
Enjoy~~~
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You were playing the well-known melody that was always stuck in your head. You started singing the lyrics as you felt your heart breaking; your eyes were burning, letting you know that you were about to cry…all the memories that were stuck in your head started playing one by one, again and again in your head.
-flashback-
You were in the living room waiting for Yongguk to arrive from practice, you even made dinner for two, because you missed him that much. You were just counting the minutes for him to arrive, when he finally made his appearance in front door. You reached him as fast as you could.
“Oppa! How was practice today? Did you have fun? You must be tired. I made dinner, so you can change and we can have dinner together!” you said, smiling as he walked by you, not paying attention to anything you just said. His face was so emotionless that you felt a little worried.
“Oppa? Is something wrong?” you asked, walking a little faster until you reached him again. When you were about to touch his face, he pushed your hand off. His face showed how annoyed he was…annoyed by you.
“Can you just shut up for one minute?!” he shouted out with an angry tone.
“W-what?” you stuttered, shocked by his sudden anger.
“I just came home. All I want is a little peace, but you just keep appearing and making annoying sounds, I can’t stand it anymore!” He punched the wall behind you, scaring the hell out of you. Your eyes were about to give up and let the tears fall.
“I-I don’t get what you are saying…” Your voice was shaking and tears were starting to fall.
“OH, COME ON! DON’T START WITH THAT! See! That is what I hate the most about you, you always cry!”
Now you were mad. What did he just say? You thought.
“WHAT? So you hate me? Then why are you with me? Why don’t you just break up with me? I AM TRYING TO MAKE THIS WORK, but every time that something goes bad with the guys, you always come and start freaking the hell out and screaming. Just tell me already that you don’t love me anymore!” you fumed. You were crying, you felt hurt, offended and mad.
Since 4 months ago, that was your routine, you never got to see him, but every time he came home, he would start screaming at you and break up with you. Then 2 weeks later he would come back. You always let him do whatever he pleased, but you were having enough, he was just playing with you.
“I DON’T LOVE YOU ANYMORE!” he shouted as he walked to the front door, ready to leave.
“Are you serious? WHERE ARE YOU GOING?” Now you were the one who was screaming.
“YES! I AM SERIOUS! I DON’T LOVE YOU ANYMORE, I CAN’T STAND THIS ANYMORE, AND I AM GOING TO THE DORM WITH THE GUYS!” he yelled, taking his keys, ready to leave.
Just then, crying, you pushed yourself between the door and him.
“If you leave now…I won’t be here anymore, so be honest Yongguk… You don’t feel anything for me anymore?” your voice broke at the end, and you looked him right in the eyes, praying for him to stay.
“Move out of the way, _____,” he said, trying to move you out of the doorway, his face now appearing exhausted. The sadness in his eyes killed you.
“I am serious, Yongguk. If you leave now…” he pushed you out of the way, “this is the end…FOREVER…” you shouted the last word as he walked out of the house, closing the door behind him.
Your body gave up and you fell on your knees. That was the end, and he knew it. You started crying even harder when you realized it. You needed to take your things out of the place; you needed to move on. You wouldn’t be there forever. Your relationship with Yongguk was stuck and was sick, and you knew that.
You were still in front of the door, waiting for Yongguk to come back, but you realized that he wouldn’t, not for now. Getting up, you walked to your room. You glanced up at your clock; it marked 3 AM. You walked to your computer, and started looking in the pages, looking for the thing that proved that it was the end of it all.
-end of flashback-
You ended playing the song and cleaned your eyes, trying to stop your tears. Cleaning your hands on your pants, you got up off of the piano in the middle of the living room. You walked in front of the camera that was recording your song and stopped recording. You walked to the kitchen table, took your pen and started scribbling on a piece of paper. You left your little letter on the piano as you grabbed your backpack and your suitcase. You shut the lights off as you walked to the front door, looking one last time at the clock on the wall. It was 9 in the morning. You held your plane ticket in one hand and your suitcase in the other as you walked off the apartment.
I’ve always wondered why people make promises that they won’t be able to keep…until this moment I never knew the answer…
Things change, sometimes so quickly you don’t even notice it. I don’t know, happiness is, like, something you have to look after, be vigilant about…. The happiness that I felt at the start of this adventure…is no longer there, and I know that you feel the same…
So just let the memories stay and let them be our precious memories… People say that a memory… is something you reconstruct depending on small fragments of recollections in your mind. They say that to remember is the same as seeing an illusion… Innumerable small choices led me onto the road I’m on now. When I was right, and when I was wrong…
I was always me. You, him, anyone, everyone…We’re all right now…It’s all right now.
The sad times, the happy times, all of them are precious memories…So I pray. Please, let these forever be precious memories for you as well.
I was happy, very happy, truly happy
So thank you and good bye…
This was no. 13 on my list [ AGAIN —> I never do scenarios out of order] but this is the first time I’m doing this only because the Kris and Suho scenario had the same plot! I hope you guys like this :)
Requested by anon
You barged into BAP’s dorm and made yourself comfortable on the couch. Himchan came into the living room yawning. He hadn’t noticed you sitting on the couch. He danced towards the fridge, took out a bottle of orange juice and began drinking it, still shaking his butt. You wanted to laugh but you held back and instead decided to surprise him.
“Where’s everybody?” you asked.
“Aaaah,” Himchan jumped, spurting all the juice out of his mouth. The bottle flew in the air and fell on the floor spilling the rest of the orange juice. He wiped his mouth still in surprise.
“How did you? When did you? Whatt?” he couldn’t finish any of his questions and kept looking at the door and then you.
You were laughing hysterically. “I’m sorry,” you said while holding your stomach. It took you a while to calm down.
“You guy’s left the door open again.” You made a face.
“Aish,” he said shaking his head and let out a sigh.
“Do you need help cleaning up that mess?” you asked. After all part of it was your fault.
“Aahh, no that’s fine. I’ll do it,” he said stepping away from the puddle of juice.
“No I’ll help. I feel bad.” You said and walked up to him. “Where are the kitchen towels?”
“In that corner,” he pointed.
You grabbed a bunch and gave him some so both of you could clean together. You hadn’t really known the BAP members for that long but things were changing a little bit ever since you’d started dating Youngjae.
“You know I could have died,” Himchan said without looking at you. You weren’t sure you understood what he’d said.
“Huh?” you said with a confused expression.
“The juice… it could have chocked me,” he said squinting his eyes.
“Mianhamnida,” you apologized. You really shouldn’t have done that. It wasn’t like you were that close to the members.
You heard Himchan laugh. “What happened now?” you asked with an annoyed expression.
“I was kidding. You got so serious,” he pointed to your face and laughed some more.
“Oh God oppa,” you said and pushed him. He fell backwards but continued to laugh. A smile spread across your face too.
“What’s going on?” Youngjae asked suddenly.
You jumped up at his sudden appearance. “When did you..”
“I just got up,” he said stretching. “But what are you guys doing?”
“Cleaning the mess ________ created.” Himchan said giving you a look.
“Me? You created the mess,” you pouted.
Both you and him started arguing once again while Youngjae watched.
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‘Aish stop teasing me’ –you smiled at Himchan’s text message.
‘You know it’s true’ you texted back after a while. You were still smiling at his text message when Youngjae looked up at you. He’d called your name several times but you hadn’t heard him.
“________,” he said rather sternly this time and took your phone from you. “Who are you texting?” he asked and without waiting for you to respond he scanned your phone. His expression changed for a brief second but he calmed himself.
“It’s just Himchan oppa,” you said making a face and taking your cell phone back from him.
“You’ve been texting him a lot lately,” Youngjae made a face. He was right. Ever since that little juice episode had happened between you and him you guys had gotten pretty close. You and Himchan had been friends before too but then Youngjae came into your life and things changed. If he hadn’t and things kept going smoothly with Himchan, you and him would have been together.
“Oh come on,” you hit Youngjae on the chest playfully and put your phone aside.
“I want you to spend some time with me,” he said getting closer to you. “We barely get any..” he trailed off and planted a soft kiss on your neck.
“_________,” he whispered your name.
“Uhumm,” you moaned.
“I know this is early but..” he stopped.
“But?” you asked pulling away from him.
“I love you,” without giving you a chance to say something he connected his lips to yours once again. You had goose bumps. This was the first time he’d said this and you were glad that you felt the same way.
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“Where are ya’ll going?” Zelo asked you and Youngjae.
“Movies,” you replied excitedly.
“Great, can I tag along?” he asked.
“Aaah sure,” you replied. You looked at Youngjae. He was busy tying his shoe laces.
“I guess I’ll come too then,” Himchan said getting up.
“Aaaa actually ______ and I were planning to have some alone time today,” Youngjae said with a flat expression.
“Oppa,” you whispered with a surprising but stern expression. He glared back at and pulled you.
You shrugged your arm to let loose from his grip as the two of you walked out.
“Why’d you do that?” you asked.
“I want it to be just us,” he said trying hard not to lose his patience.
“What was wrong with them coming? It wasn’t like they were going to disturb us. Did you look at Himchan’s face when you said that? You need to respect him.”
“Himchan, Himchan, Himchan. Why does everything have to be about him?” Youngjae yelled losing his patience.
“What do you mean?” you asked, obviously very confused. You didn’t know why Youngjae was suddenly acting like that.
“Nothing,” he sighed. He seemed like he regretted losing his patience. He came closer to you and held your hand. “Let’s just forget this and go to the movies. I don’t want to start an argument.”
You nodded and followed. You didn’t want to get into a fight either but his sudden reaction still kept bugging you in the back of your head.
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Things didn’t change at all. Over the next few days Youngjae got a lot more possessive about you. Instead of inviting you over to the dorm he would come over. Every time you tried to make plans to hang out with everybody he would reject them politely. On top of that, he was being too nice. It wasn’t that he wasn’t nice to you. He really was but you could feel a change in his behavior.
You wanted to surprise him so you decided to go the BAP’s dorm uninvited one day.
“Annyeongggggg,” you said as Himchan opened the door.
“Heyyy, haven’t seen you in forever,” he said giving you a hug.
“Why is so quiet in here?” you whispered.
“Because nobody is home,” he whispered back.
“So much for my surprise,” you mumbled walking into his room.
“Don’t go in there. It’s dirty.”
“Oh come on it can’t be that…” you paused as you entered the room. “What were you doing?” you cried in surprise.
“Aaa, looking for an outfit,” he said scratching his head.
“For what?”
“Long story,” he tried to avoid eye contact.
“Oh come on, tell me,” you pouted.
“It’s really nothing,” he began picking up his cloths.
“Tell meeee,” you whined.
He sighed and gave in. “I’m meeting a girl.”
“A girl?” you repeated in surprise.
“Ye. Her and I have been talking for a while now.” You could see Himchan blush. He always tried to be so manly. This was the first time you were seeing him like this.
“Oh my God!” you squealed with excitement. “Tell me all about it,” you pulled him on top of the pile of cloths. Both of you settled down and he began talking.
“Oh come on, don’t be nervous and just kiss her when the moment is right,” you said and winked.
“Kiss? Aneyo,” he shook his head.
Youngjae entered the dorm. He heard you and Himchan giggle and walked towards the room.
“Stop acting like you don’t want too.” You advanced towards him. Himchan peeked through the door and saw you and Himchan only inches apart from each other.
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You heard a faint knock on the door.
“Great just when I’m about to go to sleep,” you mumbled while yawning and walking to the door.
You opened the door to a very upset Youngjae. He didn’t seem to be happy at all.
“What happened?” you asked as he entered. “Where were you this morning? I came by your dorm but you weren’t….”
“I know,” he said. Something was definitely wrong with him. He quietly settled down on the couch and kept his eyes fixed on the ground.
“What’s wrong?” you asked placing your hand on his shoulder.
He covered his face with his hands. You were worried now but you couldn’t make sense of his actions. Why the sudden visit and why the upset mood. You were sure nothing had happened between you guys.
“_____________, if you weren’t happy with me then why did you just tell me so?” he asked still not showing you his face.
“Huhhh?” you gasped in surprise.
“What do you mean?” you asked.
Youngjae revealed his face. He was crying. His eyes were red. You felt your heart sink.
“What’s wrong Oppa?” you hugged him.
“________, you don’t have to do this. You don’t,” he said.
“I still don’t understand?” you asked pulling away.
“Do you think I’m stupid? Like I don’t see how happy you’re with Himchan? I’ve tried so hard to keep you happy. Do you not see that? Do you even know how much I …” he said in broken sentences and then looked away.
“Do you think I’m cheating on you with Himchan oppa?” you asked, very hurt. Youngjae nodded. You were speechless.
“Oppa why would you say that?” you held his arms and forced him to look at you. Even you were crying now. “I would never cheat on you.” Youngjae shook his head. He didn’t believe you. He was disappointed.
“Believe me Oppa,” you begged. You sat on the floor and squeezed your body between his legs. “I love you and only you. Look into my eyes and tell me you don’t believe me?” you said.
Youngjae turned his face towards you. He couldn’t bear to see you crying. He loved you too much. He pulled you into a hug.
“I love you too ________,” he whispered through your hair.
“Then please don’t ever think that I would cheat on you. I can’t even imagine something like that.”
He nodded and kissed you on your forehead. “I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be,” you said wiping his tears. Youngjae held you tightly, never wanting to let go. He loved you too much.
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Aaaaaaaaaa, It started out pretty well but then my brain decided to stop working. :| [don’t bash me you guys]
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You turned around to look at the clock once again. 1: 05 am. Just then the door clicked open and Suho entered the apartment. He guessed you were asleep and so tip toed into the room.
“Why are you still up? he asked with a surprised look on his face.
“I always stay up late and wait for you, you just don’t know it,” you said turning. Your back was facing him now.
Suho sighed and stood there for a while trying to think of what to say but nothing came up. He eventually gave up and walked into the bathroom. Three years ago when you guys got married, if Suho made the same mistake, he would slide in the bed besides you and shower you with kisses. He would then make his cute little puppy dog face and tickle you till you forgave him. You missed that. For some reason it just wasn’t the same any more. It wasn’t that both of you weren’t trying. You were but something felt like it was missing.
Suho came out of the bathroom and quietly slid in bed besides you. He covered his head under the sheets and before you knew it, he was in deep sleep.
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You didn’t bother getting out of bed and making breakfast because every time you did Suho never ate. He was always in a hurry in the mornings.
“__________ah, are you not making breakfast?” Suho asked while putting on his shirt.
You didn’t respond but got up to make it for him. You kept looking at the door of your room to see when Suho would come out. If he’d made you get out of bed to make breakfast than he’d better eat it too. What you didn’t know was that his manager had called him and they were discussing something important.
He finally came out of the room in a rush still on the phone. “Hey, I’ll see you tonight okay?” he said and left.
You couldn’t believe it. Did he really just do that to you? You were mad, really mad but you controlled it. Both you and Suho had a very calm personality. You guys didn’t like interfering into each other’s matters. You never fought either. If something bothered you or him, you would talk it out. You took a deep breath and settled down on the couch. Just like all the other days, you ate breakfast by yourself.
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Your eyes were fixed at the TV screen. You didn’t know that Suho had entered the house and was now standing in the living room looking at you.
“Ahem ahem,” he cleared his throat making you jump.
“Oh when did you get here?” you asked clenching your fist close to your heart.
“Just a while ago. Why are you still up? It’s getting late.”
“I was just watching this movie. It’s really interesting.” You said with a smile on your face. He came and sat beside you. He soon got bored of the movie and turned on his laptop.
“_________ah, turn down the volume. Umma is calling on skype.” You pouted but didn’t let him see it and turned the volume down.
“Suhooooo,” his mom said cheerfully as her face popped on the screen.
“Anneyong Umma,”
“Annyeong. Where is _________?” she asked.
“She’s right here.” He said pulling you towards him so you could fit into the camera too. A big smile appeared on your mother in law’s face.
“So, what are you guys doing today?” she asked. Her face was so lit up as if she was expecting something big from you guys. You didn’t quite understand and neither did Suho.
“Nothing, just sitting around watching TV,” he replied.
“TV? Is that your idea of a special night?” she asked.
“Special night?” he repeated with confusion clearly visible on his face.
“Oh God, you guys, don’t mess around with me,” she chuckled. “It’s your wedding anniversary today. I’m sure Suho has something secretly planned for you,” she said and winked at you.
“Ahhh yeah,” both you and Suho said nervously and forced a laugh.
“We have to go now, actually,” he said.
“Annyeong,” she waved through the screen. You guys waved back and Suho immediately turned off the computer. Both you and Suho looked at each other and the quickly looked away. You couldn’t imagine you guys had forgotten your own anniversary. It was embarrassing. Suho shifted sides and sat in silence. You didn’t know what to do either so you got up and went into the room. You’d pretended that it didn’t bother you in front of him but as soon as you sat down on your bed, tears came rolling out of your eyes like a waterfall.
What was missing? You kept asking yourself that question. You missed the old him and the old you when you guys laughed together, talked for hours at night, went out for dinners. He would occasionally surprise you with flowers or take you to one of his practices. Why had all of that changed? Why had the two of you slowly started to drift apart? Why didn’t he smile at you before going to sleep and why had you lost all the motivation to cook for him, dress nicely for him or at least make an effort to ask him what was wrong. Had you guys gotten married too early or were you just not right for each other. Your heart sank at the thought of that. You knew that out all the things that you didn’t know, you knew one thing for sure and that was that you loved him.
Suho came into the room after a long time. You were still sitting on the bed. You quickly wiped your tears and turned your face the other way. He sat beside you but kept his eyes fixed on the ground.
“What’s gotten into us ________,” he said, his voice sounding tired.
“I don’t know!” you whispered back.
Both you and him stayed quiet. This was the problem. Neither him nor you, knew what to say. You could see that he was playing with his fingers. That’s what he did when he was nervous. Was he thinking of something to say to you?
“I don’t think we should be together anymore,” he said.
“What?” you gasped. You were trying hard to make sense out of his words.
Suho nodded and turned around to face you. He held your hands. “We don’t have that spark anymore,” he said. You could see how hurt he was too. He didn’t want to say it but even he knew that there was something missing. You wanted to say something and this time you were actually going to make an effort but your tongue refused to move. There were definitely some problems but this is not how you wanted to end it.
Suho got up. His hands slipped out of yours. He grabbed a pillow and walked out of the room.
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The next two days passed quickly. Neither of you exchanged a single word. A couple of glances here and there but that was it.
“Here,” he said handing some papers to you one morning.
You looked at them and then back at him knowing exactly what they were. You’d secretly cried enough the past two nights. You remained calm and took them from him.
“All you need to do is sign them and don’t worry this apartment will remain yours. I’ll move out,” he said without looking at you.
“There’s no need for that,” you paused for a little while. “I’m going back to Busan.”
Suho’s heart sank. He didn’t quite know why. He was leaving you anyways so why did it matter where you went.
“Why didn’t you tell me before?” he asked.
“I wasn’t sure until last night,” you replied taking the papers from his hand.
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“What’s wrong?” Kris asked placing his head on Suho’s shoulder.
“Nothing’s wrong. Why would you say that?” Suho tried to sound defensive.
“You don’t really seem into the practice today.” Kris scanned Suho’s face.
“I’m fine,” he said with an annoyed face and turned around. Kris was surprised at his reaction but didn’t want to say anything. Suho sat down in the corner and buried his head in his hands while resting his elbow on his knees.
An image appeared in his head. It was a girl sitting by the window. She used to sit there every day at 5 o clock and read a book. She would look out the window occasionally and smile at the birds singing on the tree branches. Giggle a little and tuck her hair behind her ear. She would then go back to reading her book. That girl was you. Suho used to watch you do that every day. You lived on the road he used to take to go back to his dorm. He would watch you smile while reading the book. It was this smile he had fallen for, it was that tucking of the hair behind your ear and that giggle that had made him fall head over heels for you.
“Oh my God! What am I doing?” Suho said to himself and suddenly looked up. Everybody turned around and looked at him.
“I need to go. I’m sorry,” he said getting up and ran out of the room.
“_________, please don’t go. Please don’t go.” He kept repeating to himself while driving.
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You looked around the room one more time. You’d lived in this room for a long time. You thought it was going to be yours forever. Your heart felt heavy and your legs seemed weak. Your eyes were burning. You closed them and took a step dragging the bag with one hand and holding the divorce papers in the other. It was a good thing Suho wasn’t there. If you saw him, you would have broken down instantly.
“______________,” Suho called your name as loud as he could. He didn’t wait for a response but ran inside. You were stunned by his sudden appearance. He came forward and hugged you tightly.
“Please don’t leave. Please don’t” he said while shaking his head.
“It’s too late now,” you said pulling away. You lifted your hand to give him the papers.
“These papers don’t mean anything, they…”
“Yes they do Suho, It’s..”
“They don’t. _________ please!” he said embracing you once again. “I can’t believe I was about to make the biggest mistake of my life. I don’t know what happened to me. I wasn’t thinking straight. I should have tried to think of a solution. We could have talked instead I said something really stupid. I can’t do this, you can’t do this.” He knew his words weren’t making sense at all but all he wanted to do was to stop you from leaving. “________ please don’t leave me. I love you, always have and always will.” He tightened his arms around you to the point that it hurt. You liked it. You hadn’t been this close to him in forever. He suddenly pulled away and took the papers out of your hands. The next second, it was on the floor torn into thousands of pieces. He shook his head as tears rolled out of his eyes. You’d never seen him like this. He wasn’t really the one to express himself. He really had messed up this time but he was ready to fix it and you trusted him. You looked at the ground and then back at him.
You knew that if you left now you were going to regret it for the rest of your life. You took a step and then tightly wrapped your arms around him placing your head on his chest. A tear rolled down your cheek and fell on his shirt. You let out a sniffle which ran like a knife through Suho’s heart. He knew how much he’d hurt you. He kissed you on your forehead and vowed to never hurt you again. He was going to make it right no matter how long it took him.
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Those of you who haven’t seen Sina Live chat with EXO K [I’d recommend that you guys watch it] but I went ahead and found the part where the guys talk about their ideal types. [I used Suho’s description in this scenario <3 <3]
[Suho’s part is from 3:34 – 3: 57] again I’d recommend that you guys watch the whole thing <3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bTyzrIE4iK4&feature=relmfu
I don’t ever do this but this will be my FIRST TIME that I will:
The plot for the Suho scenario and the Kris scenario on the Pending list are VERY similar so I’ve decided to write another scenario on my list after posting the Suho scenario. It will most probably be a NON EXO scenario :)
Here are the two EXO SCENARIOS that I’m talking about:
[If you guys want a specific one just message me other wise I do have one in mind] <3 <3
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“Hey, hey, hey be careful. Don’t pick that up.” Suho lunged towards you and grabbed the pile of books.
“They’re not that heavy Suho,” you said, trying to calm him.
“I don’t care if they’re not heavy. You’re in your 8th month and I want our little princess to be perfectly safe.”
“Oh Gosh!,” you sighed and settled on the couch. An idea suddenly crossed your mind. “Hey, wait does that mean if I ask you to cook dinner tonight because I’m tired, you’ll do it?” you asked with a cheeky smile on your face.
He chuckled and then scratched his head. “Sure!”
“Okay, then surprise me with something,” you winked at him.
He sighed and slowly walked into the kitchen. You couldn’t help but smile at his innocence. He had been treating you like this ever since your 6 month started. You were really enjoying this. Memories of his first reaction when you told him you were pregnant started coming back. The file that he had been holding in his hand fell on the ground out of surprise. His teary eyes scanned your face to see if you were bluffing but you weren’t. You really were pregnant and he was going to become a father. Both of you had waited for this moment long enough. His second reaction was to call the boys and give them the good news and make them jealous. Indeed, they were jealous but also very happy for the two of you.
“_________,” Suho waved his hand into your face.
“Huh!?” you shook your head. You didn’t even realize that he had been standing there for the past five minutes staring at you smile into blank space.
“What were you thinking about?”
“Oh nothing,” you said shaking your head. He offered his hand to you and placed the other one behind your back to give you support.
The two of you walked towards the table. The dinner plate was covered with another plate.
“Okay, please don’t get mad at me okay?” he said closing one of his eyes and slowly replacing the lid. You chuckled.
“Scrambled eggs?” you said.
“Ye, I don’t know how to make anything else so I tried to make an omelet but then I flipped it and it broke so I made scrambled eggs,” he said in one breath. You were looking at him with the biggest smile on your face, instead of responding.
“What?” he shrugged his shoulders. You shook your head and leaned in to give him a kiss.
“I love you so much,” you said pulling away.
“I love you too,” he replied.
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“Are you ready?” Suho asked for the fifth time.
“Give me one more minute,” you replied.
“I still don’t think you should go,” he said walking towards you. Concern and worry was clearly visible on his face.
“I’ll be fine,” you placed your hand on his chest to reassure him. “Besides we still have a month till the delivery so nothing will happen. I just really want our daughter to see you perform on such a big stage.”
A smile appeared on his face. “Alright, but be extra careful.”
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“Oh my God, you brought __________?” Chanyeol said excitedly while running towards you and Suho.
“Calm down oppa,” you tried to stop him.
“Yeah I warned her several times but she insisted,” Suho said with a serious tone. “Anyways, could you take her to the front row seats and have one of the assistants sit with her.”
“Oh Gosh! Suho relax,” you pouted.
“Come on _________,” Chanyeol offered his hand.
You could hear the fan girls cheering for Exo. It hurt your ears and you started having second thoughts about coming to the show.
“If you need anything, just ask one of the assistants and they’ll get it for you,” Chanyeol instructed before leaving.
The show soon started and after a while the Exo boys walked up on the stage. The music started and the guys began dancing. This was going to be their good bye performance for their album since the new once was coming out soon. You clapped your hands like the other fan girls as the guys danced. Suho was busy with the performance. He didn’t look at you at all. You waved your hands in the air and closed your eyes to enjoy the music.
“Aaaaa ouch,” you cried in pain suddenly. You looked down and realized that your water broke and you were in labor. The assistant panicked and held your hand.
“Aaaaaaaah,” you cried again. Your eyes searched for Suho. He was looking right back at you. It was his queue but he missed the beat. He was panicking on stage. Kai looked at him and then at you. He covered up for Suho and pushed him to go help you.
You drifted in and out of consciousness. You were confused, why it was happening so early and why it hurt so much. You felt two strong hands grab you and after that everything blacked out.
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“__________, wake up, wake up,” you heard someone say repeatedly. It was Suho’s voice. You opened your eyes and a hazy image of him walking besides you appeared. The doors opened, the nurses took you inside and instructed Suho to stay outside.
“She can’t push. Her body’s too weak,” you heard one of the nurses yell.
“C section?” the other one questioned. Your eyes closed once again.
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“_________,” a soft voice called your name. You opened your eyes and this time you could see a little better. Suho was standing besides the bed holding your little princess.
“How long was I a sleep?” you asked with a meek voice.
“A while,” he said sitting beside you. “Do you want to hold her?”
You nodded. Suho helped you sit up and then placed your daughter in your arms. You couldn’t believe it. She was a part of you till yesterday and now she was in front of your eyes. Her beautiful little red cheeks, pink lips and rosy red skin made you cry. Suho wiped your tears and then his own.
“Let’s name her Ruby,” he said.
“That’s a beautiful name,” you said running your finger on her cheeks.
“I’m sorry I messed up your performance,” you said remembering what had happened earlier.
“It’s alright. The boys handled it pretty well.” Suho gave you a kiss on your temple.
“Can we come in now,” Beakhyun poked his head inside and asked impatiently.
You and Suho both chuckled.
“I’ll hold her first!” Chanyeol announced.
“But I already called dibs,” Kyungsoo pouted.
You and Suho couldn’t help but laugh at them. Together, you all were a one big happy family.
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Alright guys, I’m sorry this is so short but I have a midterm tomorrow so I couldn’t spend too much time on this. I hope you guys like it though :)
http://kpopfantasyworld.tumblr.com/updates
First update:
If I don’t post a scenario one day it’s because I got caught up with tons of assignments. Believe me I love writing so I feel really bad for not posting a scenario especially since my PENDING list is huge at the point. I hope you guys understand. :) Hopefully I’ll be able to post something tomorrow!
<3 <3 <3

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You looked at the door and then your watch. Kris was supposed to meet you at the coffee shop an hour earlier. The waiter came up to you twice and even he was getting frustrated. There were more people waiting in the line to be seated.
“Ma’am do you want to order something?” he asked you for the third time.
“Huh! Aaa no I’m fine,” you said sounding completely lost.
“I’m afraid we are going to have to tell you to leave then. There are a lot of people waiting in line,” he said with an apologetic face.
“Oh,” you sighed in embarrassment. “Alright, I guess I’ll just leave then,” you mumbled while getting up. Just then Kris walked in. You were happy for a second but the feeling was quickly replaced by anger. Kris walked towards you timidly. He knew you were mad since you were glaring at him.
“I’m really sorry,” he said nervously.
“It’s alright,” you said trying to calm yourself and walked right past him.
“__________, wait” he followed you out of the coffee shop. “I’m really sorry,” he said catching up to you.
“I said, it’s alright!” you said sounding even more mad this time.
“Umma didn’t let me leave. Believe me I tried.” He said once again.
“It’s the same excuse every time isn’t it?” you suddenly snapped back. Kris tried to put his hands on your shoulder but you shrugged them off. “Why don’t you just tell them? Things will be so much better if they know.”
“You know if I tell them what’s going to happen. Why would you say such a thing?”
“Because I’m tired of this Kris. I really am!”
Instead of yelling back Kris tried to calm himself. Firstly because you guys were standing in the middle of the street, secondly because he knew that it was his fault for keeping you waiting for an hour and finally because he wanted to avoid the topic you’d just started.
“Okay, how do you want me to make it up to you?” he asked rather softly. Your anger melted too a little bit. You’d seen him after so long, you didn’t want to fight either.
“I don’t know,” you sighed but frustration was still visible on your face.
“I’m in the mood for some .. BUBBLE TEA,” Kris said trying to sound excited. He knew bubble tea always cheered you up. He was right. It did work. Your mood changed. He put his arm around and the two of you walked to your favorite shop.
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Kris stared at you with a big smile on his face as you gulped your bubble tea.
“What?” you chuckled and hit him on his hand.
“Nothing,” he said shaking his head as if embarrassed of getting caught for staring at you. He couldn’t control his smile.
“Let’s go somewhere on your birthday this year!” he said suddenly.
“Where?” you asked.
“I don’t know. Malaysia, Singapore, Hong Kong. Where ever you want to go.”
“Really?” you asked excitedly.
“Ye,” he nodded.
“Hong Kong!—I want to hear you speak Canto,” you winked.
“Hong Kong it is then!” Kris announced. “But it’ll have to be a short trip. Starting next month, I’ll have a lot of schedules so we can’t spend a lot of time there.”
“What are you going to tell your parents?”
“Ahh, I’ll figure something out.”
“Alright,” you nodded.
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You couldn’t sleep. You felt your heart sink at the sound of the thunderstorm. Your instinct was telling you that something bad was about to happen. Shuffling restlessly in bed, you tried to calm yourself. You stayed in that state for two hours then sleep started taking over you. You clenched the sheet tightly and closed your eyes.
A half hour later, you felt someone slip in the bed besides you. You weren’t afraid because this wasn’t the first time Kris had done this. He usually came to visit late at night.
“I’m so glad you came,” you mumbled. He kissed you on your neck.
“Me too,” he murmured.
You felt something wet on your bare shoulder but you didn’t take enough notice. Then slowly, you heard Kris’s sniffles. The very next instant, you sat up.
“What’s wrong?” you asked trying to find his face in the dark. Kris didn’t respond. You turned on the side lamp so you could see what was wrong. Kris’s eyes were red and puffy. He hadn’t just started crying. It seemed like he’d been crying for a long time.
“What’s wrong oppa?” you asked once again. Kris didn’t respond but instead looked away.
“Oppa! Please tell me what’s wrong? You’re scaring me!” you squeezed his hand.
“Umma saw us together at the Bubble Tea shop the other day,” he said slowly. You felt like somebody had put a huge rock on your heart and crushed it. You knew his mother hated you. In fact his entire family hated you and your family. If your brother hadn’t run away with his sister, things would have been much better for the two of you. Kris was saying something but you couldn’t make sense of his words. Your teary eyes were fixed at his shaking body.
“____________,” he shook you.
“Ye,” you said shaking your head.
“Umma and Appa, were really mad. I’ve never seen them this mad.”
“Did you try to convince them?” you asked, without any hope.
He nodded. “I did, but they didn’t listen.”
You felt like your throat was getting dry. Your vision was blurred by the tears flowing down your cheeks. “So what does it mean?”
“I have to go __________,” Kris said trying to free his hand from your strong grip.
“No! oppa,” you whispered.
“I’m sorry __________,” he said getting up.
“You can’t do this. You know I can’t live without you.” you caught hold of his hand once again.
Kris kept shaking his head. “You know I love you ___________ and I always will but we can’t be together. I can’t go against their will.”
“We can convince them, together.”
“It’s not that simple!” he freed himself from you and began to leave. You could feel the world crashing as his hands slipped out of yours. Kris stopped by the door and came back to you. He kissed you on your lips. You knew it was going to be your last one. You could taste his salty tears and he, yours.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered pulling away. Before you could stop him, Kris left.
You collapsed on the ground and buried your face in your hands. The storm in your heart was much stronger than the howling wind outside.
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You passed your days staring into blank space. Your friends cried at your condition. They’d called Kris many times but he never picked up.
“_________ snap out of it,” your friend shook you. “It’s your birthday today. Let’s go out?”
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‘Let’s go somewhere on your birthday this year!” he said suddenly.
“Where?” you asked.
“I don’t know. Malaysia, Singapore, Hong Kong. Where ever you want to go.”
“Really?” you asked excitedly.
“Ye,” he nodded.
A tear rolled down your cheek. You turned to your friend. “He promised me he would take me to Hong Kong on my birthday.”
“He’s not in your life anymore _________,” she said pulling you into a hug. You began crying. You cried a lot but it didn’t make you feel any better.
You wanted to give it one last try therefore you decided to go Kris’s house and beg his parents. You didn’t care about yourself respect. All you wanted was to be with him.
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You hesitated before knocking on the door. To your surprise, instead of one of Kris’s family members showing up, Luhan opened the door. You looked at him with questioning eyes.
“Where’s Kris?” you asked clearing your throat.
“____________, you shouldn’t be here.”
“I know but just let me talk to him once.”
“No I mean it. Kris is getting married soon. Go!” he said, sternly.
You had not seen that coming. “What?” you gasped.
Luhan nodded apologetically. “If his mother sees you here, God knows what will happen. So please go,” he insisted closing the door on you.
A few days ago, you felt like somebody had ripped your heart out of your body. You were wrong. What you felt today was incomparable to any pain you’d received in the 23 years of your life.
This was it. It really was.
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8 years later
You hated walking to work in the winters but you really didn’t have a choice. The little money you earned from the bubble tea shop you’d opened a few years ago was not enough for you to buy yourself a car. You fixed your glasses and wrapped your coat tightly around you.
“So how was last night?” your friend suddenly appeared from behind you and asked.
“Oh my God, you scared me,” you said holding your hand close to your chest.
“Ahaha, sorry.”
The two of you began walking again.
“Tell me,” she asked again, nudging your elbow.
“Ah, it was okay but he really isn’t my type. “ you wrinkled your nose.
She hit you on the shoulder. “This is why you won’t ever get a guy.”
“I’m absolutely fine with that,” you said with the fake smile that you’d been giving for the past eight years. The two of you reached the store. You unlocked the door and went inside.
“At least move near the city. It’s more lively there. Your business will be much better too.” She nagged you as usual. You sighed and listened to her with a smile on your face. This had been your morning routine ever since you’d opened the store.
“Hey’ I’m going to need you to do me a favor.” You asked her. She turned around and looked at you.
“We’re running out of tapioca. I couldn’t go last night because somebody had set me up on a blind date,” you said giving her a look. “So I want you to get them.”
“Okay but it’ll take me some time,” she said walking out the door.
It had been two hours and your friend hadn’t returned. You were regretting sending her. Nobody really came in the mornings. You were busy doing the math for the month’s budget when someone walked in.
“We don’t have tapioca so we won’t be able to serve bubble tea. Is there anything else you want?” you asked without looking up.
“Ummm, hot chocolate would be fine,” the person said. The voice was familiar. Very familiar. You instantly looked up. Kris was standing right before you looking at the menu on the wall. You turned around immediately to hide your face but more importantly to hide your tears. All those years that you’d kept them inside of you; they were coming out at his sudden appearance.
“Are you okay Ma’am?” Kris asked upon hearing your sniffles.
You covered your mouth and nodded.
“____________!” Kris whispered your name. He knew it was you. He remembered the fragrance you wore everyday and the way you cried softly.
You began to walk towards the kitchen but he held your hand and turned you around. You felt like everything around you had stopped for a second. You had wished for this moment for so long, that you didn’t think it was ever going to come true. Kris had teary eyes too. He kept repeating your name again and again and hugged you. You pulled away.
“Go home Kris,” you said angrily.
“__________ please listen to me.” He said holding your hand.
“No!” you shook your hand even though your heart said yes.
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Your eyes moved from here to there. The cold wind kept hitting your face, making you want to cry even more.
“Why did you bring me here?” you asked keeping your eyes fixed on the ground.
Kris didn’t respond. You peeked at his face. He was looking at you with the same loving smile from years ago. You could never tell what was behind that smile. The smile suddenly disappeared and remorse took over. He swallowed a spit in his dry throat to get himself ready to speak.
“Where had you been all these years?”
“Does it matter anymore?” you asked after a while. You looked at him for a brief second and then looked away. You were ashamed of the wrinkles on your face and your eyes bags. You weren’t young anymore but he still looked young and fresh. You’d done this to yourself but you didn’t regret any moment of it.
“Married?” he asked.
You weren’t sure what to say. You knew well that Kris was married and he probably had a three year old child waiting at home for him. After a while, you shook your head. A smile broke on his face but you didn’t see it.
“Dated?” he asked again.
“Once for two months,” you said. Knowing the answer already you still asked him. “What about you?”
“Still single.” He replied after a long pause.
His answer had surprised you. You looked at him with your eyes wide open.
“But..” you began to say.
“Didn’t work out,” he complete for you, shaking his head. You felt like some sort of weight had been lifted from your heart. If you weren’t happy than neither was he. He was just as miserable as you. Who’s fault was it though? His parents? Who had ruined your life. Two people who loved each other so much were separated and neither of them were happy. There youth had faded. The time that they were suppose to spend with each other was lost now and it could never come back. Tears were coming back again but this time you controlled them.
“I have to go now.” you said fixing your glasses and getting up. Kris didn’t stop you. He had walked out of your life in the same way. His heart poked him repeatedly to call after you but his lips seemed to be locked.
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The next morning was surprisingly pleasant. Still struggling to forget the previous day’s events you walked to the store.
“Ahhh where are the keys,” you said in frustration, while shuffling your handbag. Your eyes fell on a small envelope by the door. You leaned down and picked it up. It wasn’t sealed. Two papers revealed as you opened it. It was a ticket and the other paper read a message – ‘I still owe you a trip to Hong Kong’.
A smile broke on your face. All the convincing that you’d done the night before, that what you did was right didn’t mean anything anymore. Your heart wanted to be with him. Without thinking twice, you began walking back home.
Two hands pulled you into an alley and the next instant your lips were connected to the very familiar soft lips. You could taste the salty tears except that this time they were tears of joy. You could feel him smiling. You were smiling too. It wasn’t his fault or your fault but if fate was giving you two another chance, you were going to grab it with both hands.
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Aaaaaaaaaaa I love this story sooooo much! <3 <3 yes I drifted a little bit from the plot but I think it came out good! I hope you guys agree. <3 <3

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The weird feeling in your stomach was coming back again. You’d tried to control it for so long but as the time was nearing for you to walk up on the stage, it started coming back.
“You’ll be fine ________. You’ll be fine,” you told yourself repeatedly. You really wished Luhan was there to support you but his busy schedules always took up all his time.
“__________, you’re up!” One of your teachers told you from behind.
“Do I have to do this?” you asked.
“It’s your fault for being so smart,” she replied giving you a comforting smile. Yeah it really was your fault for being such a high achiever that you had to give a speech at your graduation. You felt like your heart pounding and sweat beads forming on your forehead. You had never been nervous in your life. Blinded by the bright light, you slowly walked up to the stage. You didn’t realize that you were holding your stomach tightly with one of your hands. It was only when the Dean gave you a strange look, that you quickly slid it to the side.
“Anneyonghaseyo,” you said, holding the podium tightly. You closed your eyes one last time and then opened them again. A familiar but hazy images appeared in front of your eyes. ‘Is that Luhan? No, no it can’t be. He’s too busy. Why would he come…. Oh wait no that really is him. He’s really here. Yayyyyy. Oh God, why is he waving at me?? Everybody is staring at him. Gosh Luhan stoppp’
“_______, ahem ahem,” the Dean said your name and cleared his throat. You shook your head and began once again. This time you felt more confident since Luhan was there and he was looking right at you. He gave you a thumbs up. You smiled briefly and resumed with your speech.
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Luhan ran towards you and lifted you in the air. “That was a beautiful speech ________.”
“Put me down oppa, everybody is looking at us,” you said while laughing uncontrollably. He hugged you once your feet touched the ground.
“I’m so proud of you.”
“Gomawo.” you said, looking at him lovingly. “I didn’t think you were going to come.”
“Then why did you send the invitation?”
“Just in case..”
“Why wouldn’t I come? It’s the biggest day of your life. Well no not really. The biggest day of your life is yet to come, if you know what I mean and then..”
You connected your lips to his to stop him from rambling on and on.
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Your phone had been buzzing for the past 10 minutes. You finally decided to pick it up.
“Hello,” you said with a sleepy voice.
“Open the door.”
“Huh?”
“I’ve been standing outside for the past 10 minutes.”
“Oh God, Oppa seriously!” you exclaimed getting out of bed.
“It’s only 10 o clock and you’re a sleep already?” Luhan said walking in.
“Yeah I had a long day,” you said following him into the living room.
“What’d you do?”
“Job hunting,”
“Oh I’ve been there. It’s horrible.”
“No you haven’t. You didn’t even finish college and SM took you in,” you said hitting him on the shoulder.
“It’s the charms _____,” he said pulling you closer to him. He bit his lips and looked at you with his puppy dog eyes.
“Umm those don’t work on me,” you said playing with his hair. Luhan pulled you even closer to him and kissed you on your sweet spot.
“Aish, that tickles.” You giggled and tried to push him away. A smile spread on his face but he didn’t stop. You had to surrender. His soft hands worked their way under your shirt.
“__________, I want to tell you something,” Luhan said between short pauses.
“It’s Sehun isn’t it?” you said.
“What???” Luhan suddenly pulled away and chuckled. “You saw the Sina live chat too?” he asked while blushing.
“Obviously!” you laughed.
“This is so embarrassing.” He said scratching his head
“No it’s not. I think it’s pretty cute,” you winked at him.
“Aish!,” Luhan pouted.
“Okay so what is it that you want to tell me?”
Luhan shifted towards you and took your hand in his.
“Actually I want to ask you something!”
“Ahan,” you nodded.
Luhan pulled you closer to him. He had a very serious expression on his face. “________, we’ve been going out for three years now. You’ve graduated out of university too so I was thinking.. if… aaa,” he swallowed a spit. “ I was thinking .. I mean I want…to have .. a baby.”
“Huhhhh?” you exclaimed with your eyes wide open and jumped back. You calmed yourself immediately because as you thought about it, the question wasn’t that surprising after all.
“But oppa..” you trailed off. You’d spoken too soon. You needed some time to think. “Ummm I don’t know what to say,” you said looking away. Luhan was still holding your hand firmly.
“What do you mean?” he asked as if demanding an answer.
“I’m not sure oppa. Taking care of a child is a big responsibility.”
“You don’t think I’m ready for it?” he asked.
“No, no that’s not it,” you said turning around to face him. You placed your hand on his cheek.
“Then what is it?”
“We’re both too young.”
“So what? We should start early.”
You had to admit, his comment was funny. A smile broke on your face.
“I don’t think I’m ready yet.” You said.
“Why?”
You snapped your fingers as if you knew that the excuse you were going to make was going to win you the argument. “My figure,”
“What about it?”
“I don’t want to mess it right now!” you pouted.
“It doesn’t matter what you look like, I’ll still love you ________. It’s what’s on the inside that matters. I’m not that shallow and you know that too,” Luhan said squeezing your hand.
You were running out of excuses. You tired one last time. “I still have a career to start oppa.”
“You can still continue it.”
“Why don’t you understand oppa? I’m just not ready at the moment. I’m not in that state of mind yet and I certainly don’t want to rush things as if now. Please don’t push me.”
Luhan’s mood suddenly changed. You weren’t sure if it was because of your last statement or if he had just given up. He slid your hand off of his and got up. Disappointment showed clearly on his face.
“You know what _______, Just forget it.”
“Oppa!” you called after him but he’d left already. Everything happened so quick, you didn’t know what to do. You wanted to go after him but you changed your mind instantly since both of you needed some time to think.
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You knocked on the door for the third time before Lay opened the door. The eye bags from not sleeping the night before were clearly visible on your face.
“You alright?” he asked.
“Yeah I’m fine. Where’s Luhan?”
“In his room!”
“Oppa?” you said poking your head inside Luhan’s room.
He looked up at you and then looked away.
“Are you still mad?” you asked sitting next to him.
“What do you think?” he asked.
“I don’t want us to fight, please,” you insisted. “Can’t we just talk it out?”
“We did. Yesterday!”
You thought about what to say next since the situation was very sensitive. “I do want this to, just not at the moment. “
He furrowed his eyebrows to show his disapproval of your statement.
“What? So you’re just going to let me go if I don’t say yes?” you asked. As expected he didn’t say anything. You were a little frustrated too but you had to convince him somehow. Maybe not that day but sometime later. You got up to leave but Luhan held your hand.
“Of course not,” he said looking at you now. He took a deep breath and pulled you to sit down next to him. “I don’t want to force you into this. If we will do this, we should do it happily.” He still looked upset but he was trying.
A smile appeared on your face.
“Thank you,” you said and gave him a hug. He rubbed your back and rested his chin on your shoulder.
“Just don’t make me wait for long,” he whispered.
“I won’t, I promise.”
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Guys if this seems rushed, then I apologize. I was writing this while doing 3 other things at the same time [multitasking isn’t my thing] O_O

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