Your Wish Is My Command

Truth or Dare [Chen]

Requested by anon




“Ahhhhhhhhhhh, it’s so hot,” Luhan whined, while solving his rubix cube.

“Ummm are you okay? Oppa?” you asked looking up from your magazine.

“Don’t you feel hot?” he asked rolling around, now looking at you.

“Nope I’m fine,” you said shaking your head. Just then Xiumin walked in. “Oh Good you’re here oppa, now use your powers to make Luhan oppa feel better.”

Luhan chuckled and squinted his eyes at you.

“What are you guys talking about?” he said in confusion. “And why is it so hot in here?”

“Seeee!! I told you it was hot,” Luhan said booing at you. You pouted.

“They need to fix the air conditioner in this practice room soon. ________ah, tell the managers.”

You looked up for a brief second and nodded your head. The boys were done with their practice for the day and were just freshening up. You were responsible for taking care of all their needs while they practiced. It wasn’t really a job but since you were the manager’s sister, he pulled some strings for you.

“________ ah, are you..??”

“What?” you looked up once again interrupted from your reading. Just then Chen walked into the room. The wrinkles on your forehead vanished immediately and light pink touch of blush took over your cheeks. You quickly looked away.

“Oh Gosh it’s hot in here,” he said waving his hands in the air.

“Ye,” Xiuhan remarked.

“Let’s play a game!” Luhan suggested.

“What kind?” Chen asked.

“Ummm Truth and Dare?”

“Truth and Dare? Don’t you remember last time we played that game?” Xiumin asked with an amusing expression.

“Yep, that’s exactly why I want to play again,” he said and winked back.

Kris, Lay and Tao entered the room.

“Wow its h…” Kris said but Xiumin and Luhan cut him. “Hot in here! Yes we know.”

You couldn’t help but notice the conversation the boys were having.

“Wanna play Truth and dare?” Chen asked.

“Sure,” Tao replied. Kris and Lay followed.

“Hey __________, don’t you want to play?” Luhan asked throwing a stuff ball at you.

“Aaaa, no thanks,” you replied without looking. You didn’t like making eye contact with Chen so you tried best possible to keep away from him.

“Oh come on,” Tao whined and got up to walk towards you. He grabbed your hand and dragged you to the small circle the boys had formed.

“Sit here,” he said making you sit across from Chen. Just what you needed. Every time you saw his face, your face turned red and your heart began racing. You frowned as Chen looked at you. The smile on his face disappeared. You then kept your eyes fixed to the ground. There was a sort of awkwardness between you and him. You didn’t want him to find out you had feelings for him because that was going to be nothing but a hot mess. Your brother had warned you about such things before you entered the company.

“Okay let’s start,” Kris announced spinning the bottle.

“Tao, Tao, Tao, Tao,” everybody chanted trying to annoy the maknae. Tao pouted and folded his arms. The bottle stopped on Xiumin.

“Ha Ha Ha,” Tao said showing the members his tongue. Xiumin made a face and squinted his eyes.

“I choose dare. Bring it on,” he said sighing.

“Do a back flip,” Kris said suddenly.

“Whoaaaa!! I’m not Lay,” Xiumin said widening his eyes.

“That’s the beauty of it,” Kris replied with a cunning smile.

“Oh I hate you,” Xiumin made a face and bent backwards to get ready. He’d done a back flip once in his life and had sworn to never do it again but here he was, doing it again.

“Woaahhhhh,” the other members gasped as Xiumin did the back flip. He almost slipped.

“Hyung that wasn’t even that hard. Let me choose next time,” Tao nudged Kris.

The bottle was spun once again and this time it stopped on Luhan. Everybody cheered loudly.

“Truth or Dare?” Xiumin asked raising his eyebrows.

“Dare, of course.” Luhan replied with a calm smile on his face.

“OH I have one,” Tao said raising his hand.

“Calm down, we’re not in a school,” Lay said and slapped his back.

“Take of Xiumin Lay hyung’s socks,” he said with an evil smile.

“Umm okay!” Luhan said with a flat face. “What’s so bad about that?”

“Did I mention that you have to do it with your mouth?”

“Whaaatttt!!!” Luhan jumped back. The members started laughing. You began to laugh too. The atmosphere was lightening up for you.

“I love that one,” Xiumin said and clapped.

You looked at Chen from the corner of your eyes. He looked so innocent and adorable looking at the member’s laughing. Little did he know that his smile lightened up your day. It was like warmth that your heart felt. He turned his head but you quickly looked away.

Luhan went down on his knees while Lay took off his shoes.

“Why are you guys doing this to me?” he whined.

“Not so exciting now huh?” Xiumin said with a cheeky smile.

“I hate all of you,” he said while placing his mouth close to Lay’s feet. “Good thing, he actually washes his feet.” Luhan leaned in and closed his eyes. “Oh I hate this,” he mumbled and then without stopping he quickly took the socks off.

Everybody clapped for him. You took the turn to spin the bottle this time. It stopped on Kris.

“Truth or Dare?” you asked with a meek voice.

“Truth,” he replied.

“Whattt!!! I thought we made a rule nobody could choose truth. We had to choose dare,” said Lay.

“What who made that rule?” you asked. “Why do you guys even ask ‘truth or dare’ when people can’t choose that?”

“We made that a long time ago because the game is more fun that way,” Chen replied. You weren’t expecting him to, since he never talked that much. Your heart fluttered on the inside but on the outside you pushed yourself to show a flat face.

“Alright, alright!” Kris lifted his hands. “I choose dare.”

“Do a sexy dance,” Lay said glaring at him.

“Sexy dance? What does that mean?” he replied, making a face.

“You know, where you move like this,” Lay said waving his hand.

“That makes no sense,” Kris replied.

“I know,” Tao said snapping his fingers. “Do it with _________.”

“Huh! Me?” your heart sank in surprise. Your eyes immediately turned to Chen. He seemed just as surprised and a little upset too. You didn’t quite understand why.

“You’re sexy, Kris hyung is sexy. It would be perfect.” Tao said.

“Tao,” Chen glared at him and then hit him on the back.

“What?” Tao snapped back.

“Aish, stop,” Kris shushed ever body and offered you his hand. You didn’t want to refuse because that would be mean. You looked at Chen as if asking for his approval. He looked away. There was no choice but to Kris’s hand. He immediately pulled you up and close to him.  Luhan and began singing.

This moment feels like I was born as a child who knew nothing

I closed my eyes again in case it would be a dream

You were standing in fron of my desperate self and praying

Just once, I want to walk side by side with you’

“Come on Chen sing with me,” he nudged Chen. Chen pouted and shook his head.

Kris ran his hands along the side of your body and then pulled you closer to his chest. He moved his face near you neck and pretended to kiss you.

“Oh woooo!! *whistles* “ the guys cheered while clapping. You blushed and pulled away.

“That was fun,” Kris said winking at you as you settled down. You didn’t know what to say so just smiled back.

I want to spin the bottle this time Lay said taking it from Xiumin. It stopped on Lay.

“What sorcery is this?” he exclaimed.

“Aaaa I have one,” Luhan said excitedly. He got up and ran to the corner of the room. He returned with a small box in his hand.

“What’s that?”

“Baoziiiiii,” Luhan replied with a cheeky smile. “Feed those to Kris hyung.”

“Oh wait and did I mention that you have to do this with your mouth?” he said finally finishing.

“Whaaa,” Lay said pouting. “You know how much I hate close interactions.”

“I did it, you should do it too. Unless you want a punishment.”

Lay glared at Luhan and took the box from him. He really was uncomfortable with such stuff. You were thanking God that the bottle hadn’t stopped on you. You could only imagine what the guys would tell you to do.

You couldn’t help but laugh at Lay feeding Kris the baozi with his mouth. You felt like somebody was tickling your stomach. Kris was smiling right at Lay. For some reason he was enjoying it. Lay frowned and picked up the next one from his mouth and then offered it to Kris.

“Happy?” he asked the members, finishing the job. Everybody clapped once again. Xiumin spun the bottle next. Surprisingly it stopped on you.

“Oh no!” you mumbled. Nobody knew what to say because you was always so quiet.

“Uhhhhhhh,” Luhan said closing one of his eyes acting like he was thinking.

“Ummm kiss someone?” Lay said with a flat face.

“What?” you gasped.

“That’s the least you can do after what all of us did,” Lay tried to persuade you.

“ Kiss someone?” you repeated in disbelief.

“Come on! We are all oppas here!” Kris said winking at you.

“Kiss Chen,” Tao shouted.

“Whaaaa!” your eyes widened with surprise. Xiumin began laughing at your reaction.

“Why are you so surprised?” he asked. “You guys barely talk. It will be good to break the ice.”

“Aniyo,” you said shaking your head.

“If you don’t do it then you’ll have to receive the punishment and I don’t think you want to go down that road ___________.” Lay said with a serious expression. You turned to Chen. He seemed to be very calm. He was neither smiling or frowning. All he was doing was looking at you with his sparkling eyes.

“Come on,” Tao pushed you.

You got up and so did Chen. Your hands began shaking and your heart raced till the point you knew it would explode. You gulped a spit and walked closer to him. Without looking at him you quickly gave him a peck on the cheek and turned around.

“Umm what was that?” Luhan said making a face.

“I kissed him!” you replied.

“We definitely meant kiss on the lips,” he said with a mischievous smile.

“Are you kidding me?” you asked, getting a little mad.

“Nope,” he shook his head. You felt like someone held your hand. It was Chen. You turned to look at him.

“Do it!” he said with a serious face.   

“No!” you snapped back in anger. You didn’t mean too but the situation was so sensitive you had no other choice. The laughter that had filled the air a few moments ago was gone. The room fell silent. Chen’s hand slowly slipped out of yours. The next second he was leaving the room. You didn’t know what to do. Run after him or stay inside. If you stayed inside the glares from the others were going to burn holes in your body and if you went outside you would have to face Chen.

“___________ everything alright?” Kris asked you.

“Huh!” you shook your head. “I think I should go talk to him.” you said trying to avoid the other members.

You sighed as soon as you walked out of the room. Each step that you took to find Chen was making you more and more nervous.

“Oppa where is Chen?” you asked your brother as he walked past you.

“I saw him go up on the roof. Why?” he asked.

“Uh nothing. I have to give him something.”

“Oh alright,” he said and walked away.

You slowly climbed the stairs, dreading the moment you’d have to confront him.

“Oppa!”  you said his name opening the door to the roof. He ignored you. You walked up to him but made sure to stay behind so he won’t see your face.

“Mianhe!” you mumbled. He didn’t respond. “I didn’t mean to say what I said.” You tried once again but all to no avail. You wanted to cry.

“Say something,” Your voice chocked. He’d made up his mind not to say anything. This was it. You’d messed up the little chances you had of ever telling him that you liked him. You turned to leave, hoping he would stop you. You were at the door when he finally spoke.

“Why did you refuse to kiss me?” he asked. You didn’t know what to say. Chen turned around. His eyes were red and puffy. Your heart felt heavy. You were the reason for those tears and that’s the last thing you wanted.

“Why are you crying?” you asked hesitantly.  Chen walked and stopped close to you. He swiftly slipped his hand behind your back and then used the other to remove the strands of hair from your face.

“Do you like me?” he asked. You felt tongue tied. Your eyes wandered from side to side with nervousness.

“_________!” he shook you. You were still thinking about what to say when Chen pressed his lips against yours. For a second you couldn't believe but as reality started to sink in you tried to push him away. Something made you stop though. You gave in and stepped back as he pinned you to the wall. You could never imagine him like this. He was very soft an gentle.

When he pulled away he had a huge smile on his face. You returned the smile.

“I’m sorry,” he said scratching his head. You shook your head, trying to tell him that he didn't need to apologize.

“_________, will you go out with me?” he asked.

“What no!” you said suddenly then bit your tongue for speaking to soon. Chen looked at you with a confused expression.  He seemed to be disappointed.

“I’m scared of my brother,” you mumbled.

“We don’t have to tell everybody,” he said holding your hand.

“But..”

“Don’t be scared. I’ll be with you.”

He lifted your chin so you could look at him. His eyes showed reassurance.

You squeezed his hand. He took that as a yes and hugged you immediately.

“Thank you,” he whispered. A smile spread on your face. He understood you without you having to say anything.

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MY FIRST CHEN SCENARIO <3   

I feel like an overworked Zombie right now so don’t judge me for the lame title. [ I never finished proof reading  but I’ll do it tomorrow] :) 

posted 6 years ago with 72 notes

Just the way you are [Kyuhyun]

Requested by anon



You walked into the building and began searching for Super Junior’s new practice room. You wanted to surprise Kyuhyun with a home cooked meal. He always complained about the food the managers fed him.

“Anyeong,” you greeted one of the managers. “Where is the new super junior practice room?” he replied back by pointing towards the east. You followed his direction.

“Oppa!” You poked your head inside and called for Kyuhyun. He was standing in the corner of the room talking to a girl.

“Oppa!” you said a bit louder this time and entered the room.

“______________ah,” a huge time appeared on his face as he turned around and saw you. “I can’t believe you came here,” he said and hugged you.

“Won’t you introduce me to her?” the girl who he’d been talking to, came up behind the two of you.

“Oh ye! I am sorry. This is ________, my girlfriend.”

You looked at her and smiled. She was very pretty. Just like a kpop idol. Long legs, tiny waist, smooth skin and shining eyes. You felt a tinge of jealous but it quickly went away as Kyuhyun slipped his hands around your waist.

“I smell food,” he said winking at you.

“I made your favorite,” you said winking back.

“Hey, Junji do you want to join us?”

You pouted because deep inside you didn’t want her to join you guys. You were there to spend special time with your oppa.

“Oh sure! I’d love too. I’m starving,” she said and followed the two of you into the smaller room.

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“Oh my God! This is so goooodd,” Junji said licking her fingers. “Can I have some more?”

“Of course,” you said giving her, her third serving. Both you and Kyuhyun stared at her as she ate.

“Wow! You sure do eat a lot,” Kyuhyun remarked. “Do you not gain weight?”

She shook her head.

“Whaaatt?” you gasped.

“Ye! I eat a lot but I never gain weight. And it doesn’t really affect my skin either.”

The hint of jealousy that you’d tried to suppress started to come back. You had to struggle to stay skinny and so far you were doing a good job.

“__________ah, why don’t you eat?” Kyuhyun asked bringing you back to reality.

“Ahh, I’m not that hungry.” You replied and nipped on the little piece of bread you had in your hand.

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You opened the door, in response to the repeated knocking.

“Oh no!” you gasped as you saw Kyuhyun standing opposite you. “You’re leaving for China again aren’t you?”

He chuckled and hugged you. “I love how you get me.”

This wasn’t anything new. Whenever Suju M had to go visit another country, he would come give you a surprise visit.

“Are you tired?” he asked walking into the room.

“A little,” you mumbled.

“Let’s watch a movie,” he slipped into bed and patted the empty side.

You giggled and did as he instructed. As soon as you got in, he turned off the TV and slid over you.

“Hahaha I trolled you,” he said starting to unbutton you.

“Aish oppa,” you pushed him playfully. He kissed you on your cheek and then moved to your neck causing you to blush. He slid further down, completely undressing you.

“__________ah, you’re getting chubby.” He whispered between kisses. Your face turned red and this time it was because of embarrassment. You didn’t quite know how to respond to that so you remained quiet. Kyuhyun didn’t notice your silence and continued with his business.

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Your head hurt a little and your stomach kept poking you to eat something but you silenced it and continued with your work. Ever since Kyuhyun had left, you’d planned to starve yourself everyday so you could lose enough weight before he came back from his trip.

You ignored the frequent headaches and the growling stomach. All you could see were the cheekbones that had starting to show. You found it beautiful and couldn’t wait to show it to your oppa.

“When are you coming back?” you asked him on the phone.

“My flight is tomorrow night. I’ll come straight to your apartment,” he said. You jumped in excitement. Your wait was finally going to end.

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You looked at the clock repeatedly but no one knocked. You shook your head to clear your vision as it blurred. You closed yours eyes and squeezed them. The sound of a faint knock on the door made you jump. You ran towards the doors even though your entire body hurt.

“Oppa!” you said as you opened it. Kyuhyun was standing with flowers in his hand. His smile disappeared as he saw you. You advanced towards him but stumbled and collapsed in his arms.

“________, are you alright?” he asked holding you. He picked you up and took you to the room.

“Don’t move,” he said laying you in bed and ran to the kitchen to get some water.

“Here, drink this.” He said placing it near your lips.

You sipped a little bit but the pain in your head was only increasing.

“What have you done to yourself?” he asked sounding angry. “I come back after three weeks and this is what I see? Can you not take care of yourself?”

Tears began forming in your eyes. You pouted and wiped them away.

“You called me chubby,” you mumbled.

“What? When?” he snapped back.  He didn’t even remember the comment that had made you hurt your body so much.

“I hate you,” you pushed him back and buried your face in the pillows.

“_________, what are you talking about?” he asked pulling you up. You struggled and succeeded. He didn’t give up. He got on the bed from the other side and forced you up.

“_________ah, don’t cry,” he said hugging you. “I really don’t understand what you’re talking about.”

You lightly punched him on his chest while resting your head on it. “You called me chubby the night before you left. Do you know how I felt at that moment? I was already feeling bad looking at how perfect Junji was   and then you made me feel worst. I decided to do this for you so you won’t leave me and be happy w..” Kyuhyun shushed you by pulling you into a kiss.

“I wasn’t serious __________. I love you just the way you are,” he said.

“Then…” you began.

“You don’t have to do all of this. Don’t take such things seriously. And as for Junji, … just because she is perfect doesn’t mean she is the right one for me. You are the perfect one for me.”

This was the most he’d ever said to you. He never opened up like this but seeing you in such a bad state, he had to tell you.

“Oppa!” you mumbled and hugged him again. He stroked your soft hair and kissed you on the neck.

“Woaaa, woaaa, waiiitt, were you jealous of Junji?” he chuckled.

“Aniyo,” you snapped back and hugged him even more tightly. He patted your back.

“Now let’s go get some bubble tea. I know how much you love it.”

“Yes please,” you said jumping up. You hadn’t had any in the past three weeks.

“_________,”

“Ye!”

“You look cuter when you’re chubby,” Kyuhyun said and closed his eyes for what was to come. You advanced towards him to hit him but something made you change your mind and instead you gave him a peck on the cheek. He opened his eyes in confusion and saw your beaming face.

“I love you,” you said.

“I love you too,” he replied with the sexy smile of his.

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Can’t wait till kyukyu and I get married ! *blush blush*

To the anon who requested this: I chose Kyuhyun instead of Heechul [because I obviously love kyukyu] and also because both of them are so mischievous, it wouldn’t really have made a difference. However Kyuhyun does have a slightly, I repeat slightly romantic personality so I thought he would better fit with this story line :)

Yep —> In my head he sang this for me. Don’t be jealous you guys! ;) 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BRjTb2u0yIk

posted 6 years ago with 50 notes

Oppa [Sehun]

Requested by anon



Your teddy bear didn’t seem too fluffy as it usually did, that morning. You opened your eyes in confusion, only to find yourself in Sehun’s arms. “Oh no! Did I fall asleep while playing again?” you asked him. He looked at you with a faint, sexy smile and nodded.

“The guys must hate me,” you cringed your nose.

Sehun chuckled and leaned in to kiss you. “They don’t hate you.”

“Oh Gosh! Get a room!!” D.O suddenly came in the room and said causing both you and Sehun to jump in surprise. Both of you looked at him standing, waving one of his hands and using the other to cover his eyes.

“We are in a room. In my room actually.” Sehun said rolling his eyes. You couldn’t stop giggling.

“Oppaaa!! We are not doing anything,” you said.

“Now gooo!” Sehun said impatiently.

“Aish! I was just here to tell you guys that Kai and I are going out so if you wanted to tag along,” he asked slowly sliding his hands off of his face.

“Mmmmm sounds good,” you said excitedly. “After all, Sehun should be buying me some new stuff since we are ‘officially’ going out now.”

You winked and gave him a peck on the cheek.

“Please don’t start again!” D.O said shaking his head. Sehun picked up a cushion and threw it at him. He dodged it and ran out of the room.

“Don’t do that to oppa!” you pouted and started to get up. Sehun pulled you on top of him.

“I won’t. But you have to call me oppa!” he asked.

“Oppa?” you repeated and a fit of laughter took you.

“Why not? You call the other members oppa,” he said, sounding irritated.

“You want me to call you oppa?.. Oh please Sehun, you’re only 5 months older than me. Besides calling you oppa would be so weird.” You gave him a peck on the lips. “I need to get ready. You get ready too okay.”

You got out of the bed and ran into the shower. Sehun flustered his eyebrows and got up too. You thought he was joking about it but he really did want you to call him oppa.

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“It’s so cold,” you said rubbing your hands and then squeezing them under Sehun’s arms.

“This is why I didn’t want to come,” he said making a face.

“Stop being such a woozie Sehunie. Go buy her something,” Kai said winking at you.

“Oppaaaa!” you whined as your cheeks blushed a light pink. Kai chuckled and pushed the two of you to the other side.

You and Sehun wandered around the store looking for winter cloths.

“I need a new leather jacket.”

“Aish that’s too expensive,” he replied.

“Haii, what does that mean? You won’t get me one?” you asked with surprise.

“Get something else,” he replied sounding annoyed. Something was bothering him and you had just now noticed that.

“Is everything okay?” you asked.

He didn’t reply. He seemed to be lost in his own world.

“Sehun ah,” you nudged him.

“Hmm,” he looked at you. “What?”

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing!” he said and quickly turned around. It wasn’t quick enough though because you saw the hint of frustration on his face. He seemed so happy earlier that morning but somehow his mood had shifted.

“__________ah, do you want ice cream?” D.O asked from across the store. You jumped around at the name of ice cream and ran towards him.

“Kai and I are planning to go there after this,” he said.

“What’s going on?” Sehun asked walking up behind you guys.

“Oppas are making a plan to go eat ice cream,” you told him.

“Ice cream? In this weather?” he asked widening his eyes.

“Ye,” you nodded.

“No no! we’ll get sick,” he said, holding your hand and pulling you.

“Sehun, stop being such a kid,” you pouted. “I want ice cream.” He turned around and looked at you and then the older boys. He squinted his eyes and made a face.

“I’ll have coffee instead,” he said and rolled his eyes.

“Yayy,” you clapped your hands with excitement.

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“You scare me sometimes,” Sehun said looking at you amusingly, as you licked your ice cream. “It’s about to start snowing any time now.”

You laughed. “You confuse me sometimes. An hour ago you seemed to be upset and now you’re fine. What’s up Sehun?”

He cringed his nose and furrowed his eyebrows once again. You got a faint idea of what he might be upset about. “Ohhhh is it because I don’t call you oppa?” You asked.

“Maybe,” Sehun mumbled trying not to look at you.

You began to laugh again and lightly punched him on the shoulder. “Why would I ever call you oppa?”

“What are you guys talking about?” Kai came and sat next to Sehun.

“Sehun wants me…” you began but Sehun cut you.

“Nothing!” he slammed his coffee on the table and got up. He completely took you by surprise.

“Where are you going?” both you and Kai asked at the same time.

“Nowhere,” he said and left.

“What’s wrong with him?” Kai asked turning to you.

“Aaah, I’ll tell you later. I should go after him.”

You followed Sehun out of the store but he was long gone. Hours passed away but you didn’t give up. You looked in almost every store. He wouldn’t even pick up his phone. You were starting to get mad. He was being really childish.

Your phone buzzed. It was a message from Kai.

He’s at home..’

‘Are you kiddin’ me?’

‘No..!’

‘Lol alright, I’ll be there in a bit’

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You tip toed into Exo’s dorm. Kai was sitting on the couch with Suho.

“Where is he?” you whispered.

“In the room,” Kai replied back.

“Shhhh!” you made a face and glared at him.

“Sorry,” he apologized.

“Sehun..” you poked your head inside his room. He wasn’t there. You could hear the water running in the bathroom. It stopped. The lock clicked open. You got nervous and took a step back bumping into the night stand. The glass fell on the floor and broke into thousands of tiny pieces.

“Oh no!” you gasped and quickly began to collect them.

“_________!” Sehun said your name coming out of the bathroom. “What are you doing here?”

“What am I doing here? Umm how about you tell me, what are you doing here?” you asked still gathering the pieces.

“I don’t want to talk to you,” he said folding his arms and looking away.

“At least come and help me,” you said, slightly angry.

“No!” he snapped back.

“Sehun!” you said turning around but a small piece cut your hand. “Ahhhh!” you cried in pain. Sehun jumped around immediately and lunged towards you.

“What happened? Oh Gosh! Why aren’t you careful?” he held your hand as blood started coming out.

“Wait here,” he ran to get the first aid kit. He soon returned and made you sit on the bed.  

You began to cry.

“It might hurt a little bit. Hold my other hand.” He offered you his arm. You were dreading the moment the alcohol swab was going to touch your skin. Sehun slowly brought it closer.

“Aaaaaa oppa!” you said and closed your eyes immediately. Sehun suddenly looked up at the sound of the word he’d been dying to hear from you. A smile spread on his face as he saw your wet cheeks and closed eyes. You looked like a little baby. You heard him giggle so you opened your eyes.

“Why are you laughing?” you pouted. He shook his head and continued to dress your wound.

“You can let go off my hand now. My blood circulation might stop,” he said as he finished.

“Mianhamnida,” you said and let go. You were waiting for him to say something but he didn’t. You looked up. He was looking at you the same way he was earlier that morning.

“What?” you asked.

He shook his head and pulled you into a hug.

“I love you ________.”

“I love you too oppa.” You said. You could feel his hug tighten on you. If calling him oppa was going to make him happy then that’s exactly what you were going to call him.

“Now let’s go get you that jacket,” he said patting your back.

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I had this in the draft for three days but I didn’t get time to post it. I am finally free so hopefully I’ll be able to start writing some scenarios again. I hope you guys like this :)

posted 6 years ago with 65 notes

Sorry guys I tried my best to finish the Sehun scenario but its only half done.

I was at the YTF show ! [Ik Ik pretty cool huh] lol

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and now that Im finally home ——-> EXO M has officially killed me! I mean have ya’ll even seen the pictures??? [I’m dead right now] So I won’t be able to finish it since Im reblogging like a maniac right now!

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[gifs not mine]

posted 6 years ago with 2 notes

Well this is just great..O_O

Hey guys, I just realized that the ’Never going to know about it’ part 2 [Kris] was my 101 scenario on tumblr! It just made me sad because I wanted to do a special tumblr post for my 100th scenario [YES FOR MYSELF] O_O

But Im still going to go ahead and CONGRATULATE MYSELF for this.

**Yayyyy to me*

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I feel like I’ve accomplished something! LOL

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Thank you to you guys for continuing to read my scenarios and sending me all your loving messages and requesting. I can’’t explain in words how much I adore each and everyone of you <3 <3

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and from now I guess I’ll make it a tradition to congratulate everytime I write another 100 scenarios [so the next one will be at 201 ;) ] -mistakes are beautiful :) 

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I started writing scenarios July 29th 2012 and since then it’s been a beautiful journey for me. [Almost 4 months] I don’t ever want t stop writing :) Thankyou once again :)

Saranghae <3

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posted 6 years ago with 7 notes

Scenario Writer’s Blackout – Decision

Hey guys, so after thinking for a while, I’ve decided to ‘not’ join the scenario writer’s blackout. Now before you guys start clicking the unfollow button let me explain myself.

I personally don’t think the blackout will solve any problems. Don’t we protest so changes can be made to the system? How many of you think that the anon/s who have been sending such messages will actually stop after this blackout. Instead they will sit back and laugh at us for submitting to their ‘so called power’. Isn’t this what they want? For us to stop writing? So how about we don’t stop writing. I have a better proposal. All the blogs whether scenario or any other type should just STOP posting such questions. Just delete them. Why should we waste our time posting stuff that will only upset us and our followers? We’ve been nice long enough. There will eventually come a time, when they will get tired and just stop.  

Don’t get me wrong if I’m not supporting this, because believe me it breaks my heart when my friend’s get such messages and I get messages saying mean stuff about them. It’s time we reply back by actually not replying back. :) If any of you want to stop reading my scenarios for that week, feel free to do so. The person who is organizing this has pure/good intentions so I’d definitely say go ahead and support her.

My scenarios will always be there for you guys to read :)

Quote: ‘Do not argue with an idiot [in this case it would be the anon/s]. They will drag you down to their level and beat you with experience.’

I hope you guys understand why I made this decision.

posted 6 years ago with 15 notes

Never going to know about it [Kris] Part 2

Part 1

The long awaited part 2. I hope you guys like it :) *fingercrossed*



“You seem so lost today? What happened? You weren’t like this before we went downtown this morning?” Eunsun asked Kris.

He didn’t respond. He stared into blank space thinking about what he had seen earlier at the bubble tea shop. He thought he had completely gotten over you but seeing you with your son made him jealous and a little angry. The last four years hadn’t been any pleasant for him. He’d been in two relationships and none of them had worked out. How could you be so happy in your life while he was so miserable? He wanted to confront you and demand answers for all the questions he had.

“Oppaaa!” Eunsun shook him.

“Huh!” he pulled his head out of his deep thoughts and looked at her. She pouted and shifted in bed.

“What?” he said in a sort of irritating tone.

“Nothing!” she mumbled.

“Fine!” he said giving up without even trying. That was his problem and he still hadn’t realized it.

Painful memories from the past started registering in his head again. He remembered how he would nag you about everything and you never yelled back. You apologized even when it wasn’t your fault. He took your niceness as your weakness.

“Eunsun ah, I’m sorry,” he mumbled realizing that he had messed up three relationships he certainly didn’t want that to happen again.

“Whatever,” she replied making it clear that she was still angry.

Kris sighed and closed his eyes. He still had a lot on his mind and he needed to clear all of that first.

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A month later..

Kris jogged down an unfamiliar path. He decided to take a different route that day because he felt like he needed a change. The weather was chilly but he didn’t stop for once.

Going downhill, a familiar image captured his gaze. It was you and your son. You were walking him to school. After recovering from stumbling he began to follow you.

You stopped in front of a small building a while later. “Finish your lunch today or I won’t give you any from tomorrow,” you warned Eunsuk before giving him a kiss on the cheek.

“But everybody’s Umma’s gives them chips and biscuits and you always give me bread and eggs. Other kids make fun of me,” he pouted.

“Well, then they won’t be healthy like my little Eunsuk,” you ran your fingers through his hair and forced an encouraging smile on your face. “Now smile!”

A faint smile appeared on his face and he hurried inside the school. You sighed and got up to return but bumped into someone.

“Oh I’m so sorry,” you apologized, tucking your hair behind your ear. You looked up only to find Kris standing in front of you. This was the first time you’d seen him in four years. You’d never prepared yourself, as to what you would do if you ever saw him. Your heart sank to your stomach and you immediately looked away. You began to walk but he blocked you.

“I need to talk!” he said with a stern voice.

“I don’t have time,” you replied without making eye contact. You began to walk once again but he followed close behind.

“Go away Kris,” you warned.

“No!” he said pulling you into a small alley.

“What are you doing? People are watching!”

“Nobody is watching,” he said slamming his palm on the wall behind you. The fear you had of him four years ago started coming back.  

“You left me without giving a warning and now you’re enjoying a happy life with someone else! ” he said grinding his teeth. “Those divorce papers, they..” he stopped  and looked away. After a while he looked back at you.“How dare you? Do you know what I think? I think everything in that letter was a lie. Maybe you were cheating on me? Maybe you were carrying someone else’s child and so ..”

“Shut up Kris, just shut up!” you cut him short and pushed him. The anger that you’d kept inside of you for so long was finally coming out. He was accusing you of cheating on him when all you had done was to leave him for his happiness.

He advanced towards you but you stopped him.

“Stop it!” you glared. He glared back, his eyes burning with rage. A tear rolled out of your eyes but you wiped it immediately. You shook your head in disappointment and began to walk.

You stopped at the corner of the alley. The voice inside was poking you. You wanted him to know the truth. It was high time you told him but was that really going to change anything? Nevertheless, you went along with your heart.

“I never remarried,” you mumbled and began to walk again. Kris looked up immediately, his eyes wide open with surprise. Your words didn’t quite make sense to him.

“Never remarried?” he mumbled in confusion. Then something hit him. He began to recall the walk in the park before you left him…

Flashback:

“Doesn’t that couple look cute?” you asked.

“Ye,” he replied

“What do you think about having a baby?” you asked.

“Aish, too much responsibility. I think if we should have a baby it should at least be 2 to 3 years from now. We shouldn’t rush with everything.”

His mouth fell half open. It just dawned on him that you were trying to tell him that you were pregnant with his child. He lifted his hands and buried his face in them. ‘That child is my baby’ he thought as a tear rolled out of his eyes. He looked back up at your fading image in the fog. You were gone and once again you’d left him devastated and confused. He regretted yelling at you and accusing you. How were you ever going to forgive him now?

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Kris paced back and forth in his room. He had to figure out a way to find you. There were still unanswered questions in his head. He was happy to find out that there was a living part of him in this world but deep down he was scared. Scared of what? He had no idea.

I should demand custody of my child. No, no! She will never agree. She has every right over our child. I was the irresponsible one. I pushed her away. But then again, she should have told me. I would have thought of something. I wasn’t just going to leave her. So should I go talk to her? Will she let me see him? Will she tell him that I’m his father? ……..More importantly will she take me back?’

“What’s wrong now?” Eunsun asked entering the room. Kris was still moving back and forth with wrinkles on his forehead.

“Not now! Eunsun!” he showed her the hand.

“What? I just asked you what was wrong. Stop yelling at me.”

“I’m not yelling at you.”

“Yes you clearly are.” She lifted her hands in frustration. “You know what I’m done with this.”

“Done with what?” Kris asked as she picked up her bag and shoes.

“I’m leaving.”

“What do you mean you’re leaving?” he grabbed her wrist.

She leaned in,” I’m done with you.” Kris’s hand slid away and before he could stop her, Eunsun was gone.

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You were running a little late. You had just gotten home from work and it was already time to pick up Eunsuk. You heard a faint knock on the door.

“Hold on! I’m coming.” You said running towards the door while trying to wear your shoes. As the door opened, opposite you stood Kris and your son. Your eyes widened with shock but was quickly replaced by anger.

“What are you doing here?” you asked Kris.

“Umma, he told me he is my dad. Is that true?” your son asked innocently while licking his ice cream.

“Eunsuk, go to your room!” you said sternly. He looked at you with his big eyes not understanding what was happening. You took his hand out of Kris’s and began to walk him.

“_________ listen to me.”

“Please go away Kris,” you said as calmly as possible. The last thing you wanted to do was to fight in front of Eunsuk.

Kris followed you to Eunsuk’s room.

“Stay here!” you instructed your son and closed his door. Kris followed you back to the living room.

“What?” you snapped turning around. “Why are you here?”

He knew he dare not say that he wanted you back because that was just going to make you more angry. In fact he himself was confused as to what he wanted at the moment.

“I wanted to see my son,” he replied after a while.

“Meet your son!” you raised your eyebrows.

“Yes, my son! The son you never bothered telling me about. I have every right over him and you can’t keep him away from me like this.”

“Oh go away please!” you snickered. Kris tried to calm himself. He knew that yelling at each other was not going to help.

“_________,” he said softly. “Why did you never tell me? Why didn’t you tell me about him?”

“Would that have changed anything?” you questioned.

“Yes, it would have. It would have changed everything.”

“How?…Are you telling me that you would have taken responsibility for him?”

“Yes! He is my son. Of course I would have.”

“Really? Do you ever realize how you behaved back then? And frankly speaking I don’t see any difference even now.”

“How do you know I wouldn’t have? No matter what, you can’t deny the fact that I loved you. I was going to take care of him and you.”

“Loved me?” you leaned in closer to him. “If you loved me you would have come looking for me.” You began to cry. “Did you, even try for once?”

He didn’t know what to say. In fact he asked himself the same question. Why didn’t he look for you?

“Just leave it Kris. What’s happened has happened. I’ve moved on and I am sure you have too… so why don’t we…”

“I never signed the divorce papers,” he cut you short, leaving you in a shock.

“Huhhhh,” you gasped.

“I had hope!” he said with a crying face. For a second you saw in him the Kris that you’d met for the first time. The Kris who loved you deeply.

Your expressions softened. “Please come back to me. Let’s be a family again.” He said holding your hand. “I’ll make it right this time. I won’t ever hurt you again. I’ll make it work for us. Give me another chance.”

You kept shaking your head as more tears rolled out of your eyes.

“I want to be with you and with my son. The past years have not been easy for me. If you say that I didn’t think about you for once that would be wrong. Because I did think about you. Had I known I had a son with you, I would have come running, after for you.”

You looked up at him and gently slid your hand out of his grip. “That’s the problem. You would have come looking for me if you knew you had a son otherwise you would never be standing in this living room today.”

You’d left him speechless. He didn’t know what to say anymore. The tiny tinge of hope that he’d had was also gone now. He stood before you with his eyes fixed towards the floor.

“Please, just leave! Eunsuk and I are perfectly happy in our lives,” you said. You knew that was a lie. You were miserable. You needed someone but the truth was, you’d never stopped loving Kris. You couldn’t move on because all those years you had hope. And now that he was standing in front of you, you were throwing it all away once again. Kris began to walk out of the apartment. You collapsed on the ground and buried your face into your hands. You wanted to cry for the rest of the night.

“Umma,” Eunsuk placed his hand on your shoulder. You had no idea when he’d left his room. You looked up at him. He lifted his tiny hands to wipe the tears out of your eyes. He looked like he was about to cry too. “Is he not my appa?” he asked you as a tear rolled out of his eyes and fell on your hands. You felt like somebody sucked all the energy out of you. His words shot straight through your heart. ‘How can I be so selfish? I didn’t even think about Eunsuk and his future,’ you thought to yourself.

“I am so sorry,” you said and embraced him. “I’m so so sorry.” The sound of you and him crying, filled the silent room. You began to hate yourself for what you’d done and you knew you couldn’t forgive yourself for that. Eunsuk meant everything to you then why did you not think about?

“Don’t cry!” you stroked his head. “Everything will be fine.”

You consoled him but there was nobody to console you. The emptiness inside you, was howling like a rage monster. Moments passed away and both you and Eunsuk continued to cry in each other’s arms. His was too young for all of this. He had no idea what was going on. All he knew was that his mother was crying.

You felt a pair of hands on your shoulders. You pulled away from Eunsuk and turned around. Kris was  right behind you, his eyes red and puffy. He’d never left. He’d been standing  at the door watching you break down.

Right away he pulled both you and Eunsuk into a hug.

“Please ________!” he whispered into your ear. You felt so weak and tired. The battle you’d been fighting with yourself was finally over. You’d given up. He’d won once again but maybe this time it was victory for both of you. You rested your head against his chest and closed your eyes. Kris kissed Eunsuk and then you, wiping your tears away.

He was going to start over and this time he was going to make it right…

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I was extremely nervous while writing this since so many people liked part 1 and were looking forward to the second part. I really hope you guys like this one just as much! :)

Thank you for reading!  Saranghae

posted 6 years ago with 127 notes

So much for my target date to finish the request list —> Oct 15th

So guys! I tried my best but my midterms are killing me! I know they’ve been going on for a while now! [its pretty annoying]. Anyways! I will try my BEST to write one by Thursday and another one by Friday. I can’t promise anything for the weekend though because I’ll be very busy.

My new target date to finish the request list is Monday October 22nd :)

Wish me luck! <3

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posted 6 years ago with 3 notes

Approval [Jinyoung]

I woke up crying, because I saw a really sad dream. The first thing I did was to open my laptop and start writing it down. I’m sorry if it brings you all to tears but I just had to write this one. [I never thought I was going to cry writing a scenario]


 PRESENT DAY:

The door to the hospital opened and a guy in his tux with a girl closely following behind in her white bridal dress, walked swiftly through the pool of people. He seemed to be in a hurry. She tried hard to keep up with him. She tried to get a hold of his arm but he gently slid it out of her grip. He kept looking at his watch nervously, pushing everybody aside that came in his way. Tears were forming in the corner of his eyes. He breathed heavily and lifted his hand to cover his mouth. He knew his world was going to shatter into pieces a few minutes from then. If he could wish for one thing, that was for time to stand still…


FLASHBACK:

“Oppa can you come fix my socks for me? They keep falling down!” you said as you tried to dry the wet paint off of your hands.

Jinyoung didn’t respond but instead continued to talk to the reporter.

“Oppa!” you called him again. He looked up at you. He seemed to be angry. His glare meant that you needed to be quiet at the moment. He was clearly having an important interview and you shouldn’t have been there at the first place.

You pouted and went back to drying your hands. Your vision got hazy for a second. You held on to the table that stood opposite you and shook your head. It wasn’t anything new to you. You were used to getting mild headaches. You shook your head and smiled to yourself. This is what you did to tell encourage yourself that death wasn’t as bad as it seemed. It was going to come sooner or later. For you it was going to be a little sooner than you’d ever expected it to be.

The interview finished. Jinyoung got up and followed the lady close behind. It was a last minute schedule that his manager had set up for him. He didn’t seem to be very excited about it. You thought it better to remain back stage and wait for him to come back.

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The interview went longer than you’d expected. He’d promised to take you out somewhere that day but you were losing your patience. You looked at the clock repeatedly. Time seemed to be moving extra slow that day.

“Oppa!” you mouthed the words as you heard his footsteps making its way back to the small room. He entered and looked at you. Instead of coming and hugging you like he always did, he rolled his eyes and walked into the bathroom. ‘Is he still mad at me?’ – You thought to yourself. You recalled what you’d done earlier and it didn’t seem to be something extremely off limits. Then why was he acting like that. You calmed yourself an waited because you knew as soon as he came out of the bathroom he was going to apologize and give you a quick peck on the cheek.

Jinyoung came out of the bathroom and began packing his stuff.

“Oppa!” you called out. He didn’t bother responding.

“Are you mad at me?” you asked. He didn’t even care to look at you.

“Say something,” you said sounding frustrated.

“It was an important interview ________. You didn’t need to do such silly stuff. She’s a reporter. She can add anything to the interview to make it more spicy for the audience.” He suddenly snapped back. You were surprised at his reaction. You thought he was going to apologize for being mean to you but instead he was mad at you.

You lowered your gaze, not being able to make eye contact with him. He went back to cleaning up the little room the two of you would soon have to leave. You buried your face into your lap and tried to clear your mind. Maybe you did act a little childish. Asking him to do stuff for you in front of the interviewer. Yep, that could be a little embarrassing for a guy. Especially a guy like Jinyoung, who cared a little too much about his image. You were a little upset too. He didn’t need to be that angry but nevertheless you knew you had to apologize.

You got up and walked close behind him. Took the cloths that he was about to stuff in the bag and began folding them. He glanced at you and then quickly looked away.

“I’m sorry,” you mumbled. He sighed and turned to pick up his important files.

“Will you not forgive me?” you asked. He pretended to ignore you once again and focused on scanning the room to see if anything was left.

You couldn’t take it anymore. You lifted your hand and grabbed his wrist.

“Not even, if I only have another month to live?” you asked. He turned around and looked at you. There were tears in your eyes. Inside, you were regretting what you’d said because you had promised him you would never bring up that topic again. Somehow the words had made their way to your lips.

Jinyoung pulled you into a tight hug. Minutes passed away and he didn’t let go of you. You could hear his soft sniffles. It hurt him, just like the first time when you gave him the news six months ago.

“Don’t say that, please..” he whispered.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean too..” he didn’t wait for you to finish. He pulled back, wiped the tears out of your eyes and then his own.

“Let’s go out and get some fresh air.”

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“I like the weather today. It’s neither too chilly, nor too sunny.” You tried to make small talk but Jinyoung seemed to be lost in his own thoughts. He didn’t seem to have recovered from the event earlier.

You didn’t like seeing him like this. You hadn’t seen him smile for the past six months. A little part of you regretted giving him the news. But then again, if you hadn’t told him you would have regretted just as much. He sort of became your strength. You wouldn’t have been able to cope with the news had he not been besides you. He kept hope alive and made you promise that you were never ever going to bring it up. In his mind, he’d created an alternate world where Leukemia could be treated. He truly believed that you were going to be fine, soon.

“Can you buy me some cotton candy?” you asked looking at the vendor walking around the park.

“It’s not good for you,” he made a brief statement before enveloping himself in his thoughts once again.

“Oppa, pleaseee!!” you whined and nudged him. Jinyoung suddenly went down on his knees. He lifted both your hands and took of the ring that you’d been wearing on your index finger. He carefully slipped it back into your ring finger.

“Marry me __________,” he said. Those three words ran like a sword through your heart.

“Whaaaa!” you gasped. “No, no no! I can’t do this.” You began taking the ring out of your finger.

“Please don’t ________.” He stopped you and held your hand. “Why can’t you do this?”

“I can’t! I just can’t.” you said and quickly turned around. He forced you to turn back around and face him.

“I want to spend each and every moment of my life with you.”

“And you know that’s not possible,” you snapped back.

Don’t say that!”

“It’s the truth Oppa. Accept it! and besides..” you trailed. Tears started forming in your eyes once again.

“Besides what?” Is there something else that you’re not telling me?” he asked. You shook your head and turned around to walk. You knew it wasn’t the right time to give him this news.

“__________,” he pulled you back. “Tell me!” Instead of saying anything you hugged him tightly. He stroked your hair and waited for you to say something. He knew it wasn’t going to be a good news. You’d stopped giving him good news a long time ago.

“Yuri loves you. She loves you a lot,” you finally said.

“What?” he pulled back. His eyes were wide open in surprise. Yuri was your best friend. You didn’t know she’d developed secret feelings for Jinyoung. When she realized that was the case she tried to distant herself from you two. You asked her repeatedly but she would never give an explanation. She, however had to come back into your life when you told her about your disease. Only a few days later she confessed her feelings for Jinyoung to you. You were mad, very mad but could you really blame her? Instead of telling her to leave, you took the moment as an opportunity. You knew you were going to die soon so it would be better to leave behind someone who would love Jinyoung as much as you did.

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“Want some ice cream?” Jinyoung asked slipping in bed besides you.

“Oh my God, look at that big bowl! Are you going to eat all of that?” you pouted.

“Of course not. Here!” he shoved a spoonful into your mouth without giving a warning. You giggled as you swallowed it down. Both you and him took a spoon each and slowly finished the big bowl. He placed the empty article on the night stand and turned to you.

“What?” you asked as he stared into your eyes. He ran his fingers around the dark circles under your eyes, then your cheek bones that had started showing due to weakness. You looked worn out. He leaned in and kissed you on your sweet lips. He slid his hands behind your back and pulled you closer to him.

In the back of your head a little voice kept poking you. It had been a weak since the episode in the park. Both you and him avoided it ever since. Jinyoung acted like, it never even happened. You knew time was running out. You had to bring it up once again before you were admitted into the hospital.

You pulled back and gasped for air.

“Sorry! I got carried away.” Jinyoung said scratching his head. A faint smile appeared on his face. Your heart skipped a beat. You were going to hate yourself for ruining it.

“Oppa! So what have you thought about Yuri?” you asked hesitatingly. Immediate distress appeared on his face. He narrowed his eyebrows and looked away.

“I thought we weren’t going to discuss that,” he said.

“Time’s running out.”

“No it’s not,” he clenched your hand.

“Oppa!” you said calmly. “Marry her.”

His eyes opened once again in surprise. “Are you out of your mind?” he yelled.

You curled up under the sheets. Jinyoung got out of the bed and stood up placing his hand on his forehead.

“__________, you have got to stop doing this to me.”

“You know it’s for the better oppa!”

“No it’s not.” He turned around and grabbed your hands. “I want to marry you and no one else!”

“What? For three weeks?” you snapped shrugging your hands out of his. “At least you have a future with her.”

Both you and him remained quiet. You knew well that he wasn’t going to listen to you but you had to convince him somehow.

“It’s for the better. The sooner you understand that the better.” A tear rolled out of your eyes. “I can’t promise if she’ll love you as much as I do but at least I’ll be satisfied that I’m leaving you with someone who will always take care of you. I can’t bear to see you like this. I want you to be happy. Please! Do this for me.” You buried your face in your hands and began sobbing. It was really hard for you to say all those words. In fact you had never imagined saying those words to him. You’d always planned your future with him. Getting married, having kids, going on vacations. But the Higher Being had different plans for you.

“It’s not easy for me either,” you murmured. You felt his arms around you. He embraced you and stroked your hair. You rested your head on his chest for a long time. So long that you didn’t know when you fell asleep.

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PRESENT DAY: 

 You lay on your hospital bed, playing with the ring on your ring finger. A faint smile appeared on your face as you thought about Yuri and Jinyoung getting married. You wished you could be there to see them but you were in your last stage. You couldn’t even move your body.  

The door to your room slammed open and Jinyoung walked in. You turned around to see who it was. A gasp escaped you as you saw him walk towards you in his tuxedo. You wanted to cry and hug him. You wanted to escape death and just run away with him.. You felt like time stood still as both you and him looked into eachother’s longing eyes. He wanted to get mad at you for leaving him alone in this world but more than that he wanted to hug and shower you with kisses. He wanted to hold on to you and never let go.

The door opened once again and Yuri walked in. She looked beautiful in the white dress. Her eyes were just as puffy as his.

“Don’t cry you guys. It’s your wedding day” you said with a meek smile. Your words only made them cry more. Jinyoung sat beside you and held your hand tightly. You couldn’t hold it in anymore. Tears flowed out of your eyes, like they were never going to stop.

“Oppa! Please hug me one last time,” you requested. The next second you found yourself wrapped around his arms. You looked at Yuri but the light began to fade in your eyes. You gasped for breath. Jinyoung pulled away and kept repeating your name.

“You’re going to be fine.Okay!” he stroked your hair. His voice seems distant now. You lifted your left hand to look at the ring one last time and then looked back at him. He couldn’t take it anymore. He knew he was losing you. Yuri placed a hand on his shoulder. He didn’t know what to do so he got up and hugged her.

“Stop her,” he kept whispering. A faint smile appeared on your face and the memories of you and him meeting for the first time, him kissing you in the rain, taking you to the movies, falling asleep in your arms started playing before your eyes. You could see the light. It was time for you to leave.

“Oppa! “ you whispered one last time before death took you into its arms.

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10 years later

“I’m sorry I couldn’t find white lilies,” Jinyoung said placing the red roses them on your grave.

“I’m sure she’ll forgive you.” Yuri said with an encouraging smile on her face. Jinyoung smiled for a brief second and then began walking. Yuri followed close behind. She looked at him with surprise as he held her hand. Jinyoung turned around one last time to look at your grave.

The light air brushed the flowers as if telling him that you approved it.

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No comments! T____T

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posted 6 years ago with 85 notes

You had to leave [Lay] Part 2

Here’s part 1 for the people who haven’t read it yet

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“_________ah, why did you leave the party so early?” your mother came and sat beside you. You didn’t bother turning around and looking at her. You knew she was going to get worried seeing your puffy eyes and then a thousand questions were going to follow, asking you what was wrong.

“I had a headache so I left,” you mumbled from under the sheets.

“Alright,” she said. You could hear disappointment in her voice.

“Umma,” you stopped her. “Is there something you want to tell me?”

“Aniyo.”

“Please, tell me,” you insisted. She sat beside you once again and sighed.

“Yixing’s father proposed today,” she said. You felt somebody had just dropped a bomb on you. This was it. Fate’s way of telling you that your little love story was never going to happen. It was also a punishment for you because you knew well that it was your fault.

“_______ah, say something,” she nudged you. She started to pull the sheet from your face but you clenched it tightly.

“That’s great,” you said trying to cheer her up.

“Ye,” she sighed. Something seemed missing. She didn’t sound too happy. You were going to wait and ask her the next morning. At the moment you just needed some time to yourself.

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You looked at the thousands of unanswered missed calls on your phone. You wanted to pick up the phone when he called but you knew it was only going to lead to disaster. It had been a month and you hadn’t seen him. You changed your bus routes. You stopped eating at the usual restaurants. You were doing  anything and everything, to avoid him.  

“Ummmaa I’m home,” you yelled through the corridor. “I didn’t bring bread because I think it’s going to start raining soon but I’ll be sure to pick…” you stood stunned in the living room as you saw Yixing, his father and your mother.

“Oh, I’m so sorry,” you choked on your own voice. “Umm, I’m going to go change.”

Your mother gave you a warm, comforting smile. It seemed like she had something to say. “Don’t change. Come sit down with us.”

“I brought Yixing here too today,” his father began speaking. “Because both your mom and I wanted to make this announcement.” You knew exactly what he was going to say. You dreaded it and you hated yourself for dreading it. “We are going to get married soon.” He said with such excitement holding your mother’s hand that for a second you felt jealous. You were jealous of their happiness.

“Well what do you guys think?” he asked bringing you back to reality.

“Huh,” you responded as Yixing shook your elbow. “That’s great! When?”

“Sometime next month. We were thinking, the second Saturday?” he asked. “Oh and I’d suggest that you and your mother start packing. You guys will soon be moving in.”

You hadn’t even thought about that. Living in the same house with a person who you loved and having to call him your step brother. You couldn’t do it. You just couldn’t. You excused yourself politely and left the living room.

“It’s getting chilly out here,” Yixing said opening the door to the tiny balcony.

“Please go away,” you said without looking at him.

“You don’t have to hide those tears from me,” he said, now standing right besides you. He slid his hand around your waist. You tried to struggle but he won. You were now wrapped around his arms tightly.

“I feel pathetic. I felt jealous when they were giving me the news. I was jealous of their happiness. Can you imagine this? I’m such a horrible person.” You said between your sniffles.

“Shhhhhh,” don’t say that he said and kissed you on your temple.

“I can’t do this. I just can’t.” you said. He rested his chin on your head. You could feel his tears running down your hair. You pulled back and looked at him.

“I’ve loved once and I’ve lost. I don’t want that to happen to me again,” he said while shaking his head. “I don’t want to lose you.”

You tried to slip your hands out of his trembling hands but he didn’t let go. He didn’t want too. He was trying his best to keep you from going.

“Don’t you see how happy they are? Do you really want to do this to them?” you asked.

“I don’t want to let go off you ______.”

“You have too. For them.”

“No!” he shook his head. “I’d given up on life but you showed me that I could keep moving on. You gave me hope. You made me fall for you. And now you’re telling me that you want to leave?”

“I know it’s my fault but I don’t want it to affect them. Besides I’m leaving for Canada after the wedding.”

“What” he gasped. “No, no no!” he repeated pulling you back into an embrace. “You can’t do that.”

“I have too.” You began to cry once again. “You and I both know it won’t work like this.”

He pulled back and joined his soft lips to yours. Your wet cheeks touched his. He slid his hand to the back of your head and pinned you against the wall.

“We shouldn’t do this,” you said between kisses.

“Please don’t stop me,” he replied.

“You’ll find someone better than me.”

“I’ll never find anyone like you.”

“Oppa..”

“Shhh,” he shussed you by reconnecting his lips to yours.

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“Seriously, I don’t understand the need for me to try on a wedding dress too. It’s your wedding not mine,” you whined as your mother pushed you into the dressing room. You were already annoyed at the fact that she’d invited Yixing. You could barely make eye contact with him after that night in the balcony. You wanted to make it pretty clear that there was nothing between you and him.

“Yixing, do you want to try something too?”

“Uh, no thank you,” he rejected politely. “Oh come on, try this one. I’m sure your father will love it.” He surrendered to your mother’s pleading and took the tuxedo from her.

You and him both got out of the dressing room at the same time, coincidently.

“Why are you wearing that?” you asked him and turned to face your mother. You were a little surprised as you saw Yixing’s dad standing beside her.

“Now don’t they look perfect?” he asked your mother.

“Perfect indeed,” she said with a big smile on her face.

Both you and him were confused.

“What do you mean?” you asked. Your mother stepped forward and cupped your face with her hands.

“Did you really think that you were ready to make such a big sacrifice at such a young age? How dare you think of my happiness before yours.”

“Umma what are you saying?” you interrupted.

“Shhhh,” she placed her finger on your lips. A tear rolled down her cheek. Your heart sank. You could bear anything in the world except see your mother cry. “Yixing’s father and I have already received the joys of being with someone we loved in our lives but you two,” she now looked at Yixing too. “It’s your first time and you guys are throwing it away like nothing had happened between you.”

“Umma how did you?” you asked really embarrassed.

“We saw you two in the balcony the other night.”

 You were disgusted by your existence. You couldn’t do one small good deed for your own mother who had sacrificed so much for you. You hugged her. “I never meant for any of this to happen..” you said between sobs.

“I know honey, I know.” she stroked your hair. “I just want you to be happy.”

“We want both of you to be happy.” Yixing’s father added. “I’ve seen my son go through a lot and I certainly don’t want to be the reason for his misery.”

You pulled back and looked at Yixing. He seemed hurt too. He felt just as bad as you did.

“I’m so sorry appa,” he mumbled not being able to make eye contact.

“Don’t be,” he said pushing you towards him. “Look at the two of you. You guys make a perfect couple.” He wiped the tears out his eyes. “You guys deserve to be together.”

The more they said that, the more you hated yourself.

“________ah, don’t hate yourself for this.” Your mother said. You were surprised as to how she could read your thoughts.

“He loves you a lot.” She said while nodding. “Do it for me.”

You felt Yixing hold your hand and interlace his fingers into yours. You were still unsure of what to do. He, without any hesitation planted a kiss on your cheek.

You heard your mother and his father chuckle.

“They are so innocent and pure,” she said.

“Yes they are,” he replied.

A smile spread on your face. You tightened your grip on Yixing’s hand and looked up at him. He was looking right back at you with a reassuring smile.

You didn’t have to leave after all..

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Alrighty so I spared you guys this time and didn’t make it a sad ending even though I REALLY wanted too. I hope you guys like it :)

I know it’s pretty late and most of you are already a sleep but I just wanted to make sure I posted this before Tumblr died on all of us for a couple of hours.

posted 6 years ago with 39 notes

You had to leave [Lay] Part 1

Here’s part 2



Requested By Anon



You walked into the house, throwing your hand bag off to Narnia. You took off your shoes and left them in the corridor. You looked at your mother for a quick second but continued walking. Just then something hit you. She was smiling. She was smiling looking at something on her phone. Last time you saw her smiling was five years ago when your appa was still alive. You slowly walked up to her and sat beside her.

“Umma..”

“Huh?” she jumped up in surprise.

A smile spread on your face as she tried to hide her phone. You felt like your role had been reversed. Usually you were the one hiding your phone from her.

“Seriously?” you raised your eyebrows.

“When did you get home?” she asked.

“Just now..” you mumbled.

“How was work?”

“I’m quitting soon. I hate this job,” you said with frustration.

She nodded, pretending to listen but you knew well that in the back of her head she was thinking something else. Something far too important, hence the faint smile on her face.

“Umma,” you shook her.

“Aish, I’m listening,” she made a face.

“Just tell me what’s going on. You and I both know you won’t be able to hide it forever.”

Her smile disappeared for a second but she immediately recovered it.

“I think it’s time I tell you.”

“Time? What? What are you talking about?”

“Shhhhh..” she nodded her head and made you sit next to her on the couch.

“________, I’ve been seeing this guy for a while ..” she felt your hand slip out of her. You felt a slight twinge of pain. You’d always seen your umma with your appa. They had to be together, always. “Well sort of ishhh,” she corrected herself.

“What do you mean? For how long?” you asked after a while.

“Five months.”

Your mouth fell open. Five months and you didn’t have a single clue about it. Disappointment made its way to your face and you turned sideways to hide the forming tears. Both you and her sat in silence for a long time. You could see her playing with her fingers. She did that when she was nervous.

You raised your head slightly to look at her. The face that was shining brightly a half hour ago was dull. The life that you’d seen on it was gone once again. It suddenly hit you, how selfish you were being. Her happiness was above all. At the moment, her feelings were more important. It was her life and she deserved to be happy. She had lived in agony for the past five years. If life was giving her a second chance than you had no right to come in her way.

You slowly slid your hand on top of hers. She immediately looked at you. You turned to her and held her face.

“So when am I seeing him?” you asked and winked to avoid getting teary eyed. A smile spread on your mothers face and she embraced you.

“Soon.. very soon,” she whispered to you.

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“Tuck in your shirt properly,” your mother nagged you as the two of you waited for the door to open.

“Umma I’m not a teenager anymore. Stop doing that,” you pouted.

She smiled at you. “And did I mention that he also has a s…” before she could finish, the door opened and a guy much much younger than your mother stood on the opposite side.

You gave him a strange look. Your mother could not be seeing him. He was far too young for her. In fact he seemed to be around your age. He smiled at the two of you and moved aside so both you and her could enter.

“________ah, come in,” your mother pulled you. You remained your eye contact with him. He seemed to be getting a little uncomfortable with the way you were looking at him.  

“Annyeonghaseyo,” you heard a voice say from behind. You turned around, to find an older guy entering the living room. It finally dawned on you. Your mother was trying to tell you that he had a son.

You greeted him and all of you settled down. He seemed like a really nice guy, a little dominating but nice.

“Yixing, why don’t you show her around?” he asked his son, sensing the awkward atmosphere in the room.

‘Yixing’ got up immediately as if waiting for someone to tell him to leave. It seemed like somebody had sucked the life out of him. Still, there was something about him that was attracting you towards him. For a while, you forgot why you were at their house.

“Come on,” he mumbled walking past you. You got up and followed.

“There really isn’t anything to show,” he said after showing you the balcony and then stepping into his own room.

You took a deep breath and looked around. The room was plain with only a few fixed artifacts. You hesitated but then sat on his bed. You felt him cringe a little but he came and sat beside you too.

“Why the flat face?” you asked. He didn’t respond but continued to stare into space. You felt like you were bothering him. Maybe he was just as upset as you were when you first found out about your parents. You thought for a while and began again.

“Listen, I know it’s a little upsetting to see our parents move on in life but I think we should both take a step back and let them figure this out. We should be happy for them.”

Still no response. Maybe you were just annoying him. You thought it better to just get up and leave. You were at the door when he mumbled something.

“What?” you turned around and asked.

“I’m happy for them,” he said pulling a fake smile. You could still see how upset he was. You went back and sat beside him.

“It’ll be alright soon,” you tried to comfort him. You felt him slide a little. You didn’t realize that you’d been sitting a little too close to him. You looked at him from the corner of your eyes. There was a mysterious aura. You wanted to know what was going on inside his head.

“________, Yixing, dinner is ready,” you heard your mother’s voice.

“We should get used to that,” you said with a cheeky smile. He looked at you with a flat face once again. You could see that he was trying hard to smile but something inside of him was stopping him.

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“So do you like him?” you mom asked as the two of you settled on the couch. You were relieved that you were finally back home.

“He’s great,” you said but your thoughts were elsewhere. You were still thinking about Yixing.

“What do you think about Yixing?” she asked.

“Him? Why him?” you asked defensively.

“I might need your help with something.” You looked at her so she could finish. “Yixing’s father is very worried about him.”

“He should be. There is clearly something wrong with him” you rolled your eyes.

“________, I’m serious.”

“What is it?” you asked.

“He just got out of a two year relationship so he is really devastated.”

“Whaaaaaa,” you gasped. She nodded apologetically.

“He wants you to hang out with him some more. He feels that you can make him feel better especially since the two of you will soon be siblings.”

You wished she hadn’t said that. You had found him very charming and attractive the moment you saw him. How was this going to work out?

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You secretly wished he wouldn’t pick up his phone. One bell, two, three.. you were about to hang up when he suddenly picked up.

“Hello!”

“Uh Hi,” you choked. “Umm I don’t think you remember me but I came over to your house with my mother a few days ago.”

“Ye, I remember.”

“So I was wondering if you wanted to hang out or something?” you asked.

“Hang out?” he repeated in form of a question.

“It’s okay if you don’t want to. I mean I totally understand what..” you bit your tongue.

“Where do you want to go,” he asked.

“Sun set park?” you asked.

“Okay I’ll be there,” he said and hung up.

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You looked around for thirty minutes but there was no sign of Yixing. He stood you up. You weren’t surprised at all. His attitude was getting the best of him.

“Looking for someone?” he asked suddenly coming up behind you. You jumped around clenching your fist to calm your nerves.

“Did I scare you?” he asked stuffing his mouth with cotton candy. He seemed a lot better than last time. Something was clearly wrong with him.

“Did you get me some?” you asked.

“You can have this one,” he offered. You took some and shoved it in your mouth. The two of you began walking.

“So how’s everything?” you asked.

“Great,” he nodded. You didn’t know what else to say. You felt very awkward around him. You were going to give it another shot so you began to speak but he immediately cut you off.

“You don’t have to do this.”

“Do what?” you asked.

“This!” he said now turning to you. “Do you really think I wouldn’t know that my dad told you to do this?”

You felt embarrassed. You didn’t quite know how to answer his question so instead you looked at the ground.

“I’m sorry,” you mumbled.

“Don’t be.”

“No I’m sorry that she left you,” you said. You could feel him cringe a little but he recovered immediately. He didn’t utter a single word. You wanted to look at him but the situation wasn’t allowing you to do that.

“I’ve moved on,” he said but his voice chocked.

“You don’t have t lie to me,” you said. He settled on a bench and buried his face in his hands. “I loved her a lot,” he murmured after a while. You wanted to comfort him. In your heart, you felt extreme hatred for the girl who’d left him like this. He seemed to be so broken. You had this sudden urge to hug him and that’s exactly what you did.

“You’ll move on,” you whispered to him.

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Four months passed by in a breeze. Having lunch with Yixing became a routine for you now. You had no idea he worked in the office opposite yours. In fact you had started to love work once again. He seemed a lot happier to now. Sometimes when he felt generous, he would gift you with a faint smile. That’s all you needed. You just wanted him to be happy. A guy as charming as him deserved to be happy.

“Guess who?” someone asked placing their hands on your eyes.

“Are you really going to do this with me?” you said while giggling. He chuckled as he removed his hands and sat across from you.

“Are you coming to the party tonight?” he asked. You nodded.

“Great! I’ll introduce you to all of my friends.” You nodded once again staring at him. His sweet, honey like voice always melted in your eyes. The shine in his eyes, the faint smile on his lips and glowing skin always captivated you. Little did you know, what you were getting yourself into.

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“Having fun?” he asked handing you a glass of juice.

“ Ye,” you said trying to avoid his eyes. “Uh, I need to go use the bathroom.” You immediately excused yourself. Earlier that day, after lunch you’d come to a realization that staying around Yixing was going to ruin your life. You had no idea when you’d fallen for him. You’d fallen hard because every time you saw him your heart ached. You knew you couldn’t ever be with him.

You were taken aback when you found him in the room as you got out of the bathroom.

“Why are you avoiding me?” he asked.

“Avoiding? What are you talking about?” you tried to bring out your playful side. Your eyes wandered from one corner of the room to the other nervously. The very next second Yixing grabbed your hand and pinned you to the wall. He connected his lips to yours. For a brief second you had no idea what was happening. You were kissing him back. You suddenly pushed him back.

“We can’t do this..” you said as tears began rolling out of your eyes.

You waited for him to say something but he didn’t. You couldn’t stay there any longer. It was time for you to leave.

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So while I was writing this I realized that there was NO WAY POSSIBLE that I could write the whole scenario in one part. The plot is too sensitive therefore I couldn’t rush with it. I’ve taken the liberty to make a  TWO PART scenario [I hope you don’t bash me for this anon] and to the other I hope you guys like this!

posted 6 years ago with 37 notes

You felt alive again [Mir]

Requested by anon




“________ah, are you in here?” Mir poked his head inside your room. “There you are!” a smile spread on his face.

You rolled out of bed and looked up. “What are you doing here?”

“I came to check on you,” he replied.

“I’m fine,” you pouted and rolled your eyes.

“You left the front door open again,” he made a face.

“I’m still alive aren’t I? So what’s the big deal?” you raised your eyebrows.

“Okay okay! Let’s forget about that.” Mir pulled a smile and hugged you. “Let’s go out somewhere.”

You shook your head and pulled away.

“Come on, it’s the first day of spring. Don’t you want to enjoy the sunlight?”

“Aniyo,” you pouted and walked into the bathroom. You were hoping he’d be gone by the time you came out of the bathroom but he was still there. He held up a light orange and yellow dress.

“Wear this. It’ll look nice on you,” he winked.

“Oppa, I don’t want to go,” you tried to remain politely.

“Why not? You weren’t having a good day yesterday so I was hoping you’d be feeling better today.”

“I am feeling better. I just don’t want to go out anywhere.”

“________ is there something you’re not telling me?”

He asked with such sincerity that you just wanted to hug him and sob for the rest of the day. He was the closest person to you. You wanted to ball out all of your feelings to him but you didn’t want to disturb him. You knew well that guys couldn’t be sympathetic no matter how hard they tried. Nevertheless you didn’t want to disappoint him. He always tried to cheer you up and this was the least he could do for you.

“Ok, let’s go,” you sighed taking the dress from him.

“Yaaaaaayy,” he cheered. “I love you.”

You gave him a brief smile before walking into the bathroom once again to change.

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“So where are you taking me?” you asked. The two of you had been walking down unfamiliar paths for a long time.

“Just wait and watch,” he held your hand and dragged you.

“Seriously a park?” you said walking in the entrance.

“Yeah I know but I’m going to take you somewhere else,” he winked. Both you and him continued walking until you hit the woods. It was almost the end of the park. You were getting tired. It had been an hour since you left the house.

He walked you through a tunnel and there it was, the place he wanted to show you. Your jaw dropped as you stared at what was before you with utter amazement. It was a beautiful grassland surrounded by huge trees spreading their shadows over the smaller plants. The sun’s rays escaped through the tiny gap making the white flowers look even more beautiful.

“Come on,” Mir said with a smile on his face.

“Why did you never bring me here before?” you asked.

He didn’t respond. He kept pulling until you guys reached the middle. You could hear a waterfall in the background.

The two of you lay down on the ground with your faces facing each other.

“It’s a special place to me,” he whispered. “ I don’t bring any one here.”

A smile spread on your face. You lifted your hand, intending to touch his face. The smile that was on his face never changed. It was still there…

“______________ah, wake up!” Mir shook you.

“Huh!? Uhhh” you sat up, rubbing your eyes.

“How? I thought we were..? What’s happening,” you asked in extreme confusion.

“Are you okay?” he asked in utter confusion.

“You left your front door open again!” he made a face. As reality started sinking in, you realized that you’d been dreaming.  That splendid path, that sunlight, those flowers none of it was real. It wasn’t the first time you’d had dreams like these. You had them occasionally and they left you sad afterwards because they were nowhere near reality. You looked at Mir with longing eyes as he got up to get a glass of water. He came back and sat beside you. He placed it close to your lips.

“Want some?” he asked. You nodded your head and just as you were about to take a sip he pulled it away and drank all of it. He looked at you with a cheeky smile and then began laughing.

“I hate you oppa,” you pulled a cushion from behind you and hit him with it.

“Ai, that hurt,” he said innocently.

“Why are you here?”

“I stopped by to get my jacket. You took it from me yesterday and never returned it,” he made a face.

“Aish, mianhe,” you pouted.

“It’s okay,” he patted your head. “I have to rush. I’ll see you later.”

 Before leaving the room he looked back at you. He didn’t like it when you were upset. He wanted to hug you and kiss you and tell you how much he loved you but every time he said it, it didn’t mean anything to you.

“___________ah,” he called your name. You looked at him with a flat face.

“I love you,” he said and winked. A sudden shudder ran through you just like all the other times when he said those three words. You just wished they meant something. You wished that when you returned those three words to him he’d know that it meant something. He always played around. You never knew when he was serious and when not.

“I love you too,” you said forcing a fake smile on your face.

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Mir left and you curled up inside your bed once again. Day and night weren’t two different things for you. It all seemed the same to you. Just a year ago you were a happy girl. You laughed with everybody else and cried when they did. Then suddenly things changed. Nothing seemed to make you happy. You felt like a caged bird wanting to escape. You’d created a sort of shell around yourself. Very few could enter and Mir was one of them. He’d been there all along but he had never seemed to see the difference in you. Maybe you were just a really good actor and could easily cover up your depressed emotions. You knew well that if you told him that you liked him, what his reaction would be. He wouldn’t ever reject you. He was too nice to do that. But did you really want to do that? You could barely handle yourself, how could expect him to deal with you.  You shrugged the thought out off your head and buried your face in the pillow. A tear rolled out of your eyes and before you knew it, you were crying, sobbing and then weeping.

You knew well you needed help but you were too afraid to tell someone. If this kept going on it was going to get more dangerous. You hoped that day never came but it was slowly creeping up.

Your eye sight was getting weak too now since crying yourself to sleep every night was a routine for you. Tonight was going to be just like that. You moved your hand around on the bed to find the remote. You turned on the TV and kept changing channels. Nothing good was on. Another reason for you to keep crying. Even fate wasn’t on your side. You felt like everything was negative around you. You always told yourself that maybe you weren’t good enough that’s why.

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“_______________ah,  are you up yet?” Mir yelled from the living room. Last time you heard that voice, it was a dream. You didn’t bother opening your eyes. In fact you closed them even more tightly and pulled the pillow on your head.

“_________ah, wake up!”  Mir came into the room. You felt the left side of the bed dip a little bit. Was it real? Was he really here? If he was, you were never showing him your face. You knew your eyes looked puffy from the night before’s crying.

“____________, wake up. Come on! I need to take you somewhere. It’s the first day of spring.”

“Go away oppa,” you mumbled but the pillow ate your voice.

“I can’t hear you,” he said trying to pull it off of you. It was real. It wasn’t a dream. He really was there. You clenched the pillow tightly. Mir suddenly released it. There was no movement for a while and the next second you felt a bucket of cold water being poured over you. You immediately jumped up. Mir saw your puffy, red eyes and drenched body. He began laughing.

“Look at you face,” he said between giggles. You felt like somebody had just put a heavy weight on your heart. Out of all the people in the world, he was laughing at you. You expected much better out of him. Without thinking you pushed him with all your strength and yelled , ”Get out.”

Mir stumbled but handled himself. He couldn’t understand what had happened in mere 30 seconds. His face turned serious. He sensed something was wrong. Really wrong.

“________, are you okay?” he asked.

“Nothing,” you said glaring at him. You couldn’t calm your nerves at all.

“_________ please tell me what’s wrong.” He came towards you. He began to grab you but you pushed him once again.

“I said go away,” you yelled. Mir didn’t stop. Instead he pulled you towards him, causing you to burry your head against his chest. You struggled but he kept his grip strong holding your head firmly and using his other hand to hold your back. You kept hitting him but he stood strong.

“Just let me go,” you mumbled finally giving up.

“Shhhhhh,” he patted your back and stroked your hair. “Everything will be alright.” He kept repeating. You couldn’t control yourself. More tears flowed out. You’d hit your breaking point. You sobbed for a long time and all that time Mir stood there trying to comfort you.

He finally loosened his grip guessing that it was okay to let go. He sat you down on the bed. You immediately scrunched up your legs against your chest. He sat too, facing you.

“Do you want to talk about it?” he asked. You shook your head.

“Okay,” he mumbled and just sat there watching you.

“Why are you doing this?” you asked turning your head sideways.

“Because I…” he trailed off.  “I worry about you.”

“Don’t”

“I can’t.”

“Try.”

He couldn’t take it anymore. He was going to say it and this time actually show you that he meant it. He forced you to turn your face to him. You looked at him with questioning eyes.

“Don’t you understand? ___________ I love you,” this was the first time he’d said it looking straight into your eyes. He meant it. Instead of being happy, you got scared. You shook your head.

“Don’t say that.”

“Why not?”

“Because you don’t know what I’m going through.”

“Do you think I don’t know what you’re going through?” he snapped back. “It breaks my heart to see you suffer for no reason every day. _________ I’ve been in love with you for the longest time. I remember when you used to be that happy girl. You were so full of life. What happened to that? What happened?” Mir got teary eyed.

You were speechless. This is what your heart had been longing to hear. You felt a twinge of pain in your heart. You loved him too. But was it worth it to make him waste his life on someone like you. You pushed his hand gently.

“Oppa, you don’t want to do this. You don’t know how bad it is.”

“Then tell me how bad it is. I can help you _______. Trust me.”

You kept shaking your head. Mir pulled you into a hug once again. “Do you have any idea what I feel about you? Do you have any idea the pain I feel every time a tear drops from your eyes? It hurts ______. It really hurts. “

His words ran like a shudder through your body. You had no idea how madly in love he was with you.

“Say that you love me too,” he whispered giving you a deep kiss on your neck.

“I love you too,” you whispered back. You hadn’t felt more comfortable in the longest time. Your soul was hungry for love and that’s all he was offering you.

“Would you be willing to go see a therapist?” he asked hesitantly, still not letting go of you. You nodded your head and tightened your arms around him. You were scared but if he was there, you were willing to give it a shot.

A little part of you started to feel alive again and it was all because of him…

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For all the beautiful girls out there who suffer from depression. Please don’t do this to yourself. If you need help, TALK to someone. Keeping it inside is like slowly killing yourself. Don’t do that.

I hope you guys like this! 

posted 6 years ago with 22 notes

Anonymous asked: "just curious, but which other scenario blogs would you recommend? thanks! :D"

I always feel bad every time I get this question because I don’t follow a lot of scenario blogs. I used to have time to read scenarios but NOW I barely have time to write them. The two I used to follow before I started writing and still do follow are: 

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Gajok [Mir]

Requested by aww-sehunyoucutie



You knocked on the door for the fourth time and still no one answered. It wasn’t usual of the MBLAQ members to not be in their dorm at 10 in the morning. They all adored sleep, especially on the weekends. You took out your phone and called Mir. He didn’t answer. You were a little mad but worried at the same time. Where could they be? You began to wonder. Just then you heard their footsteps coming up the stairs. They were are laughing and clapping their hands. Mir’s eyes fell on you as soon as he reached the top.

“_________ah, there you are,” he came forward and gave you a quick peck on the lips.

“Where were you?” you pouted.  You turned around to look at the guys and a girl standing next to them.  You looked back at Mir with questioning eyes.

“Noona, meet _________,” he said advancing towards the girl.

“________, meet my noona.” A smile spread across your face. She was the first member from Mir’s family that you were meeting. 7 months and 1 family member, you could only hope how long it would take to meet the rest.

“Anyeong!” you greeted her and bowed slightly.

“Anyeong,” she giggled. “You don’t have to do that. Don’t be formal with me. We’re just like friends.” She winked.

You relaxed a little bit.

“Mir talks a lot about you and…”

“Ummm can we go inside and talk?” Mir interrupted.

“Oh ahhhahah,” both you and her chuckled.

You had a long conversation with his sister and quiet surprisingly she was very nice. You were scared of Mir’s family because every time you asked him to introduce you to them he would just politely ignore the subject.

“___________ah, when will you be leaving?” Mir asked out of the blue.

“Leaving?” you repeated with confusion.

“Yeah, Noona and I are going to the movies tonight.” You were a little disappointed that he hadn’t even thought about inviting you. You were still a little mad about him not telling you that his sister was coming over and that he went with her and all the members without inviting you. Nevertheless you didn’t want to act like a clingy girlfriend so you remained quiet.

“__________,” he nudged you.

“Huh! Oh umm yeah I was just leaving!” you said standing up.

“I’ll see you soon okay?” he said walking you to the door.

“Anyeong.”

“Anyeong”

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Four days passed and Mir didn’t contact you at all. You knew he was spending time with his sister. And you were all up for giving him some space but a little text wouldn’t hurt.

Oppaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…’ –you texted him.

15 minutes passed. You felt like a desperate pabo for waiting for the screen to light up.

Ye?,’ – he finally texted back.

Do you want to do something tonight?’

‘It’s Tuesday night O_O’

So?’

I have to wake up early tomorrow’

‘Oh alright o_O’

You put the phone on the night stand and closed your eyes. You hated your mood swings when you were on your periods. You felt lonely and wanted to cuddle with someone but sadly it was just going to be you and your little teddy bear that night.

Your phone buzzed. You jumped around, hoping Mir had changed his mind. It wasn’t him. It was your friend.

“Hey,” you said picking up the phone.

“Wanna hang out?” she asked.

“Aaaa, not in the mood.”

“Oh come onnnn, I feel so lonely tonight. I need some bubble tea shots,” she giggled. You laughed too. You agreed to go with her only because you felt the same way as her that night. Lonely.

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“________ah, isn’t that Mir?” your friends said pointing at your boy friend sitting in the corner table.

“What?” you stood up in surprise and almost spilt your bubble tea.

“Calm down,” she made a face and pulled you.

“No, I just called him an hour ago to ask if he wanted to hang but he told me he had to get up early tomorrow,” you said angrily.

“I think he’s with someone,” she said pushing back a little bit to get a better look.  “Oh yep, definitely with someone.”

You turned around and looked once again. Of course, he was there with his noona.

“It’s his noona,” you mumbled.

“Just go and sit down with him,” she suggested.

“Nah, I don’t want to disturb them,” you made an annoyed face.

“Meeaaoowwww, you don’t like her do you?”

You sighed. “I do! I mean don’t I have too? It’s just that he hasn’t been paying attention to me ever since she came to visit and I know she won’t be here for a long time but I’m still so … oh Gosh! Who am I kidding I sound like a little brat,” you buried your face in your hands and rested your head on the table.

“Aniyo! You don’t sound like a brat.” She comforted you.

“He could have at least told me he was coming here, instead of lying to me.” You mumbled as a tear rolled down your cheek. That wasn’t the normal you but you had lots of mixed feelings inside you that day.

“_________,” you  heard a familiar voice say your name. It was Mir’s voice. You quickly wiped your tear and looked up.

“What are you doing here?” he asked. ‘Shouldn’t I be the one asking this question’ you thought to yourself while squinting your eyes at him. He understood that you were a little mad.

“Noona, wanted some bubble tea so I decided to bring her here. I was going to call you but I thought you’d be asleep.” 

You tried to calm yourself but his explanations were only making you more mad.

“It’s alright!” you said getting up. You forced a pretty obvious fake smile on your face and turned around to leave.

“Let’s go,” you said to your friend and without looking back you left the shop.

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“Aaaaaaaaaaaa! I’m coming,” you yelled at the person who’d been knocking on your door for the past half hour.  You opened the door rubbing your eyes and an annoyed face.  The very next second you jumped up with excitement.

“Oppa!” you laughed hysterically as you saw your older brother. “When did you..How did..?? Oh my God forget all that,” you hugged him tightly. He chuckled and stroked your hair.

“I just got here.”

“Did Umma come with you?” you asked.

“Aniyo, she couldn’t but I came to check on you.”

“Check on me?” you made an amused face.

“Ye, I worry about you,” he placed his hand on your cheeks. “Seoul is a big city and you live here all by yourself.”

“Oppa! I’m a big girl now,” you pouted.

“Aish, I know,” he laughed and messed your hair, just like old times.

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______________ah, where are you?’ –Mir texted you for the first time ever since your encounter with him at the bubble tea shop.

I’m busy..’ – you texted back clearly expressing your anger.

Ok..’ – You couldn’t believe it. ‘OK’ was the only thing he could say to you. You were losing your nerve now.

“What’s going on?” you brother asked sitting beside you.

“Nothing,” you muttered.

“Those wrinkles on your forehead tell me a different story,” he said. You knew if you told him about how Mir was treating you, he’d be pretty upset. You didn’t want him to get mad at Mir because sooner or later he was going to apologize to you.

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“Oppa, I’ve never had so much fun at a street market,” you said wiping your nose. “Ice cream in the snow! Best idea ever,” you said excitedly.

“You’re going to get sick,” he said giving you a tissue.  You shook your head and licked your ice cream.

“Hey look!” you brother pointed towards the north.  Mir was waving at you and him. He sprinted towards you guys.

“Mir, my man,” your brother said and did the casual hand shake. That was the first time you actually hated them being so chill with each other.

“Haven’t seen you ever since I got here,” your brother said.

“Yeah,” he scratched his head. “___________, never told me you were here. I would have come.”

“Shouldn’t you have come any ways to see her?” he asked. You giggled on the inside. He was going to get in trouble and you didn’t feel bad at all. He deserved it. Mir looked at you nervously. You returned a glare and then rolled your eyes.

“Anyeong,” Mir’s sister came up from behind and greeted.

“Anyeong,” Your brother said with a surprised expression on his face. “I think I know you from somewhere.”

She giggled. “Communication skills class, Pusan University, 2009.”

“Ahhh ye ye ye,” your brother snapped his fingers.

“You’re Mir’s…”

“Sister,” she finished for him.

“Aaa, I didn’t know that.” The two of them began talking as if they had a lot of catching up to do. You pouted. First Mir and now your brother. You made a crying face and turned around.

“________, _________ wait,” Mir held your hand.

“Let me go Oppa,” you yanked you sleeve and began walking once again. Mir walking besides you.

“Go away,” you said as tears started flowing out of your eyes. He kept walking with you.

The two of you reached your apartment. You went inside and tried to close the door on him but he was obviously stronger than you.

“__________, tell me what’s wrong?” he asked holding you. You shrugged him away and went to your room.

“_______, please tell me what’s wrong?” he asked once again. He did sound worried.

“It’s nothing okay!” you snapped back.

“Well you’re crying and you won’t talk to me what’s wrong so something’s definitely up,” he held you once again.

“I don’t want to sound mean and I don’t want you to hate me either so just let it go. Give me some time and I’ll be fine,” you said resting your head on his chest.

“I would never hate you,” he said running his fingers through your hair.

 “Is it because I haven’t been able to spend much time with you lately?” he asked after a while. You were surprised he understood you.

“Aniyo,” you shook your head rubbing your face with his shirt. He chuckled.

“I know you my little penguin. You can’t hide your feelings from me no matter how hard you try,” he pulled you away and then gave you a long kiss on the lips.

“I’m sorry. I know I was being stupid but I just couldn’t help it. She comes once in three years and I just wanted to as much time with her as possible.”

“It’s okay Oppa, I understand.” You said.

“And I would have invited you but I just didn’t want it to be awkward.”

“It won’t be awkward. Try inviting me next time,” you winked. He smiled and kissed you once again.

“You have explanations to do too missy.”

“What?” you asked with a bemused expression.

“Yeah, you never told me your brother was here and then you didn’t text me for a week. Were you trying to make e jealous?” he squinted his eyes.

“Noo,” you said with a cheeky smile and began to run away. Mir caught up to you and picked you up.

“You’ll pay for this,” he said walking back to the room.

“Aish,” you gave him a quick peck.You couldn’t wait for what was yet to come.

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Aaaaaa this requests kind of scared me at first because I was afraid I won’t have anything to write but then I started writing and so here it is.. ^^. Hope you guys like it :)


Guys I didn’t proofread this because I have to  study for my midterm but I’ll be sure to do that tomorrow.

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