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You looked at the door and then your watch. Kris was supposed to meet you at the coffee shop an hour earlier. The waiter came up to you twice and even he was getting frustrated. There were more people waiting in the line to be seated.
“Ma’am do you want to order something?” he asked you for the third time.
“Huh! Aaa no I’m fine,” you said sounding completely lost.
“I’m afraid we are going to have to tell you to leave then. There are a lot of people waiting in line,” he said with an apologetic face.
“Oh,” you sighed in embarrassment. “Alright, I guess I’ll just leave then,” you mumbled while getting up. Just then Kris walked in. You were happy for a second but the feeling was quickly replaced by anger. Kris walked towards you timidly. He knew you were mad since you were glaring at him.
“I’m really sorry,” he said nervously.
“It’s alright,” you said trying to calm yourself and walked right past him.
“__________, wait” he followed you out of the coffee shop. “I’m really sorry,” he said catching up to you.
“I said, it’s alright!” you said sounding even more mad this time.
“Umma didn’t let me leave. Believe me I tried.” He said once again.
“It’s the same excuse every time isn’t it?” you suddenly snapped back. Kris tried to put his hands on your shoulder but you shrugged them off. “Why don’t you just tell them? Things will be so much better if they know.”
“You know if I tell them what’s going to happen. Why would you say such a thing?”
“Because I’m tired of this Kris. I really am!”
Instead of yelling back Kris tried to calm himself. Firstly because you guys were standing in the middle of the street, secondly because he knew that it was his fault for keeping you waiting for an hour and finally because he wanted to avoid the topic you’d just started.
“Okay, how do you want me to make it up to you?” he asked rather softly. Your anger melted too a little bit. You’d seen him after so long, you didn’t want to fight either.
“I don’t know,” you sighed but frustration was still visible on your face.
“I’m in the mood for some .. BUBBLE TEA,” Kris said trying to sound excited. He knew bubble tea always cheered you up. He was right. It did work. Your mood changed. He put his arm around and the two of you walked to your favorite shop.
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Kris stared at you with a big smile on his face as you gulped your bubble tea.
“What?” you chuckled and hit him on his hand.
“Nothing,” he said shaking his head as if embarrassed of getting caught for staring at you. He couldn’t control his smile.
“Let’s go somewhere on your birthday this year!” he said suddenly.
“Where?” you asked.
“I don’t know. Malaysia, Singapore, Hong Kong. Where ever you want to go.”
“Really?” you asked excitedly.
“Ye,” he nodded.
“Hong Kong!—I want to hear you speak Canto,” you winked.
“Hong Kong it is then!” Kris announced. “But it’ll have to be a short trip. Starting next month, I’ll have a lot of schedules so we can’t spend a lot of time there.”
“What are you going to tell your parents?”
“Ahh, I’ll figure something out.”
“Alright,” you nodded.
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You couldn’t sleep. You felt your heart sink at the sound of the thunderstorm. Your instinct was telling you that something bad was about to happen. Shuffling restlessly in bed, you tried to calm yourself. You stayed in that state for two hours then sleep started taking over you. You clenched the sheet tightly and closed your eyes.
A half hour later, you felt someone slip in the bed besides you. You weren’t afraid because this wasn’t the first time Kris had done this. He usually came to visit late at night.
“I’m so glad you came,” you mumbled. He kissed you on your neck.
“Me too,” he murmured.
You felt something wet on your bare shoulder but you didn’t take enough notice. Then slowly, you heard Kris’s sniffles. The very next instant, you sat up.
“What’s wrong?” you asked trying to find his face in the dark. Kris didn’t respond. You turned on the side lamp so you could see what was wrong. Kris’s eyes were red and puffy. He hadn’t just started crying. It seemed like he’d been crying for a long time.
“What’s wrong oppa?” you asked once again. Kris didn’t respond but instead looked away.
“Oppa! Please tell me what’s wrong? You’re scaring me!” you squeezed his hand.
“Umma saw us together at the Bubble Tea shop the other day,” he said slowly. You felt like somebody had put a huge rock on your heart and crushed it. You knew his mother hated you. In fact his entire family hated you and your family. If your brother hadn’t run away with his sister, things would have been much better for the two of you. Kris was saying something but you couldn’t make sense of his words. Your teary eyes were fixed at his shaking body.
“____________,” he shook you.
“Ye,” you said shaking your head.
“Umma and Appa, were really mad. I’ve never seen them this mad.”
“Did you try to convince them?” you asked, without any hope.
He nodded. “I did, but they didn’t listen.”
You felt like your throat was getting dry. Your vision was blurred by the tears flowing down your cheeks. “So what does it mean?”
“I have to go __________,” Kris said trying to free his hand from your strong grip.
“No! oppa,” you whispered.
“I’m sorry __________,” he said getting up.
“You can’t do this. You know I can’t live without you.” you caught hold of his hand once again.
Kris kept shaking his head. “You know I love you ___________ and I always will but we can’t be together. I can’t go against their will.”
“We can convince them, together.”
“It’s not that simple!” he freed himself from you and began to leave. You could feel the world crashing as his hands slipped out of yours. Kris stopped by the door and came back to you. He kissed you on your lips. You knew it was going to be your last one. You could taste his salty tears and he, yours.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered pulling away. Before you could stop him, Kris left.
You collapsed on the ground and buried your face in your hands. The storm in your heart was much stronger than the howling wind outside.
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You passed your days staring into blank space. Your friends cried at your condition. They’d called Kris many times but he never picked up.
“_________ snap out of it,” your friend shook you. “It’s your birthday today. Let’s go out?”
**FLASHBACK**
‘Let’s go somewhere on your birthday this year!” he said suddenly.
“Where?” you asked.
“I don’t know. Malaysia, Singapore, Hong Kong. Where ever you want to go.”
“Really?” you asked excitedly.
“Ye,” he nodded.
A tear rolled down your cheek. You turned to your friend. “He promised me he would take me to Hong Kong on my birthday.”
“He’s not in your life anymore _________,” she said pulling you into a hug. You began crying. You cried a lot but it didn’t make you feel any better.
You wanted to give it one last try therefore you decided to go Kris’s house and beg his parents. You didn’t care about yourself respect. All you wanted was to be with him.
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You hesitated before knocking on the door. To your surprise, instead of one of Kris’s family members showing up, Luhan opened the door. You looked at him with questioning eyes.
“Where’s Kris?” you asked clearing your throat.
“____________, you shouldn’t be here.”
“I know but just let me talk to him once.”
“No I mean it. Kris is getting married soon. Go!” he said, sternly.
You had not seen that coming. “What?” you gasped.
Luhan nodded apologetically. “If his mother sees you here, God knows what will happen. So please go,” he insisted closing the door on you.
A few days ago, you felt like somebody had ripped your heart out of your body. You were wrong. What you felt today was incomparable to any pain you’d received in the 23 years of your life.
This was it. It really was.
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8 years later
You hated walking to work in the winters but you really didn’t have a choice. The little money you earned from the bubble tea shop you’d opened a few years ago was not enough for you to buy yourself a car. You fixed your glasses and wrapped your coat tightly around you.
“So how was last night?” your friend suddenly appeared from behind you and asked.
“Oh my God, you scared me,” you said holding your hand close to your chest.
“Ahaha, sorry.”
The two of you began walking again.
“Tell me,” she asked again, nudging your elbow.
“Ah, it was okay but he really isn’t my type. “ you wrinkled your nose.
She hit you on the shoulder. “This is why you won’t ever get a guy.”
“I’m absolutely fine with that,” you said with the fake smile that you’d been giving for the past eight years. The two of you reached the store. You unlocked the door and went inside.
“At least move near the city. It’s more lively there. Your business will be much better too.” She nagged you as usual. You sighed and listened to her with a smile on your face. This had been your morning routine ever since you’d opened the store.
“Hey’ I’m going to need you to do me a favor.” You asked her. She turned around and looked at you.
“We’re running out of tapioca. I couldn’t go last night because somebody had set me up on a blind date,” you said giving her a look. “So I want you to get them.”
“Okay but it’ll take me some time,” she said walking out the door.
It had been two hours and your friend hadn’t returned. You were regretting sending her. Nobody really came in the mornings. You were busy doing the math for the month’s budget when someone walked in.
“We don’t have tapioca so we won’t be able to serve bubble tea. Is there anything else you want?” you asked without looking up.
“Ummm, hot chocolate would be fine,” the person said. The voice was familiar. Very familiar. You instantly looked up. Kris was standing right before you looking at the menu on the wall. You turned around immediately to hide your face but more importantly to hide your tears. All those years that you’d kept them inside of you; they were coming out at his sudden appearance.
“Are you okay Ma’am?” Kris asked upon hearing your sniffles.
You covered your mouth and nodded.
“____________!” Kris whispered your name. He knew it was you. He remembered the fragrance you wore everyday and the way you cried softly.
You began to walk towards the kitchen but he held your hand and turned you around. You felt like everything around you had stopped for a second. You had wished for this moment for so long, that you didn’t think it was ever going to come true. Kris had teary eyes too. He kept repeating your name again and again and hugged you. You pulled away.
“Go home Kris,” you said angrily.
“__________ please listen to me.” He said holding your hand.
“No!” you shook your hand even though your heart said yes.
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Your eyes moved from here to there. The cold wind kept hitting your face, making you want to cry even more.
“Why did you bring me here?” you asked keeping your eyes fixed on the ground.
Kris didn’t respond. You peeked at his face. He was looking at you with the same loving smile from years ago. You could never tell what was behind that smile. The smile suddenly disappeared and remorse took over. He swallowed a spit in his dry throat to get himself ready to speak.
“Where had you been all these years?”
“Does it matter anymore?” you asked after a while. You looked at him for a brief second and then looked away. You were ashamed of the wrinkles on your face and your eyes bags. You weren’t young anymore but he still looked young and fresh. You’d done this to yourself but you didn’t regret any moment of it.
“Married?” he asked.
You weren’t sure what to say. You knew well that Kris was married and he probably had a three year old child waiting at home for him. After a while, you shook your head. A smile broke on his face but you didn’t see it.
“Dated?” he asked again.
“Once for two months,” you said. Knowing the answer already you still asked him. “What about you?”
“Still single.” He replied after a long pause.
His answer had surprised you. You looked at him with your eyes wide open.
“But..” you began to say.
“Didn’t work out,” he complete for you, shaking his head. You felt like some sort of weight had been lifted from your heart. If you weren’t happy than neither was he. He was just as miserable as you. Who’s fault was it though? His parents? Who had ruined your life. Two people who loved each other so much were separated and neither of them were happy. There youth had faded. The time that they were suppose to spend with each other was lost now and it could never come back. Tears were coming back again but this time you controlled them.
“I have to go now.” you said fixing your glasses and getting up. Kris didn’t stop you. He had walked out of your life in the same way. His heart poked him repeatedly to call after you but his lips seemed to be locked.
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The next morning was surprisingly pleasant. Still struggling to forget the previous day’s events you walked to the store.
“Ahhh where are the keys,” you said in frustration, while shuffling your handbag. Your eyes fell on a small envelope by the door. You leaned down and picked it up. It wasn’t sealed. Two papers revealed as you opened it. It was a ticket and the other paper read a message – ‘I still owe you a trip to Hong Kong’.
A smile broke on your face. All the convincing that you’d done the night before, that what you did was right didn’t mean anything anymore. Your heart wanted to be with him. Without thinking twice, you began walking back home.
Two hands pulled you into an alley and the next instant your lips were connected to the very familiar soft lips. You could taste the salty tears except that this time they were tears of joy. You could feel him smiling. You were smiling too. It wasn’t his fault or your fault but if fate was giving you two another chance, you were going to grab it with both hands.
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Aaaaaaaaaaa I love this story sooooo much! <3 <3 yes I drifted a little bit from the plot but I think it came out good! I hope you guys agree. <3 <3
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“Were you out with him again?” Kris asked as you entered the apartment.
“Huh!” you jumped with surprise. “Aish, Oppa you scared me!”
“I asked you something.” He said with a stern voice.
“He has a name!” you sighed.
“Okay, were you out with Gonchin, again?” he asked you, trying hard not to lose his patience.
“Ye,” you replied settling besides him. “Why does it bother you so much?”
“I don’t like it when you’re around him,” he said straight up.
“Huhhh Oppa,” you pouted.
“I’m serious!”
You knew he was in no mood to have fun at the moment.
“Okay,” you said with a flat face.
Kris rolled his eyes and got up to change.
“Let’s go out for dinner.” He suggested.
“ Aaan, okay,” you replied unwillingly. He always did this. Got mad at you and then pretend like nothing was wrong.
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“________ ah are you a sleep?” Kris asked shaking you.
“I’m trying to,” you replied. You felt him sliding closer to you. You could feel his soft breaths on your neck. It felt good. He gave you a peck on your cheek.
“Sorry for getting mad earlier,” he apologized. You turned around to face him.
“It’s okay,” you said. You couldn’t stay mad at him forever. He kissed you on your lips once, twice then three times before pulling the covers on top of both of you.
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“Bye,” Gonchin hugged you before leaving. Just then Kris walked in.
“Hey Kris,” he greeted cheerfully.
“Hey,” he replied sounding like a sour ball.
“What was that?” you said making a face as Gonchin left.
“Nothing,” Kris made a brief reply before going to the bathroom.
“So are we doing something tonight?” you asked. You knew he was mad but you had to do something to change his mood. You only saw him on the weekends and so you wanted to make the most out of it.
“I don’t know. Whatever you want to do!” he replied with no emotion.
“How about the club?” you suggested. You were hoping the music and a few drinks were going to change his mood. Kris agreed and so the two of you went to the club.
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“Feeling better?” you asked him as Kris gulped down his second drink.
“Yeah!” he replied getting up.
“Where are you going?” you asked.
“To dance..” he replied walking towards the dance floor. You were surprised because he always took your hand and dragged you to dance with him.
Kris walked up to a girl who was wearing a rather provocative dress and offered his hand. You could tell how hard she was trying not to squeal as she accepted his offer. Kris brought her to the dance floor and began dancing. You knew he was trying to make you jealous but you weren’t going to fall for it. You pretended like it didn’t bother you at all. Kris turned around and looked at you. You gave him a thumbs up. Kris turned around and slid his hand on the girls bare legs, working his way up to her arms and then stopping them near her face. It made you a little uncomfortable but you tried to stay calm. Kris pulled the girl even closer and before you knew it, he leaned in kissed her on the neck. He didn’t stop after one and continued. You sprang out of your seat and lunged towards him. Grabbing his sleeve you turned him around.
“Oppa!” you cried in horror.
“What?” he replied carelessly.
You couldn’t take it and so you turned around to leave.
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Kris caught your attention by slamming the door behind him as he entered the apartment. Instead of saying something to you, he went straight to the bathroom to change. It was as if he didn’t even see you sitting on the bed, glaring at him.
“So you’re not going to say anything?” you asked.
“Should I be?” he threw back a question without looking at you, pretending to fold his shirt.
You got out of the bed and walked up to him.
“You were kissing her oppa!” you reminded him.
“So?” he asked raising his eyebrows.
“If you want to be in a relationship with me then you shouldn’t be doing such stuff,” you said, sounding a little irritated at his behavior. Kris sighed and turned around.
“Answer me,” you pulled him. He turned around and shot a look at you.
“Well than you shouldn’t be hanging out with Gonchin either!” he yelled. You jumped back in surprise at his sudden reaction.
“What do you mean? I told you he’s just a friend.”
“Then consider that girl my friend too,” he made a face.
“You don’t kiss your friends on their necks.”
“Then you don’t hug them either.”
“It was just a hug. Why are you making such a big deal out of it?”
“You’re making a big deal out of it. I didn’t say anything until you brought it up,” he defended himself.
“Now you’re just being immature and ridiculous,” You scowled.
“I’m not the one being ridiculous,” he said taking a hold of your arms. You tried to pull away but he didn’t let go. You placed your arms on his shoulders so you could push yourself away but instead Kris pushed you back. You had barely kept yourself from falling when suddenly Kris’s palm touched your face with extreme force. It took you a few seconds to realize that he had slapped you. You looked at him with horror filled eyes. This was a side of him you’d never seen. He advanced towards you once again and grabbed you as if what he had done wasn’t enough. You whimpered.
“Oppa what are you doing?” you asked with a shaky voice.
He began to drag you towards the bed.
“No!” you screamed but he didn’t stop. You closed your eyes tightly. You didn’t want him to do this because you still loved him and if he did this you knew he was going to regret it. You couldn’t let him make this mistake.
“You’re a monster,” you blurted out pushing him. It wasn’t your push but your words that stopped him. He quickly pulled his hands away and buried his face in them. You didn’t know if he’d calmed down or not but you didn’t want to take any chances. You quickly got up and ran out of the room into the room next door.
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You opened your eyes to a puffy eyed Kris looking at you. He slid his hand on top of yours. You began to pull it away but he held them tightly pulling you towards him. He embraced you, resting his face on your shoulders. You felt something warm and wet on your shoulders. He was crying again.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered into your ear. You nodded your head in approval.
“Thanks for stopping me last night,” he said again. You pulled away and looked at him. He caressed your cheek. It still hurt a little.
“I am so sorry,” that’s all he could say. There were so many things he wanted to say but his tongue refused to speak.
“It’s okay,” you replied. You didn’t want him to say anything. You had known him for too long. You knew he loved you and you loved him. You just hoped that whatever had happened the night before never happened again.
“You can see Gonchin whenever you want too.”
“Shhhhhh,” you placed your finger on his lips. “Just don’t kiss another girl like that ever again okay?”
“I won’t, I promise.” He said, kissing you on your forehead.
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I changed the plot a little bit since I already wrote something similar to this once!
I wrote this last night but I fell asleep as soon as I wrote the last line so I apologize if it seems a little off!
EXO M - 120903 Just Love JK 就是愛JK (eng subbed)
omg ahaha, laughing at Lay should imitating Tao’s Korean pronounce
And when Luhan and Lay said their ideal type is their fan ahahaha xD
and the secret of Lay’s bracelet
Guys this is pretty cute! Especially Xiumin’s confession! If you love reading scenarios you guys will love this too lol :)
OooooOOOoo.. Kris [Woot woot] ahhaha okay :)
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Geeezz.. [ this one is almost the same as the Luhan and Zico] but I’ll try to do my best!
*fingerscrossed*

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“Come on.. come into the water,” you friend pulled you.
“Nooo,” you pulled back. “You know I’m scared of the water.”
“Such a loser,” he said and ran towards the tide.
You wrapped your towel around you tightly and sat in the corner. It was a windy day. Why were you and your friends on the beach? You had no idea. Seeing them play in the water made you jealous. You wished you could do that too. You’d always been scared of it. You sighed and turned your head in the other direction trying to avoid the scene. There was a guy walking on the beach at a distance. You couldn’t define his features but you could tell that he was very handsome. The wind gently brushed his hair, he pulled it back but it was no use.
‘Why is he walking by himself?’ You thought to yourself.
“__________, Last chance! Come onnnnnn,” you friend screamed. A wave suddenly hit him from behind. You couldn’t help but laugh.
“That’s why I don’t want to come,” you screamed back.
You quickly turned around to look at the guy again but he wasn’t there anymore. Your eyes wandered everywhere, searching for him but you couldn’t find him.
One by one your friends started coming back.
“You should’ve come,” your friend said and hugged you.
“Ewwww, get away,” you pushed him. “You’re wet.”
“So what! You have a towel wrapped around you,” he said and advanced towards you. You hated it when he did that. Why couldn’t he just act like a normal friend? You’d told him that you thought of him nothing more but a friend but he loved flirting around with you.
“Stop! Come on lets go change,” your other friend stopped him and pulled him in the other direction.
“Thank you,” you mouthed the words to your friend as she left with him.
You took a deep breath and looked at the sea. The waves had started settling down.
‘Maybe I should go and try it for once’ You thought to yourself. You really wanted to see what it felt like to be in the water. You slowly started walking towards the water and stopped only inches away from it. You took off your towel and thought one last time and finally stepped into it. It was cold. A shudder ran through you but you didn’t back down. You continued into the water staring blankly into space. You felt good. It wasn’t bad at all. It was very soothing actually. It was when you were knee deep in water that you decided to go back. You turned around but just stood there. Slowly, you bent down and touched the water. You could feel the sea weeds touching your feet. Suddenly a huge wave from behind hit you and you lost your balance. You struggled to open your eyes under water but they hurt. You tried to push yourself up but you couldn’t.
This was it. This is how you were going to die. Your life was flashing before your eyes. All the bad things, good things, things you regretted doing, things you wished you’d done, were now playing in your head.
Suddenly two hands pulled you out of the water. And that’s when you lost consciousness.
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He pulled you out of the water and settled you on the sandy beach. You weren’t responding. He was panicking too. He pumped your chest. Some water came out but you still didn’t breath. He repeated the process but you still didn’t respond. He shook you.
“Oh God! What do I do?” he said and smacked his forehead.
He thought for a while and then leaned in to give you mouth to mouth. His lips were only inches away from yours when you coughed out some more water on his face. You slowly opened your eyes and began getting up but bumped your forehead into his.
“Ouch,” you said rubbing it. He suddenly pulled back.
“Who are you?” you asked instatntly.
“Kris,” he replied quickly.
You stared at him. He looked like the same guy who’d been walking on the beach. You narrowed your eyebrows and stared at him intently.
“Although most people say thank you when someone saves their life,” he said with a sexy smile on his face.
You felt stupid and looked away. He was still on top of you. The two of you were in a very awkward position. He had carefully placed his hands on your waist and was looking at you intently. Your wet and bare body was shivering. You looked at him looking at you. You’d never had a guy this close to you, especially when you were half naked.
“Ahem ahem..” you cleared your throat.
“Oh sorry,” he said shaking his head.
You expected him to get off of you but he didn’t.
“Umm you also might want to get off of me.”
“Oh I am so sorry. Uhh.. I don’t even know what I’m doing right now,” Kris said and quickly got up. He seemed nervous.
He ran and grabbed your towel for you.
“Here,” he said and wrapped it around you.
“Gomawo,” you said.
“So I’ll see you around?” he said taking a few steps back.
“Ye,” you replied, secretly wishing he wouldn’t go away.
He turned around and started walking. You did the same but your heart kept asking you to stop him. You didn’t know why but all you knew was that you didn’t want to lose this chance.
“Kris!” You quickly turned around and called his name.
He turned around immediately as if waiting for you to call him.
“Are you alone here?” you asked.
“Ye,” he replied looking away and then looking back at you. “But you can join me if you want to.”
You felt your heart skip a beat.
He came towards you and pulled you. “Come on, let’s take a walk.”
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When I was writing this all I could think of was Kris’s awkward SEXY smile [ you all know what I’m talking about right? Haha]
I know, I know Tao is the one taking long lonely walks on the beach but I guess Kris fits the situation well too :)
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Kris flung open the door, ran inside and hugged you. “What’s wrong?” he said as he tightened his hug.
“He.. left!” you said between sobs. He didn’t need to hear anything else. He ran his soft hands back and forth on your back. He gave you a tissue to blow your nose and wipe your tears.
“I am so sorry this happened!” he said taking your hand and holding it firmly.
“I dunno where I went wrong?” you said looking into his eyes.
“You were not wrong! Okay!” he said, trying to comfort you.
The two of you sat in silence in the dark. Hours passed away and neither of you talked. You were glad that Kris was here with you tonight. You needed him. He was the closest person to you after your boy friend. Ex boyfriend now! You laid your head on Kris’ chest and slowly drifted to sleep.
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The bright sun rays escaping through the tiny gap between the curtains woke you up. You rubbed your eyes and sat up. Kris was still fast asleep. You had been laying on top of him all night. You patted his chest. He shifted on the couch but soon woke up.
“Is it morning yet?” he asked.
“Yeah!” you whispered back. “I am so sorry about last night!”
“What is there to be sorry about?” he asked with a blank expression.
You shook your head. “I’ll make you some coffee, okay!” you said and went to the kitchen.
“Are you ready to talk about it?” he asked following you to the kitchen.
You didn’t respond but shook your head.
“Here you go,” you turned around, with a big smile on your face. He could see right through it but he played along.
“Gomawo! I’ll have to leave now but I will come back tonight okay!” he said.
Kris gathered his stuff and left, leaving you alone in the empty silence as it creeped through the walls.
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A month passed away and nothing changed. Kris tried to cheer you up but you just couldn’t pull yourself together. You acted like you were really happy but he knew that all of it was just an act. You didn’t want to show anybody your week side and so you were trying hard to repress all that had happened.
‘Can I come over for dinner tonight?’ Kris texted you.
You weren’t really up for company but you owed him so you agreed.
“Hey,” he said coming and hugging you.
“Wow that was fast!” you said.
“Yeah I was just down the street so I thought of coming here!”
“I’m glad you came,” you lied because you didn’t want to upset him.
“So what are you cooking? It smells good,” he asked.
“Noodles… Just sit down over there and I will bring them in a minute.”
You carefully placed the noodles in the bowl but there was something missing. You stared at them for a while and it finally hit you.
“Aha! Dressing!” you said snapping your fingers. They were in the top cabinet. You stood on your tippy toes trying to reach it but failed miserably. Suddenly two hands reached from behind you and grabbed the small container for you. You turned around. Kris was standing close to you. So close that you could hear his heart beat. He looked at you as if he was lost in your eyes. There was something about his looks. They were captivating. It was as if you were under a spell too. He slowly leaned in and stopped inches away from your lips as if thinking one last time before what he was about to do. You didn’t stop him. You were lonely and broken. He finally pressed his lips against yours. You felt good for a second. You liked it but then the image of your ex popped up in your head and you quickly pulled away.
“I’m sorry,” you apologized.
“I’m not!” he quickly responded. You looked at him with questioning eyes. What did he mean?
“I can’t see you like this anymore. You knew I’d had feelings for you before you even started dating Chu Min. “
You were surprised.
“I didn’t” you denied.
“How couldn’t you? Didn’t you feel anything towards me when we hung out?”
You chose not to respond.
“Please ________, I can make you happy. Accept me and you will never have to go through this again.”
You thought for a while. “It’s too early Kris. I don’t know if I can handle this right now.”
“You can if I am with you,” he said holding your hand. You were looking at the ground now.
At some point you had had feelings for him but then you met Chu Min and things changed. Kris was obviously more than a friend to you. He had been there with you through thick and thin and now he was waiting for you to respond. You didn’t want to hurt him. Maybe being with him would let you move on and so you hugged him. You could feel a smile spread across his face as he hugged you tightly.
“Thank you!” he whispered as a tear rolled down his cheek, but he quickly wiped it away not wanting to show it to you.
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Now that the two of you were going out Kris put extra effort into making you happy. He would do stuff that you wouldn’t even ask for. He truly loved you.
‘Hey, I’ll be a little late tonight so I won’t be able to cook dinner. Can you grab something from outside for us?’ – you texted him.
‘Sure’ – he replied.
Sure enough you were late. You unlocked the door to your apartment and walked in. The delicious aroma of the food hit your nose. You walked into the kitchen. Kris had set the table for the two of you.
“Did you cook?” you asked, shocked.
He turned around with a big smile on his face. “Of course, just for you.” He offered you his hand and helped you sit.
“Awwww Kris, you didn’t have too. I feel so bad now,” you covered your mouth.
“I’d been wanting to do this for a while. We haven’t been able to be together for a week so this is like an apology gift,” he said cutely.
“Awwww this is so sweet. Thank you so much.”
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Kris walked into his apartment only to find you sitting on the couch with your face buried in your hands.
“Oh woaaww, hey?” he said with a surprised look on his face.
He heard your sniffles and panicked. He sprinted toward you and forced your hands off your face. You’d been crying . He hugged you .
“ What’s wrong?” he asked.
“I am so sorry Kris,” you said between sobs.
“What do you mean? Why are you sorry?” he asked, obviously very confused.
“He’s back. “
Kris loosened his grip on you and he pulled away. “What do you mean?”
“I am so sorry. I tried to pull away but he is back and he is really sorry for what he has done. I didn’t know what to do but when I saw him I just couldn’t resist myself. So I forgave him “ you said in broken speech.
You looked at him for a response. He was obviously devastated; his head leaning towards the floor.
“Can you forgive me?” you asked but he didn’t respond. You knew you’d hurt him a lot and you didn’t want to make it any worse. You slowly got up and left.
Tonight was just like the other night when you were crying and Kris was there for you, except that today it was his heart that was broken and he had no one.
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“I am so glad you forgave me,” Chu Min said as you rested your head on his chest.
“I am glad that we are together again,” you replied as he kissed you on your temple.
You were thinking about Kris. He hadn’t answered your calls in weeks. You had not only lost a good friend but you had hurt him a lot too. Every day the thought of him sitting in that room all by himself, when you left him killed you. It hurt you. You just wanted the pain to go away. You tried to distract yourself by being with Chu Min all the time but it wasn’t working. He had said that he’s changed but the truth was he hadn’t. Worst of all he didn’t love you like Kris did.
A tear rolled down your cheek.
“What wrong?” Chu Min asked.
“Uhh nothing.” You said wiping it away.
“Okay,” he replied getting out of bed. “I need to go somewhere. I’ll be back in a bit.”
You were surprised at his reaction. Had it been Kris He would have made sure you felt better before he would do anything else. That’s when it hit you. The constant worry about him, the thoughts of him being lonely and how you’d hurt him meant that you loved him. He made you feel what Chu Min never could. You were just, realizing that. You felt like a player. You played with his heart when you were lonely and then left when you got what you wanted.
You jumped out of bed and dressed yourself.
“What’s wrong. Are you going somewhere?” Chu Min asked.
“Yeah.” You replied.
“Where?”
“Out of your life,” you said and hurried out of the door, without waiting for his response.
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You waited backstage in the SBS building where Kris was performing. You were nervous. You didn’t know what to say. You knew he wouldn’t forgive you but you wanted to set things right, even if you couldn’t be with him anymore.
The door opened and the EXO members were standing in front of you.
“Ahh We will leave the two of you alone.” Lay said and left. The others followed.
You wanted to say something but your tongue wouldn’t move. You could feel tears forming in the corner of your eyes. You tried to talk again but you couldn’t . Kris walked towards you and stood in front of you. Without giving a hint, he hugged you. You were crying now.
“I am so pathetic Kris. I don’t deserve this.” You said.
“Shhhhh,” he said shussing you up.
“No please I need to say this.” You insisted as you pulled away.
“I was an idiot for doing what I did. I was running after someone who never loved me and running away from the one who always did. I have hurt you so much and you can’t imagine how much I hate myself for this. I don’t deserve you at all but I want to apologize. Please forgive me. “ you said looking into his eyes for an answer.
He wrapped his arms around you in a tight embrace. “I Love you too much to let you go,” he whispered.
You were shocked. How could he forgive you so easily.
“I don’t deserve this Kris.”
“You deserve every bit of my love,” he said pulling away. “Please don’t leave me again.”
He leaned in and kissed you. This time none of you pulled away. Both of you were happy. Happy to be together with no one tearing you apart.
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**Yaaayyy** I finally finished this one. I fell asleep writing this one so the first thing I did this morning after class was to finish this. I know it’s a bit cheesy but I really like it. I hope you like it too anon :)
Requested by anon
“Oh my God, this heat is killing me!” you whined as you and your friend stood outside the building.
“Stop complaining,” your friend made a face.
“Out of all the days, did they have to choose this day for the fan meet? And did you have to drag me here with you?”
“Yes ma’am,” she replied with a cheeky smile.
“If I didn’t love you, I would have never said yes to this.”
“I love you too,” she replied.
You were at an EXO fan meet in Seoul on a hot sunny day. You didn’t know much about the group. The only reason you were there was because your friend wanted Luhan and Tao’s signature but she couldn’t get both. They had a one member signature policy. Your friend had begged you to get Tao’s signature while she got Luhan’s.
“I don’t even know what he looks like,” you said as she pushed you inside the building.
“How many times do I have to show you his picture?” she asked almost disappointed.
“Okay show me one last time!” you said wanting to make her feel better.
The line kept moving slowly until it was your turn. You looked up. Tao was sitting in the corner with his head bent down. He did not look excited at all. You sighed and walked up to him.
“Excuse me,” you said putting forward your album.
“Ohh ahh hold on a second,” he said without looking up. “Let me find my pen, I think I dropped it somewhere. Oh wait never mind here it…” he stopped as soon as he looked up at you.
He was staring at you with his head tilted sideways.
“Umm are you alright?” you asked waving your hand into his face.
Xiumin shook Tao’s elbow.
“Haan, Uhh sorry about that,” Tao said while swallowing a spit.
“Are you okay?” Xiumin whispered.
“Yeah, I’m fine!” he whispered back.
“Sure doesn’t seem like it. I know she is cute but control yourself.” Xiumin whispered but you heard him.
You started blushing. You looked back at Tao. He was pretty good looking. You had just missed it the first time you looked at him.
“Shhhh,” Tao said as he took the album from you. He couldn’t stop smiling.
“Here you go,” he said as he signed it. He wasn’t looking at you, so he could hide his smile.
“Ghamsahamnida” you replied and stood on the side waiting for your friend.
****Wooooaaaooooowwwww**** Luhan and Lay said at the same time as Xiumin told them about Tao’s reaction upon seeing you. They didn’t realize that you were still standing there.
“Give it to me!” your friend said as she took the album from you. You turned and looked at Tao. He was looking at you. His expression changed when your friend took the album from you. He was hurt that the album really didn’t belong to you and that you weren’t his fan. You pulled a smile and turned around.
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“What are you all pattering about?” Kris asked during breaktime.
“Tao and his little crush,” Xiumin said between giggles.
“I don’t have a crush on her,” Tao snapped back.
“It sure looked like you did.”
“He’s blushing too,” Luhan poked him.
“Stoppp,” Tao whined, trying hard to control his smile.
“Alright everybody leave the manknae alone,” Kris butted in.
“Ghamsahamnida Hyung,” Tao said.
“We need to go back. And as for you Tao, don’t worry we’ll find her later,” Kris said and winked.
****hahahahahah**** the rest of the members started laughing.
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“Out of all the places you chose a mall, to come to for your birthday?” Chen asked raising his eyebrows.
“Yeah! What’s wrong about that?” Tao asked shrugging his shoulders.
“Look at all the fans running after us. This is so uncomfortable.” Xiumin whined.
“Come on guys, Tao might find his soul mate here,” Luhan said and winked at the other members.
And so the members laughed. Tao rolled his eyes and started walking at a faster pace. He suddenly stopped.
“What?” Kris asked.
Tao pointed to a store in the corner. “Look!” he said.
“Oh my God, it’s her!” Xiumin said excitedly.
“Go talk to her!”Luhan pushed.
“Nooo,” Tao snapped back.
“This might be your only chance. You won’t have to take lonely walks to the beach anymore,” Kris said putting his hand on Tao’s shoulder. Tao always listened to Kris hyung. He sighed and walked in your direction.
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You were looking around for a matching pair of shorts with your shirt when someone put a hand on your shoulder. You jumped around. It was him.
“Anneyong” he said and waved with a nervous smile on his face.
You didn’t know what to say. You were surprised. Tao was here, in front of you. After the little episode you had with him at the fan meet you went back home and did ‘some’ research on him. You could say that you knew more about him now.
“Anneyong,” you said and bowed a little.
He cleared his throat. “Umm you came to .. my.. I mean ..Exo’s fan meet the other day.”
“Yeah,” you replied.
You could see that he was nervous. How could he be so nervous? He was a star and you were just an ordinary person.
The two of you stood in awkward silence.
“Umm do you want to get coffee sometime?” he said scratching his head, taking a step back.
You were smiling now, and blushing a little bit. You weren’t surprised you were just flattered. Your heart was beating faster. You could hear it.
“Aaa sure,” you replied.
“Oh great,” he clapped his hands in excitement.
“You might not want to be that loud. Your fans have their ears pressed against the glass door,” you said pointed towards the entrance.
He turned around and chuckled. “Ohh, okay so I’ll see you soon?” he asked.
“Yeah,” you replied.
The two of you exchanged numbers and he left. You couldn’t believe what had just happened to you. All you knew was that you were going on your first ‘date’ with a star. You were glad that your friend took you to that fan meet.
‘After all, everything does happen for a reason’
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I have never been to a fan meet [as much as I want to] so I don’t really know how it works so I assumed it was like this. I hope you like it anon :)
Requested by anon
“Wooooooooowwwwwww,” you exclaimed as you got off the train. “So this is what Seoul looks like huh?”
“Yes it does,” you friend said as she picked up her luggage. “And now this is where you’ll live,” she said putting her hand on your shoulder.
You looked around. The girls were wearing pretty dresses with matching shoes and hand bags. And the guys, the guys looked perfect in their modern attire. You looked down at yourself. Compared to them, you looked a village girl.
“Anything wrong?” your friend asked.
“Yeah, everything. We need to go shopping,” you said making a funny face.
Your friend laughed. “I knew you’d say that.”
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It had been a few weeks and you were still adjusting to the new environment. Your fellow students at Yonsei were very nice to you but you still felt like an outsider.
You were walking down the street, window shopping one day when you saw a guy who looked awfully similar. He was hiding his face in his hood but you could still tell it was him. There was no way you could be mistaken. You sprinted towards him and pulled his hood off.
“You, oh my God, do you have any idea how much trouble you’re in. Your parents have been worried sick about you.” You put your hand on your hips. He was clearly taken aback by your sudden appearance, out of nowhere. “Just because you failed one exam doesn’t mean you run away from home. Do you know how long your parents cried for?” you asked moving your head from side to side. You could see a crowd building up. “Well, do you have an explanation for what you’ve done?” He began to say something but you started talking again. “You are the only son in the family you know if you just…” you suddenly noticed that this guy was a lot more good looking then your neighbors son back home. His skin was perfect and the hair was neatly pulled back. You could see him sighing and looking at you with a strange look. It suddenly hit you. You were talking to the wrong person. You could hear the crowd chanting ***Kris, Kris.. Kris***
This was clearly not the right guy. A worried look made its way to your face. You covered your mouth with both your hands. “Opps!” Kris took a step back only to bump into a door pushing the water bucket that was on top of it. All the water fell on him. Just what was needed to make the situation more dramatic.
He raised his eyebrows and shoulders. “Thanks a lot,” he said as he walked past you hitting you with his shoulder. You turned around only to see all the girls running after him, yelling his name. You had never been more embarrassed in your life. More importantly you had no idea who ‘Kris’ was or why he was so popular? All you knew was that you had caused him a hell a lot of trouble that day.
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After the street incident, your life went back to normal. You regretted what you had done that day but you couldn’t just keep thinking about it. You even googled the guy’s name. Apparently he was from a group named Exo who had just debuted. You had to admit, he was pretty good looking. You hoped to never see him again because you knew you’d be in a lot of trouble if you did.
It had been thirty minutes and your friend still hadn’t returned. The two of you had decided to spend a day at the mall and this is not how you wanted it to go. You were leaning against a glass door when you saw him. He was sitting right across from you in a restaurant with several other people. To your surprise, he had been looking at you. He was smiling too. You knew you had to run away. You turned around and walked towards the elevator. You were about to push the button when someone held your wrist.
“Excuse me ma’am but that’s a private area, you can’t go inside.” You looked up and sure enough it was a private area. You turned around but the guy called after you.
“Do you need help with something?” he asked as the two of you walked towards the escalator. You looked in the direction of where Kris was sitting. His gaze had been following each and every move you’d been making. Your throat was dry and your hands were numb. You put your head on your forehead.
“I .. aaaa, could you tell me where the nearest taxi stand is?” you asked, taking in a spit. As the guy was giving you directions you saw Kris get up. You panicked and stepped one foot on the escalator, while the other was still on the floor. You had no idea what you were thinking. Your legs were now wide open as the escalator moved. The guys stopped giving instructions and gave you a strange look. He gave up and turned around and left. You finally put your other foot on the escalator and looked up. Kris was laughing now. He’d seen everything.
Correction, this had been the most embarrassing day of your life.
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You had never acted so stupid in your life and now you’d managed to do that twice, in front of the same guy who also happened to be a super star.
You had started working for a small company that arranged birthdays. You loved everything about your job except for the part where you had to dress up as a clown and hand out fliers on the street. It was exhausting and the costume made you itchy. You wanted to take a break therefore you settled down on the bench and took off your big clown head.
“Ahhhhhh, feels so good,” you said as the breeze kissed your face. You waterfalled the water out of the bottle and looked around. There was some sort of a shooting going on for an MV. You wanted to see but you couldn’t leave your spot. You sighed and looked the other way.
“Excuse me,” someone said from behind you.
You turned around and there he was, standing only inches away from you with a big smile on his face. You started shaking. You quickly picked up your clown head and put it on. As you turned around to walk, you couldn’t see anything. The holes for the eyes weren’t there. That’s when you realized that you’d accidently worn it the wrong way. You sighed and took it off. He was still looking at you with a big smile on his face. You had started hating that smile now. You felt like he was insulting you for your clumsiness. Tears started forming in the corner of your eyes. His face lost the smile. You quickly turned around and ran away.
“Waiiit,” he called from behind but you didn’t turn around.
You begged your manager to let you work inside the building for the rest of the day. He agreed if only you’d go back out at night. You were so desperate at this point that you agreed to it.
When your shift finally ended, you took off your clown head and sat down staring at the lake across you. It was so calm and peaceful. You wanted to forget about everything that happened earlier that day and lose yourself in the moment. The light breeze, brushed your hair. You raised your hand to push your hair back when you saw someone standing in front of you. He was wearing a clown head but the wrong way, kind of like how you did when you panicked. He was also holding a rose in his hand offering it to you. A smile broke on your face as you got up and accepted it. The guy took of his clown head and it was exactly who you had expected. Kris!
“Why do you keep running away from me?” he asked leaning in.
You couldn’t stop smiling and so you looked away.
“I have never seen some one as cute as you,” he said.
You were surprised by the remark. You gave him a confused look.
“When you first confronted me, I was taken aback but there was something about you that I liked. I didn’t know what it was until the second time I saw you.” He paused,” You’re different!”
You pouted.
“No, really! You’re different from all these other girls that run after me every day.”
“Then why did you always smile at me like I was a freak?” you finally said.
He chuckled. “Freak? You are anything but a freak. You are so adorable and cute and I just want to pull your cheeks sometimes,” he said.
You were blushing now. Now quite the compliment you had expected but you felt good.
He hesitated a bit but slowly raised his hand and grabbed yours. “Come on, let me take you to a really beautiful place.”
You wanted to ask, where, but you were still in a shock from all that had happened. All you knew was that a handsome guy, with a perfectly crafted face had just asked you out.
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I really enjoyed writing this one because I took the ideas from here and there [the escalator thing happened to me and believe me the guy was CUTE] hahaha any ways here is the link to the song I took the last part from [ Kyuhyun’s part], I slightly changed it though because i didn’t want to copy the exact same thing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gYDWD69o7I
I hope you liked it anon :)
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You stared into blank space, your vision blurred by your tears. Everything was over. You wanted to pull all your hair out. The pain in your head was killing you. The memory of the accident was very painful for you. As much as you wanted it to go away, it wouldn’t. It kept coming back. The sight of blood everywhere, you trying to hold his hand as the ambulance took him away. You looked up, asking God why he had done this to you. Why had he let you live while the person you lived for, the person you loved the most in this world, was dead.
The door opened and Kris entered. He sat on the chair beside the hospital bed.
“How are you feeling now?” he asked.
You didn’t respond.
“Look __________, you have to talk. You have to say something. It’s been more than two weeks now!” he said desperately. As usual, he was disappointed. He got up to leave. As he approached the door, he turned around one last time to see if you would say something but you didn’t.
“What was the last thing he said?” you asked with a voice barely audible.
He came back and sat beside you, trying hard to hold back his tears.
‘He, aaa,” his voice choked,” he told me to take care of you.” Kris finally said. “He wanted me to offer my hand into marriage with you!” he said looking at you for an answer so he wouldn’t have to continue.
You were lost in your own thought. ‘I cannot imagine my life without him and he wants me to get married to someone else. He wants me to dedicate my life to someone else. How could he be so selfish?’ You thought about your fiancé.
“He loved you a lot. I am sure he is looking after you right now. He just wants you to be happy. Seeing you like this would hurt him a lot. You don’t want to do that,” he said putting his hand on your arm. “You have to move on ________. Please accept my marriage proposal and make him happy. This was his last wish.”
You slowly slid your hand away and turned your face, so you wouldn’t have to look at Kris.
You didn’t have a choice. You loved your fiancé too much to not listen to him. You had to get married to Kris to make him happy, even if it meant a life of misery for you. You had never imagined living your life with a person you didn’t love. You had lost all the ability to love. You couldn’t love again. You knew you were going to hurt Kris but your dead fiancé’s last wish was more important to you.
And so you got married to Kris. Your wedding wasn’t a wedding. It was a mere signing of the papers. You hadn’t exchange a word with Kris in the entire process.
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“You can sleep on the bed. I’ll sleep on the couch,” he said picking up a pillow.
You quietly lay down in bed but sleep was far from your eyes.
Two weeks passed without the two of you saying anything to each other. He would get up early every morning and make breakfast for you and then leave for work. He used to come home late and then go to sleep. This was your life. The memory of the accident haunted you every day.
“I was thinking we could go out for dinner tomorrow night,” Kris said over dinner.
“Okay,” you replied and went back to eating.
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“Are you ready?” he asked as he entered the room.
“Yeah.” You replied. You were wearing an orange dress. You looked beautiful. Kris shook his head when he realized that he had been staring at you.
“Umm, let’s go,” he said.
“The food here is really good,” Kris said as the two of you entered the restaurant. “I used to come here a lot when I was young.”
You could see his efforts to try and start a conversation and you admired them but you didn’t have the heart to talk. The two of you quietly ate dinner and came back home. You wondered how long you could keep this going.
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It was almost 12 o clock and Kris hadn’t returned. He was always home by 10. You looked at the clock repeatedly. The door finally opened and Kris stumbled inside. He was drunk. What more could you expect out of a man who was forced into an unsuccessful marriage. As he came into the room he advanced towards you. Without giving you a warning he held you tightly. You struggled to free yourself but failed. “What are you doing Kris?” you asked, still struggling. He didn’t respond and continued to take your clothes off.
“Kris, please,” you now pleaded. He dragged you towards the bed. You were now completely naked and horrified. You continued to beg him to stop but he wasn’t listening. He was lost in his own world. He got on top of you and that’s when you knew there was no stopping to this. You turned your face sideways so you won’t have to have to witness it with your eyes. He was violent. Very violent. It was painful but you controlled yourself from screaming. He had no idea how much he was hurting you.
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You entire body hurt when you woke up the next morning. You looked around for Kris but he was nowhere to be seen. You waited for him as the day passed but he didn’t return. As the sun set the door opened and Kris entered. You were curled up on the couch. He looked at you with a flat face and proceeded towards the room.
“Do you not feel sorry about what you did last night,” you yelled not being able to control your anger.
“No.” He said as he continued towards the room. You ran up to him and held him by the shoulder pulling him back.
“Is this what you promised him? To hurt me like this?,” you said tears now rolling out of your eyes.
He let himself loose from your grip and pulled back. “No, this is not what I had promised him okay! I said I would take care of you but who is going to take care of me,” he came closer to you and held you by your arms. “It’s been over 6 months For God’s sakes 6 months. You wake up after I leave and when I come home every night all I do is sleep. You never respond to any of my questions. You never offer to help me with anything. Do you even know what’s going on in my life?” he pushed you back. “I promised to take care of you and that’s what I have been doing up till now but you, you’re like a lifeless statue that’s living here with me. I have tried so hard to cheer you up every day but you don’t respond at all. I wasn’t asking you for anything but just a little care and consideration. I know what you’ve been through and I don’t expect you to love me but..”
“But what Kris? Just because you’re upset doesn’t justify what you did last night. What do you want me to do? I didn’t want to get married in the first place. The only reason I am here today is because of him. He wanted this and all I want is for him to be happy. Your concerns are the least of my worries.”
He scoffed. “Do you even hear yourself? How could you be so heartless and selfish?” he said wiping his tears. “You know what, just forget it.” He said with a disappointing face and slowly walked into the room.
You sat on the couch. Today, you were missing your fiancé a lot more than usual. If he had been here, none of this would have been happening. You wouldn’t have been stuck with Kris. You were too blind to see all that he was doing for you. You dwelled in your past because you were too scared to move on. You felt like you wouldn’t be faithful to your fiancé if you moved on like this.
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You found yourself in the bed the next morning. Kris had carried you to bed last night because you fell asleep on the couch. You rolled over and saw him still fast asleep. ‘I shouldn’t treat him like that. After all that he has done for me. Yeah, but what he did to me wasn’t right either. But you should give him a second chance.’
Your thoughts were killing you. You didn’t know what to do. A part of you was telling you to give him a chance and the other part hated him for what he had done. But you couldn’t overlook all the nice things he had done for you.
Today was the first time in 6 months, that you got up and made breakfast. You were setting the food on the table when Kris came out of the room, yawning and stretching.
“You made breakfast?” he asked with a surprised look on his face.
“Yeah,” you replied and went back to doing your work.
He came and stood behind you. “Listen about last night ..and the night before.,” he said scratching his head,” I am really..”
“Can we please not talk about it,” you interrupted.
“No, Please let me say it,” he said. “I am sorry. I shouldn’t have reacted like that. I don’t know what got into me. I wasn’t thinking straight. I was drunk and I know I’ve hurt you a lot. And what I said last night, can we please just forget about that?” he pleaded.
“If people could forget things that easily, wouldn’t this world be a happy place?” you asked looking at him with questioning eyes. “The breakfast is getting cold. Let’s eat.”
The two of you finished your breakfast in silence and Kris left for work. You felt so lonely. You wanted to talk to someone but you had nobody. Your life couldn’t have been more miserable. What you couldn’t see was that Kris was always there for you, you were just not ready.
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Kris came home early that night. You were busy reading your book. You didn’t even notice that he had entered the room until he came and stood in front of you. He had a bouquet in his hand.
“Here, I got it for you!” he said giving it to you. You took it from him and placed it besides you. You felt guilty. You wanted to apologize but you didn’t know how. Kris sat beside you and began to say something but stopped. He wasn’t sure if he wanted to say anything.
“I am sorry about what I said.” You said finally breaking the cold silence.
He held your hand in his, “Can we just move on from all of this and start over?” he asked. Here was the moment of truth. You had been running away from this question forever but you needed someone. You really did. The emptiness inside you was killing you. Kris was standing right there offering himself to you. You broke down. As the tears started coming out, you hugged him. You didn’t know if you were crying because you missed your fiancé or because you felt guilty for making Kris’s life miserable. All you knew was that you wanted this moment to last forever. The feeling of him being there for you was so satisfying. You didn’t want to let go of him. Had you started having feelings for him? You didn’t know.
“_________, can I tell you something?” he asked as he ran his fingers through your hair.
“Yeah?”
“I fell in love with you the day you became my bride. Your puffy eyes, flushed cheeks and the sad smile hurt me a lot more than you can imagine. At the time, I didn’t know why it was or what it was but I slowly came to realize that I had fallen for you. I had started loving you. Hearing you weep silently every night hurt me a lot. I wanted it to stop. I wanted you to be happy but then I made a mistake and I will forever remain guilty for that. I shouldn’t have hurt you that night. I really, really do love you. If you could find it in your heart to forgive me and accept me, I promise I will never let you down. I will try everything to make you happy. I know you can’t forget what happened in the past but I can help you move on.”
His soft voice melted like honey, in your ears. You looked up at him. He leaned in and kissed your cheeks wiping away the tears. He kissed your eyes as you closed them and then your forehead. He came closer to your lips but instead kissed you on the side. He wasn’t sure if you were ready.
You were ready. You slid your hand to the back of his neck and leaned in to kiss him. As your lips touched his, you felt a strange but happy feeling in your heart. As if it was telling you that you were doing the right thing.
“I am ready to move on ,” you said looking straight into his eyes.
His eyes were smiling.
“Thank you,” he said as he slid his hand on your back and slowly pushed you towards the bed, pulling the covers on top of the two of you. You weren’t scared of him, tonight. You were happy.
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Anon, I know this is different from what you had expected but I really wanted to try something new and more tragic than the regular cutesy stuff.
Do let me know if you liked it or not ! :)
Part 1: http://kpopfantasyworld.tumblr.com/post/28686958956/a-cold-night-kris
Requested by dinoukissme
“Alright guys these are your designs for next week. Check them and tell me if you like them okay?” you said as you handed them the pictures.
“Hey, I have an idea,” Kris suddenly blurted, “ I was thinking of just wearing a jacket, without a shirt underneath.”
You, along with all the other guys gave Kris a strange look.
“What?” he said trying to hold back his smile ,” I’ve been working out. I think it’s time I show the fans my abs.”
You started blushing. The memory of the other night started coming back to you. It had been almost a month since the episode you had with Kris but it was still fresh in your head.
“What do you think _____,” Kris asked you giving you one of his sexy looks.
“Ahh, Umm,” you shook your head,” Umm .. I think you should go for it.”
Kris was smiling at your approval. You couldn’t stand it and excused yourself out of the room.
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“Kris is so sexyyyy,” your friend whispered as the two of you stared at the guys perform. “I mean look at him. Look at his abs. How do you even work with this guy,” she asked.
“Shhhhhh, I’m not going to bring you back if you keep doing this,” You said adjusting your glasses.
Your friend pouted. “Ohh they’re coming back. Introduce me to him please,” she begged you.
“No, I won’t.”
“Pleaseeeeeee.”
“Shhhh,.. oh hey you guys did great,” you congratulated them as they came in.
“Who’s your pretty friend,” Kris came up to you guys and asked.
“Hi I am Claire,” your friend introduced herself.
“Hi, Claire,” Kris shook hands with her.
“Is your friend in a bad mood again.” Kris asked trying to annoy you.
“Isn’t she always?” your friend said.
Kris started laughing. You wanted to punch him but of course, you couldn’t.
“I’m going to leave now. You two enjoy okay?” you said giving Kris an angry look.
He smiled back at you just to annoy you more. The entire rest of the day Kris stared at you. Every time you looked at him, he was looking at you. The funny thing was, he won’t even look away, even when you caught him staring at you. He would just give you his cheesy smile and then wait for you to look away. You were confused as to why he was doing this. Sure, you guys were ‘friends’ now but you guys weren’t close. It made you uncomfortable.
After that day, every time you hung out with the members, Kris would do the same. You wanted to ask him but you were too scared. You didn’t want him to insult you.
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“Hey guys I’m going to need some help bring down stuff from the store. It’s really high and I am too short to reach it.” You said poking your head in the training room.
“Umm Kris can help you since he is the tallest one in here,” Xiumin suggested. Kris jumped up as if he was looking for this opportunity.
“Let’s go,” he said as he approached you. You were mesmerized by the smell of his perfume. ’Seriously how does he manage to smell so good, all the time.’ You thought.
“It’s really dusty up there, so be careful.” You warned him as the two of you walked to towards the attic.
“So what do you want me to get.”
“That red box on the top shelf.”
“Okay,” he said and stood on his tippy toes. He grabbed the box and put it on the floor. He came near you, his face only inches away from yours, “Anything else ma’am?”
You made a disgusted face,” No, nothing else,” you finally replied.
“So, there’s a party at our dorm tomorrow night to celebrate our comeback. Do you want to come?” he asked.
“Yeah, the manager already invited me. I’m coming,” you said trying to act casual.
“Hmm, good! So I’ll see you there,” he said.
“Yeah,” you replied.
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“Hello beautiful,” Lay said as you entered their dorm.
“Ahahaha, thankyou,” you said but your eyes were searching for Kris. You found him standing in the corner of the room. He wasn’t pleased by the comment Lay had passed. You had just found his weakness.
“So Lay, do you want to show me around the dorm?” you asked putting your hand on his shoulder.
“Sure. Come one,” he said putting his hand on your waist. You turned around to look at Kris. He was mad now. He shook his head and looked away.
You expected the party to be boring but it was quite the opposite. You were having fun. Every time Kris came near you, you walked away. He made you nervous and you didn’t want to show him that.
“Hey Luhan. Where’s the bathroom?” you asked.
“It’s in that room in the corner. Don’t go in the one outside because it’s not clean,” he warned.
When you came out of the bathroom, Kris was standing in front of you. He had locked the door of the room. You were scared. Something bad was about to happen. You started towards the door but he blocked you.
“Kris let me go,” you asked.
He suddenly held you by your waist and pulled you closer to him.
“What are you doing?” you said trying to pull away.
“Shhhhhhhhhhh,” he said and pulled you even closer. You looked away, but he kept looking at you.
He wouldn’t let you go. You didn’t want to scream and create a scene.
“Why do you look at me like that?” you finally gathered enough courage to ask. Your whole body was numb because of nervousness. You were looking at him straight in the eye now. Kris began to say something but stopped. He slowly moved one of his hand up your back and then moved you hair from your face. He leaned and kissed you. You couldn’t have possibly imagined this. He was kissing you. You were kissing him too. You didn’t know when you began kissing him back but you were kissing him. He slid his hands under your shirt and pushed you gently towards the wall. He moved towards your neck and began kissing you. You weren’t scared anymore. You were enjoying it. Your heart had secretly wanted this all along. Then the reality of it suddenly hit you. What if he was just using you. You pushed him back.
“This isn’t right Kris,” you said.
“What’s not right?” he asked.
“This.”
“I like you ______, I don’t see what’s wrong with that?”
You gave him a confused look.
“I’ve liked you for a long time actually. I just didn’t want to tell you because I wasn’t sure if you liked me.” He came closer to you and held your hands. “But that night, when you and I were stuck in that room, I realized that you liked me too. You know it’s true, you can’t deny it.”
He was right. You couldn’t deny it. You did like him.
He held your face in his gentle hands. “All I am saying is that I want to be with you. I don’t like seeing you with other guys. I want you to be mine. Forever.” He was looking straight into your eyes.
A smile broke on your face. He wasn’t lying. You could see it in his eyes. All that intimidation suddenly disappeared.
He leaned in and kissed you on the cheek. “So should I consider that smile a Yes?” he asked.
You nodded, still too surprised to say anything. You hugged him.
“I promise you, you won’t regret this,” he whispered.
“I won’t,” you replied enjoying the weird feeling in your stomach.
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I was drawing a blank towards the end so I watched this video for inspiration
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eSnIbBh1ENg
Cr: dragon wufan
Requested by anon
“Gaaaaahhhh I have never been more confused in my life. Tell me which ones should I choose? The red shorts or the yellow shirts?” you asked your friend as you packed for the camping trip.
“You are so lucky you get to the go on a camping trip with the Exo members.”
“I work with them every day hun, this isn’t anything special. Now focusssss.”
“I dunno, wear whatever color Luhan likes,” she said and winked at you.
“Ohh stop it,” you said throwing a cushion at your friend.
“What?? Admit it that you have a cute little crush on him,” your friend replied with a smirk.
“No I don’t.”
“I don’t know what you see in him honestly. Like he is cute but look at Kris, he is sexy. And sexy is what you need in a boy friend.”
You blushed when anybody took Kris’s name, after you accidently walked on him when he was shirtless.
“Kris is really sexy but Luhan is so cute. I’ve always imagined my boy friend to be cute and childish and besides, Kris really intimidates me.” You replied with a sigh.
“If I were you, I’d go nuts over Kris.”
“That’s why I never introduce you to them,” You said patting hear head.
“I hate you,” she pouted.
“I love you,” you said as you left the room with your bags.
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“Is everybody on the bus?” the manager yelled.
“No, __________ is coming.” Luhan replied.
As you get on the bus, you look around. The only seat that was empty was the one next to Kris. ’Seriously did it have to be him.’ You put your stuff down and sat next to Kris. He didn’t even look at you and kept staring out the window.
“Hey,” you said.
“Hey,” he said back and that was pretty much all the conversation you guys had the entire bus ride.
“Hey Lay, what’s up with Kris? Why isn’t he talking?” you asked as you got off the bus.
“Him and Luhan had a fight last night over something. Actually they’ve been like this since last week.” Lay whispered back.
“Oh alright.” You gave him a thumbs up and walked towards Luhan. You always felt so comfortable around him.
“Hey Luhan, whatsup.”
“There you are,” he said putting his arms around your shoulder.
“Do you know what’s wrong with Kris? He’s extra quiet today. He is usually quiet but not like this.”
“ It don’t know. He’s always like this with me so why do I care,” he replied casually.
“Luhan,” you said with a surprise. “Are you alright? You’ve never talked about Kris like this.”
“ I know I haven’t but .. look can we just not talk about this right now?” he asked.
“Sure, whatever you say.”
“I got you something,” he said, smiling.
“What?”
“Here open it,” he said handing you a box.
“Oh my God Luhan, this is so beautiful,” you said holding the necklace in your hand.
“A beautiful necklace for a beautiful lady.”
You started blushing. “But why? Its not my birthday or anything?”
“Aaa listen I’ve been trying to tell you something for a while.”
“Hey ________ can you come help me with this,” Kris yelled from behind.
“Yeah sure. Hey I’ll be back in a bit okay,” you said and walked towards Kris.
Luhan glared at Kris, while he smirked.
“I’m sorry about my attitude on the bus. I was just not having a good day.”
“That’s alright,” you said as you helped him unpack.
“Hey Kris.”
“Yeah?”
“Is everything alright between you and Luhan?” you asked, hesitating.
He didn’t respond for a while, “umm yeah, why’d you ask?”
“I dunno, you guys haven’t talked ever since this morning.”
“We’re fine. Hey could you pass me that?” he asked clearly trying to avoid the topic.
“Alright guys, I am going to make teams of two,” the manager stood in the middle and announced,” you guys have to find wood for the camp fire. Tao can’t go because he has a back ache alright. So Xiumin and Lay. You guys are group 1. Chen and Kris, you guys are group 2. And _____ and Luhan you gusy are group 3. Now go.”
“What?” Kris gasped.
“Is everything alright Kris?” the manager asked.
“Yeah… yeah I’m fine.
The groups went their separate ways to find wood.
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“I am so tired Luhan. Can we rest?” you asked, exhausted.
“Yeah sure.” The two of you settled down.
“Hey, ______”
“Yeah.”
“Why don’t you call me Oppa?”
You started blushing,” Why? Do you want me to call you that?” you asked.
“Yeah,” he said giving you a side smile. You loved his smile, his eyes, his face. Everything about him. He was the first person who had talked to you when you first joined their team. You guys weren’t close per say but you really did feel comfortable around him except sometimes when he complimented you and you had that weird feeling in your stomach. And today when he gave you that necklace, you were so happy and every time you thought about it your heartbeat got faster.
“______” Luhan snapped his fingers.
You shook your head. “Oh sorry.”
“What were you thinking about?”
“The necklace..oh I mean .. nothing,” you cursed yourself for making it so obvious.
Luhan started smiling.
“Let go,” you said getting up.
“Wait,” Luhan called after you. You turned around and looked at him. He got up, came towards you and kissed you on the cheek and then quickly looked away. He had kissed you. You couldn’t believe it. Luhan, had kissed you. Your heartbeat got faster again and the weird feeling in the stomach came back.
“Oh why did you have to do that Luhan,” you asked holding your stomach.
“Why? You didn’t like it?” he asked.
“No, I loved it,” you blurted out. The two of you looked away to hide your smiles.
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You heard noise outside your tent as you woke up. It was the middle of the night. You got out and walked towards the trees where the noise was coming from. Kris had pinned Luhan to the tree, holding him by his collar. “Why did you do that? I told you that we would tell her together and then she can decide.” He said and pushed him towards the tree again.
“Aaaaaa,” Luhan screamed.
“I told you to stay out of my way,” Luhan said pushing Kris back. Kris got back up and advanced towards Luhan. He grabbed him and again and the two fell on the ground. Kris was on top. He pulled Luhan by the collar. Luhan pushed him back. Kris punched him and Luhan started bleeding. Luhan punched him back. Both were bleeding now. You stood there horrified. You couldn’t move a muscle. It was as if you froze. You suddenly screamed to stop the two from fighting. They both looked at you and pulled away.
“What is wrong with the two of you? Are you guys insane?” you said shaking both of them.
“It’s all his fault,” Luhan yelled.
Kris advanced towards Luhan for another attack. You stopped him and pushed him back.
“Seriously what’s going on?” you yelled.
“______, tell him that you like me!” Luhan said.
“What?” you were surprised.
“Well that’s because you never gave me a chance to confess my feelings to her,” Kris yelled at Luhan. He then walked towards you and held your hand. “_______, I’ve liked you for a long time. I didn’t know Luhan liked you too. When we both found out about it we tried to deal with it like men but it just can’t happen anymore. I’ve waited too long for this.”
Luhan came towards you and pushed Kris aside. “_______, I fell in love with you the first time I saw you. We have been friends for over a year now and I want us to be more than that.
“You know what I am done with this,” Kris said from behind. You pulled your hands from Luhan and took a step back. “Look at the two of you. You guys were like brothers and this is what you guys are doing now? Fighting like this.” A tear rolled down your cheek. “I am so sorry, but I can’t do this. Choosing one of you means hurting the other and I can’t do that. I just cant.” You said and buried your face in your hands.
You turned around to leave.
“Wait,” Kris called you back. “I don’t want to do this. I don’t want you to leave.”
“What option do I have,” you asked wiping your tears.
“I don’t know okay, I really don’t know. If you choose one of us at least that’ll make one of us happy!” he said.
“Then what about the other person?”
“We can learn to live with it!”
“It’s not that easy,” you said looking at Luhan. You took off your necklace and gave it back to him, “I am really sorry.”
Kris was surprised. Kris was the only one who knew the story about the necklace. Luhan’s mother had given it to him. He always said that he would give it to the person he loved. He had had girl friends before but none of them had been lucky enough to get it. Kris had known Luhan for a long time and after all they were more like brothers than friends. He knew he had to make this sacrifice.
“_______, choose Luhan,” Kris came towards you and held you. “If you don’t choose him and walk away from here I have no idea what will happen to him. He can’t live without you,” Kris turned around and looked at Luhan. He was crying.
“He really loves you, maybe more than me too,” Kris said as a tear rolled down his cheek. He took your hand and put it in Luhan’s. “Don’t worry about me. I’ll be fine,” he chuckled.
“Kris, I am so sor..” Luhan started but Kris cut him
“It’s okay,” Kris patted Luhan’s shoulder. “I’ll be fine, trust me,” he said and quickly turned around to hide his tears.
You had no idea what just happened. Girls would be flattered if two guys fought over them but not you. You hated it. You knew you had hurt Kris but it was true you liked Luhan too. You didn’t know if you loved him but you knew the he was the one you wanted to be with. You buried your face into Luhan and cried. You cried a lot.
“I am sorry you had to go through all of this,” he whispered and then kissed you on your forehead.
“I’m going to need some time,” you said.
“Take all the time in the world. I can wait,” he said and held your hand. You rested your head on his shoulder as the two of you walked back.
“Luhan oppa.”
“Yeah,” Luhan smiled.
“Can I have the necklace back?” you asked.
“Sure,” he said handing it back to you.
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I wanted to cry while I was writing this one because this scenario has been the hardest for me to write. I CAN’T choose between the two. I didn’t know till the last paragraph who I wanted to choose. Kris was the first person I liked in Exo M and Luhan is one of my biases now. :( sorry if this isn’t as good, I was having a hard time and my thoughts were scattered. Anyways I hope you like it anon :)
“Oh, I am so bored. Come on guys think of something,” you said throwing a cushion at Kai.
“I dunno you think of something. I am just as bored as you guys,” he said throwing the cushion back at you.
“Why did the other guys have to leave?” you asked
“They’d been planning this trip for months. We finally got a break so they left.”
You were in Exo’s dorm. It was snowing outside so you guys couldn’t go anywhere. Suho, Kris, Kai, Xiumin, Chanyeol and Luhan were the only ones there.
“So what are we all talking about?” Kris came and sat next to you wrapping you in his arms.
“We are so bored,” Suho said yawning.
“Where’s Luhan?” Xiumin asked.
“He’s inside talking to his special friend,” Chanyeol said entering the room.
“Oh, I have an idea,” Kai said snapping his fingers.
“What?” Kris asked.
“Let’s play Just Dance on the wii. I really wanna try it. I bought it yesterday.” Kai insisted.
“Sure, I’m in.” you said. You loved dancing, Kris however didn’t share this interest with you.
“Sure, I’m in too, “Suho said and the others followed.
You turned around and looked at Kris. He had a flat face. “What’s wrong? Don’t you want to play?”
He sighed. “I do. You guys set it up okay. I’ll be back in a minute. I gotta take a call.”
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Kai and Suho set up the wii and began dancing.
“Wooo Wooo Woo, You guys aren’t doing it right,” Chanyeol butted in. “Let me show you how it’s done.”
“Wooooowwwwww,” you and Xiumin hooted.
***Dance battle, dance battle dance battle** All of you started cheering.
Chanyeol and Kai danced. They were both pretty good.
“Come on guys play some English music,” you said.
“Hmm let me see if we have any,” Kai stopped to check.
“Ohh Found one. Poker Face by lady Gaga.”
“Oh My God that’s my favorite,” you said getting up. “Kai Oppa dance with me,” you asked him.
“Sure my lady,” he winked and offered you his hand.
“Hahaha, someone start the music please,” Kai said.
The two of you started pretty well. You loved dancing and Kai was amazing too. Both of you were in a sync. The rest of the guys were clapping and hooting.
‘Can’t read my, can’t read my
No he can’t read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)
Can’t read my, can’t read my
No he can’t read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)’
You slid your hand in a zig zag motion on Kai’s body and slowly descended. Kai pulled you up and brought you closer to him with your faces less than an inch apart. Your bodies were moving together now. Both of you did a pelvic thrust together. Kai, slowly moved your hair from your face and let you lean back and then pulled you back towards him. He ran his hands down your arm and then back up.
‘P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)’
The two of you finally pulled apart. Everybody was clapping.
“Wow, you guys are such a good dancing couple,” Chanyeol patted your back.
“Ghamsahamnida,” you looked at him. Kris was standing right behind him. You didn’t know when he came in the room but he looked pretty upset. You smiled at him hoping he would smile back. He didn’t. Everybody was still laughing and dancing. You walked towards Kris but he started in the other direction.
“Kris Oppa wait,” you called after him. He walked out the front door. You ran after him.
“Where are you going?” you asked him holding his hand.
“On the roof.”
“Okay I’m coming with you.”
“Why? Did you get bored of dancing with Kai?” he snickered and took the stairs.
You followed. “Kris wait.” You called after him again.
“What is wrong with you? Why did you just leave like that? What will the guys think?” you asked him several questions.
“You should be more worried about what I think?” he said turning around and looking at you.
“Kris it’s freezing out here. Let just go back.”
“I don’t want too. You are welcome to leave.”
“Well you know I won’t leave without you.”
“Then don’t.”
“But I’m freezing.”
He sighed and took off his jacket and wrapped it around you.
You smiled at him but he still didn’t smile back.
“Kris talk to me please?”
“I didn’t like it.”
“Didn’t like what?” you asked.
“The way you were dancing with Kai,” he said looking straight into your eyes.
“Why?”
“Because the two of you were very close. And he was touching you. I should be the only person who should touch you like that. Nobody else.”
You couldn’t stop smiling. Kris was jealous. It made you happy to hear that he cared.
“It won’t happen again, If you don’t want me to.” You said hoping he would understand.
He turned around and held your hands. “No, now you’re making me sound like a mean possessive boy friend. I don’t want to be that. It’s just that you love dancing and Kai loves dancing and the two of you get along very well. So when I saw you dancing with him like that and him touching you, I guess .. I ..got a little jealous. Kai is my dongsaeng and I know he is a very nice guy but believe me I would react the same way if it was any other guy. I don’t have anything against the two of you, I just..”
“Shhhhhh,” you said putting your finger to his lips. You were smiling.
“You don’t have to give me explanations.” You said and hugged him. “I won’t ever dance with anybody ever again. And it’s my choice so you don’t have to feel bad about it.”
He kissed you on the neck. “I love you __________”
“I love you too Kris Oppa,” you said and hugged him more tightly. “We should go inside. You’ll get sick,” you said realizing that Kris wasn’t wearing a jacket.
“Mhmmm let me enjoy this hug first,” he whispered.
Sometimes it’s okay for guys to get jealous. It just shows how much they care about you.
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I wish I could make it more interesting but I think it turned out well. I hope you like it anon. :)
I freaking love this gif ! [gif not mine]
Awwwww thankyou. Im glad you liked it :) Alright if you insist I’ll write a sequel :) **HUGSSS**

Requested by anon
**Guest appearance by Kris**
“Will you be my girlfriend?” Tao asked holding your hand.
“Finally. It sure took you long enough to ask,” you said as you hugged him.
“So it’s a yes?” he asked.”
You pulled back,” Of course. Do you know how long I’d been waiting for this?” you asked, not looking for a reply.
He smiled and looked down on the ground. “I am sorry. I wasn’t sure if you felt the same way.”
“Seriously? I have been dropping hints forever.” You said running your fingers through his hair. He pulled you closer and kissed you on the cheek. The two of you were so close, that everybody thought you were dating but it had just now become official.
“But, what about you and Kris?” Tao suddenly asked.
Your face hardened. That was the last thing you wanted anyone to bring up. You and Kris had been through some hard times. You used to like him but he didn’t like you. Then when he finally started liking you, it didn’t click between the two of you so you guys moved on.
Your throat was dry. “You know I’ve moved on Tao,” you said. You didn’t like anyone mentioning his name in front of you. Even though it had been 6 months you still needed some time.
“I’m sorry if that disturbed you,” Tao said holding your hand. “Let’s go.”
“Where?” you asked.
“To the movies.”
“Huh?”
“I read your bucket list. That’s where you’ve always wanted to go for a first date,” he winked at you and smiled. This is the reason you liked Tao so much. He always found a way to cheer you up.
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One year later
You knocked on Exo M’s dorm and waited for a response. The door opened and Kris was standing opposite you.
“Hey, where’s Tao?” you asked pulling a smile.
“He’s not home. He went downstairs to the gym. He’ll be back in an hour.”
“Ohh, and the guys?”
“They are all out playing soccer.”
“Ohh,”
“Come on in,” Kris invited you, leaving space so you could come inside.
“Umm okay.” You went inside and sat on the couch. Kris went back to his room. You puffed your cheeks and let out a sigh. There weren’t any magazines around on the table either.
“So, what have you been doing?” Kris suddenly asked coming out of his room.
“Umm, nothing much. I just started my summer internship.” You said burying your hands between your laps.
“Ohh that’s good. Really good actually,” Kris said sitting beside you on the couch.
Over the past one year, you had little contact with Kris. Every time you hung out with the Exo M members, the two of you barely talked. You were glad today because Kris was sitting so close to you and you weren’t nervous at all. That “butterflies feeling” you always felt in your stomach whenever Kris was around, you didn’t have it anymore. You were madly in love with Tao now. He made you happy. He took care of you. Most of all, he was first a friend and then a boy friend to you. What else could you want?
“Do you want something to drink?” Kris asked.
“Yeah sure.” You said smiling back.
Kris got up and went to the kitchen. You suddenly heard a glass drop. “Ouchhhhh,” Kris cried in pain. You ran into the kitchen. He had hurt himself while dropping the glass and was bleeding.
“Oh my God Kris,” you said and pulled him out of the kitchen. “Just sit here okay. And I’ll get the first aid kit.”
You came running back, took out the things needed and started cleaning the blood.
“Aaaaa,” Kris let out a soft cry.
“Oh I’m so sorry but this is going to hurt a little,” you warned as you applied the alcohol swab.
You heard the front door open. Tao came in. He saw the two of you sitting so close together, you tending to his wound.
“Oh Hey Tao, you’re back,” you greeted him.
Tao was lost. He snapped himself back to reality. “Ohh hey, what happened?”
“Kris injured himself so I was cleaning him up.”
“Ohh hmm, alright then I’ll just be in my room.”
This was strange. Tao loved his hyung. If anything happened to Kris he would come running to help. He was acting weird today. You went back to dressing Kris’s wound.
“There, it’s all done.” You said and rubbed your hand on his wound. “You might want to show this to a doctor too,” you suggested.
“Yeah, will do.”
“I’m gonna go check on Tao now,” you said and got up.
You knocked on Tao’s door,” Tao can I come in?”
“Yeah.”
You slowly opened the door. He had just taken a shower and was in bed.
“So what was that all about?” you asked closing the door behind you.
“What?” Tao asked sounding irritated.
“You not showing any concern when Kris was hurt,” you asked.
“It was just a cut. No big deal.” He said without even looking at you.
“Tao, at least look at me when I’m talking to you,” you said.
He jumped out of bed. “What do you want me to do huh?”
“Watch my girl friend sit so close to my hyung? Or should I say watch her sit so close to the person she once had feelings for, who also happens to be a person I really respect.”
“Tao, why are you talking like this,” you asked a little scared of how furious he was. He held you by your arms. His grip was firm.
“I’m done with this. I don’t want to be your second choice. I don’t like it when you are around him. Especially when I’m not around.”
“Tao, you’re being ridiculous. Do you even hear yourself?” you asked. You were really hurt.
“I am not being ridiculous.” He said pushing you back.”I don’t like it when you’re around him. I thought I had made that clear.”
“He was hurt Tao,” you said fighting your tears.
“I don’t care okay, I really don’t care. All I saw was you sitting so close to him. Who knows you might still have feelings for him. I don’t want to be in the rebound relationship.”
“When have I ever made you feel like that?” you asked.
“Every time you’re around him.”
“When have I ever been close to him? I always made sure I stayed away from him just so you wouldn’t be upset.”
“Ohh so you were doing me a favor.” He said moving closer to you. “Is that what it is all about?” he said shaking you.
“Tao, you’re hurting me,” you said this time not being able to hold your tears.
He let go of you and turned around. “I love you Tao, I really do. I don’t have any feelings for Kris anymore. I don’t know how to make you understand that but it’s true. Nobody knows me better than you,” you wiped your tears,” and I don’t want our relationship to end like this.” You said hoping for him to say something. He didn’t. You were disappointed. You slowly walked to the door, opened it and turned around one last time, hoping he would stop you. He didn’t. You left the room, wiping your tears. Kris was standing in front of you. He looked at you apologetically. He wanted to fix this. He advanced towards you. “No, please don’t,” you said motioning with your hands to stop him and left.
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“You shouldn’t have done that,” Kris said to Tao as he entered the room.
“Please don’t defend her.” Tao said controlling his anger. No matter what he still loved his hyung.
“She really loves you Tao. I’ve seen it in her eyes. Believe me I know. When we were together it wasn’t like that. We liked each other but we didn’t love each other. She loves you. What you did to her was very hurtful. Wouldn’t you want me to help her if she was hurt and you weren’t around?” Kris asked hoping he had changed Tao’s mind.
“Oh my God what have I done?” Tao said burying his face in his hands. He was crying. “How could I ever let her go like this. She will never take me back now.”
“She will,” Kris said removing Tao’s hands from his face. “She loves you. She will take you back any time. Now go get her back.” Kris patted Tao on the back.
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Tao ran to your apartment. Instead of knocking on the door, he took out the spare keys from under the mat. He slowly walked into the room only to find you crying, with your head buried into your lap. His heart ached seeing you like this. He quickly walked towards you. You looked up at him, and looked away.
“What are you doing over here?” you asked wiping your tears.
“I want to make things right.” He said sitting in front of you.
“I am so sorry about what I said ______, If only I could just take it back,” He said.
“You can’t take it back, that’s the problem.”
“I know baby, I know.” He said hugging you. You let him. You wanted him too. You couldn’t just let go of him like this.
“I don’t know what happened to me. I was jealous. Really, really jealous. Seeing you two so close made me think you might still have feelings for him. I suddenly felt like I wasn’t good enough for you. What I didn’t realize was that I was hurting the person who I love the most. Oh how could I ever do such a thing?” he said while rubbing your back.
“Tao, why would you ever think I don’t love you? I have never loved any one more than I love you.” You pulled back and placed your hand on his cheek. “You shouldn’t be jealous of any one because there is no one compared to you on this planet. Nobody can understand me the way you can.”
A tear rolled down his cheek. You wiped it.
“I am so sorry. I promise you this won’t ever happen again. Just don’t go away from me. My heart sank when you left. I don’t want to ever make this mistake again. And I’m sorry if I hurt you,” he said running his hand gently on your shoulders.
“Aii,” you let a sigh. Your arms did hurt. His grip had been firm.
“I am so so soo sorry,” he said, crying.
“Please don’t cry. It’ll be fine in a few days.”
Tao hugged you. “I love you so much.” He said and kissed you on your neck.
“I love you too,” you replied kissing him on the cheek.
He kissed you on the lips and then on your neck again, pushing you down. He was now on top of you slowly unbuttoning your shirt. You let him. Both of you needed this.
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Aaaaaaaaa, I’m sorry anon.. I have no idea when this became 5 pages long. Anyways I hope you like it. :)