Your Wish Is My Command

It’s the cold again! - [Kyuhyun]

Requested by anon

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Your phone buzzed for the nth time but your tired body was too worn out to even move an inch. You looked at your phone helplessly, as it lay on the other corner of the bed. Fuming, clear liquid rolled out of your eyes occasionally which made it even harder for you to open your eyes. Your head hurt from sneezing and coughing all day.

The phone that had stopped buzzing for a while started vibrating once again. You breathed a heavy sigh and closed your eyes tightly. There was no way you could get up so why try.

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You woke up to the smell of hot chicken soup. It tingled your taste buds and teased your empty stomach. Last time you ate properly was two nights ago. “Oppa! Is that you?” you called with all your might. You knew well that your voice barely reached the door- of your room. There was no response. You began to call out once again when Kyuhyun walked in with a big bowl of soup in his hands.

“Oh thank God you’re here,” you said with half open eyes.

“Ye,” he murmured. He placed the bowl on the night stand carefully. He then slid one of his hands under your tired and weak body.  

“What are you doing?” you asked.

“Helping you sit up,” he said without making any eye contact. You scanned his face while he did his job. He seemed a little mad and maybe a little disappointed. You knew well why it was but you didn’t have the strength to ask.

Kyuhyun sat beside you, still holding one of your arms. You began to lift it to fix your hair but he stopped you. Instead he leaned in closer to remove the strands from your face, all without looking at you.

“Why won’t you ……” you couldn’t finish your question as a fit of cough took you. Kyuhyun panicked, constantly rubbing your back while holding your body close to him.

“Shhhh! Don’t talk .. don’t talk,” he whispered into your ear. When you finally recovered he sat down besides you once again, this time holding the soup bowl in his hands.

“Here,” he said offering you a spoon full. You let your nose smell the delicious aroma for a good bit before finally sipping it in. Within seconds you had finished the entire bowl. Your pale cheeks started to flush as your body gained strength. Kyuhyun looked at you, pleased with his own performance.

“I’m going to put this up,” he said and left. Sleep took over you once again and your eye lids began to shut. You struggled to stay awake so you could talk to your oppa but he was taking too long. You heard some utensils falling here and there and then him cursing himself for his clumsiness.

When Kyuhyun entered the room again, you had fallen asleep. He was mad at you, he wouldn’t lie about that but looking at you sleep like a baby made him forget all about it. He slid under the sheets and put his arm around you. You made yourself even more comfortable, resting your head against his body, smelling his decent but faint scent.

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“________,” you heard your name being called. The voice seemed to be coming from afar. You squeezed your eyes, also scrunching your nose as you clenched the sheets.

“__________,” the voice was louder this time. It repeated twice and then three times. You finallyopened your eyes. Kyuhyun’s face was only inches from your ears. He smiled at you, this time looking straight into your eyes.

“Feeling better?” he asked. You nodded your head wrapping your hands around him and pulling him closer. He chuckled at your cute attempt but didn’t struggle.

“Are you still mad at me?” you asked.

“Me? Mad at you? No way!” he said in a high pitched voice. You looked at him and then punched him on his chest softly.

“Don’t lie to me. I know you were mad…” you pouted.

“I wasn’t mad… I was just worried about you,” he played with your hair. “Why didn’t you pick up my phone? What if I never found out you were this sick?”

“I know, I know,” you tried to comfort him. “I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be sorry,” he leaned in to give you a kiss on your forehead. He then rested his chin on your head, rubbing your back lightly. You knew he was going to stay till you were ready to walk. He didn’t usually show it, but you loved his protective side.

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Okay so Im sorry this is super short but I honestly didn’t know what else to add to it. Plus I have 5 more scenarios to finish before this weekend so I’m just hurrying through! I hope you all like it :) 

posted 5 years ago with 28 notes

I wanna love you - [Donghae]

Requested by anon – Based on this song!

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The two boys swung their heads from side to side in a light motion, enjoying the music. They didn’t need to drink to reach that level of ecstasy. Music was more than enough. Eunhyuk looked to his side; his lips forming a curve at the sight of Donghae tapping on the wooden counter. “What are you thinking?” he asked. Donghae’s ears perked for a brief second. He shook his head but didn’t utter a single word.

“You okay?” Eunhyuk asked again, this time placing his hand on Donghae’s shoulder.

“I’m fine,” Donghae replied, pulling an artificial smile on his plain lips.

“I thought we were going to have fun tonight,” Eunhyuk said pointing to the huge crowd. Donghae looked in the direction with a heavy sigh. His head hurt from the day’s work but he didn’t want to show it. Eunhyuk had planned this a week ago.

“Come onnnn!,” the lean muscled pulled the other one. Another sigh escaped Donghae’s lips as he jadedly stepped onto the dance floor.

“It’s funnnn right?? Now let me find you a girl,” Eunhyuk winked.

“Aniyaaaa!” Donghae warned, widening his eyes.

“Don’t be like that,” Eunhyuk replied, swinging his head around for beautiful girls.

“Stop it,” Donghae nudged him in irritation. “I don’t need your help. I’m just not in the mood today…”

Eunhyuk looked at the tired and worn out Donghae with a disappointing face. He was a little mad on the inside but he thought it better to not show it. The poor guy had had a tough day. Donghae graciously excused himself and slowly trailed back to his seat. He looked around to make sure Eunhyuk was doing fine; he however was lost, somewhere in the pool of people.

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“Donghae ahh! I want you to meet someone,” Eunhyuk said patting on a half asleep Donghae. Your heart sank a little upon hearing the familiar name but still you curiously waited for the guy to look up. You had come to the club that night with a few of your friends. Eunhyuk had spotted you from afar. Your bright smile and twinkling eyes had attracted him at first sight. After talking a good bit he decided to introduce you to his friend. A friend who happened to have the same name as a guy you once knew..a guy you once felt something for.

Donghae finally moved after Eunhyuk shook him a few times. “What is it?” he asked with his head still bent down.

“I want you to meet someone!” Eunhyuk said putting his arm on your shoulder. Your heart began to race as his face started to reveal. For every second that passed, you wished it wouldn’t be the same guy. Your wishes were useless. It was the same person…

Donghae’s eyes widened at the sight of you standing so close to him, once again, after so many months. Both of you looked at each other with questioning eyes, each blaming the other. A sort of unspoken communication began between the two of you. ‘Why didn’t you try to find me?’- you asked. ‘I did! I really did but I failed…’ he replied. ‘You can’t just use that as an excuse!’- you furrowed your eyebrows. ‘I know and I’m sorry!’ – he couldn’t look you in the eyes anymore.

“Are you guys okay?” Eunhyuk asked looking at you both, strangely. You looked away to hide your moist eyes.

“She’s mine!” you heard Donghae say. You felt Eunhyuk’s grip loosen on you as he leaned in closer to Donghae.

“What do you mean?” he asked with a chuckle.

“I mean… I found her before you. She’s mine!” Donghae paused for a little bit. He looked over at you, you who were still hiding your face from both the boys. “You can’t …have her!” he added sounding more aloof than before.

“What do you mean?” Eunhyuk asked with a tinge of anger in his voice. “I saw her first. You can’t just say stuff like that.”

“You don’t understand Hyuk… it’s complicated,” Donghae tried to calm him by patting his shoulder.

“Then explain it to me!,” Eunhyuk exclaimed in frustration. Donghae looked at him and then at you still deciding what he should do. You had set your mind on not saying anything. On the inside however you wanted Donghae to settle everything with Eunhyuk so you could talk to him privately. He had lots of explaining to do.

Donghae breathed a heavy sigh. He got up and made Eunhyuk sit down on his seat. He leaned in closer to him and in a very serious tone, he began, “You’re going to have to trust me on this…” He continued to look into his eyes to see if he would say anything. Eunhyuk didn’t. Donghae turned around to walk towards you. Suddenly Eunhyuk pulled him back and punched Donghae across the face. “I hate you so much,” he said childishly. Donghae gawked Eunhyuk apologetically. He felt bad- he really did.

“I’m sorry,” Donghae mumbled. Eunhyuk breathed heavily, looking away from him. He was still angry but he trusted Donghae very much. He shut his eyes to think for a while. There wasn’t any thinking required.

“Now what are you doing standing here! … GO WITH HER!” Eunhyuk said grinding his teeth but forcing a smile on his face. He still had to do a lot with his anger management. Donghae’s face lit up as the permission was granted. He turned around grabbed your hand and pulled you out of the club.

You looked at him, and he at you. He was smiling but you were far from that. You were mad.

“I’m sorry _________,” he whispered through the howling wind. Your hair slapped the side of your face, almost blinding you. Donghae lifted his hands and very lovingly removed them from your face.

“You didn’t even ask what I wanted!” you said looking away.

“You don’t want to be with me?” he asked as his heart sank and his face grew pale. His worried state awoke all your dead emotions. Your anger subsided and your stomach began to feel the butterflies. Just like the first time when you saw him. You looked at him and his bleeding lip.

“Well you did take a fist for me!” you said wiping the blood.

“Ahhhh!” he cringed his nose in pain.

“Aissshh mianhamnida,” you apologized.

“I was just kidding,” he chuckled.

The awkward silence took over again as the two of you looked at each other shyly, your fingers interlaced and the wind brushing your skin. Donghae leaned in so close that your foreheads touched. You could feel his light breath kissing your face gently.

‘You won’t leave again right?’

‘Of course not…’

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Short and sweet! I am actually really proud of this one. I wrote it in almost thirty minutes but I did put in a lot of effort into this one so yay for me :). I didn’t even get distracted by the internet because mom forgot to pay the bill again and so we didn’t have TV/ Internet or Phone connection. [Back to the cavemen days] lol but it did help me in a way J

posted 5 years ago with 14 notes

Twist – [Donghae]

Requested by Nosy Anon

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You opened the last door in the hallway hoping Donghae would be in there. All the other rooms were either empty or occupied by the other members. There was no time and Donghae had to be ready before the show started.

“Oh thank goodness you’re in here,” you sighed seeing him admire himself in the mirror.

“Sure took you long enough to get here,” he frowned.

“What?” you asked, a little confused. Donghae walked up to you, closing the door behind you.

“You need to go to the makeup room. There isn’t much time left,” you pouted.  He didn’t bother to reply. Instead , he pushed you against the door leaving no way for you to escape. 

“What are you doing?” you asked.

“Shhhhh,” he put his finger on your lips.

“We don’t have time for this right now,” you said. He furrowed his eyebrows to show his dissent. You began to say something but he shut you up by pressing his lips against yours. You knew if you struggled to get away he would only get more upset so you let him kiss you. Besides, it had been a long time since the last time you guys kissed without any interruptions.

“Happy?” you asked  him when he pulled away.

“Ye,” he smiled shyly scratching his head.

“Do you want to get ready now?” you asked. He nodded in agreement following you out of the room.

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You had recently moved to Korea therefore you didn’t know much about how things worked around over there. The job was new for you too. Usually young girls were not hired by the company but you got lucky since they were running short of makeup artists and needed someone immediately. Donghae had fallen for you the minute you were introduced you to the members. He had made a decision in his mind there and then that he would ask you out. And then in less than three months of your job, the two of you were going out.

You poked your head from behind the stage to look at the members perform. They were doing the craziest things-wearing silly costumes, dancing and jumping around. Then for a brief second you didn’t quite understand what had happened. Donghae leaned in and kissed Eunhyuk. Fangirls began cheering when they pulled apart. You felt like your eyes were going to pop out. The next minute you felt your face burning up.

“___________, they need you downstairs,” someone said from behind you. You frowned on the inside but didn’t dare show it on your face. Your boyfriend was kissing another man and you were being called to do something else.

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That night you lay in your bed, very confused about the whole situation. You were too mad to talk to Donghae after the show. He sensed that you seemed disturbed but he didn’t say much..

Maybe he is just using me to show the world that he is straight …but he actually isn’t. Wait wait.. that doesn’t make sense. He just kissed a man in front of everyone. If anything our relationship is a secret so.. that wouldn’t be right. ..hmmm maybe he wants to show the members he is straight…but then again, he just kissed another member on stage. Arghhhhh nothing makes sense…’

You pulled the sheets over your head in frustration, wanting to forget about everything.

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“Where is __________?” Donghae asked the lady who began doing his makeup.

“She is working with another member today,” she replied pushing him back on the chair.

“But _________ always does my makeup,” he said narrowing his eyebrows.

“Not anymore. She requested for another member today.”

“Why?”

“I don’t know! NOW settle down, “ she said sternly pushing him back once again.

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“__________ah,” you heard him call from behind you. Instead of stopping you lunged towards the bathroom to escape him.

“_________,” Donghae cried out your name a little louder this time. He caught hold of your arm and pulled you back.

“Leave me,” you whined.

“No!” he said angrily.

“I don’t want to talk to you,” you  said making a disgusted face.

“What is wrong with you?” he asked. You guys heard some people around the corner so he pushed you into the girl’s bathroom.

“Okay now tell me what’s going on?” he threw a question at you instantly.

“What’s wrong with me? What’s wrong with you?” you asked.

“What do you mean?” he asked.

“If you were just going to ‘use’ me then why are you going out with me?”

“Me? Using you? What? ________ what are you talking about?”

“I saw you kiss Eunhyuk?  If you’re using me as a cover then please tell me right now. I don’t want to be..”

You got interrupted by Donghae’s laughter. He held his stomach tightly, jumping a little as tears started coming out of is eyes.

“What is wrong with you?” you asked looking at him strangely.

“H..hoo..holdon!” he said. You were getting more annoyed with his actions. You were mad at him while he was laughing. It took him a long time to recover. He took a few deep breaths before finally being able to talk.

“___________ah,” he said softly placing one of his hands on your cheeks. “I can assure you that I’m not gay.”

“Liar,” you said looking away. He tilted his head to side you were looking at.

“It’s just fanservice.”

“What?” you asked with a weird expression. It brought a smile to his face. He slid his hands behind you to pull you closer to him.

“We do it for the fans. I don’t really know how to explain it…but here in ..Korea..we show this skinship because the fans like it. They demand this. It’s just a popularity stunt.”

“But why would you do such a thing? I don’t like it!” you pouted.

“Why?” he asked running his thumb softly on your lips. You looked away to show  that you were still not happy.

“____________,” you  know I love you right?” he asked.  You shook your head childishly.

“Oh come on,” he said. He lifted his hands and forced you to look at him. You stared at each other for a good minute before a smile finally broke on your face.

“Now can I get a kiss?” he asked. He didn’t wait for an answer. He leaned in and joined his lips to yours. You hesitated a bit but then let him. He was too sweet to resist and really good at convincing people.

“I hate you, you know that right?” you said when he pulled away.

“Of course,” he chuckled kissing you once again.

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Sorry for not adding more detail to it. I need to finish these scenarios! 8 more to go .. I can do this! *sighs* 

posted 5 years ago with 32 notes

Daddy’s Girl [Donghae]

Requested by anon





Walking into the SM building was banned for you. It was like stepping on the forbidden land. But that rule was old now that you had convinced your daddy to be more rational and act like modern daddies. He was insecure about his little princess being wooed by one of the trainees and then running away from home and all sorts of bad things happening. You had told him uncountable times that nothing like that was ever going to happen. The only thing that would happen would be people thinking he was a conservative person who still played the rules of the 20th century. The first day you stepped in to the building that you could consider yourself to be partly an owner of was beyond imaginable. It was nothing extra ordinary but seeing so many trainees and of course group members, who you only saw on TV before, mesmerized you. You didn’t show it of course. That would be silly. But on the inside you were jumping with excitement. The artists working under SM were known to be very hardworking and yes organization was the only thing you saw there.  Most bowed while others who you thought were older than you gave you head nods. It was that day that you had seen him first. He was the only one out of the hundreds who had caught your eye. You’d seen him on TV before but it was different seeing him in person. The reason you kept looking at him was because he didn’t take his eyes off of you for one bit.

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“Argh! What am I going to do?” you said shaking your head out of the thoughts about him. Ever since he had confessed his love to you, you hadn’t stopped thinking about him for once. You didn’t know how a few eye contacts and exchange of words were going to lead to that. Six months, only six months after you had first made an appearance at the company, he told you that he liked you. You liked him too but all you could do was smile. He took it as a yes and then you didn’t know when but things fast forwarded and only a few months later he told you that he loved you. It seemed like yesterday when he first introduced himself to you, “Hi, I am Donghae and you?” – “I am _______, the CEO’s daughter,” you had replied. He smiled and then gave a slight head nod as if he already knew.

You took the pillow and pulled it over your face breathing heavily into it. Millions of jumbled up thoughts were crossing your mind. You were just as madly in love with him as he was with you. The only problem was, how to tell your dad. Once he found out you were screwed. You knew he would do anything to keep you away from him. The ship that you and him had sailed was going to be a one big wreck and you knew that for sure but still you passed your days thinking about a way to figure things out.

You were so deeply in your thoughts that you didn’t even notice your phone ringing. You figured that a song was playing in the backgrounds to give muse to you misery. Something finally brought you back to reality though. You looked around for the phone which was buried under the sheets somewhere. As soon you found it you picked it up.

“Hello,” you said.

“Hey, what’s going on? I called you like 5 times already,” he said.

“I’m sorry. I was just… lost,” you replied.

“Something troubling you again?” he asked.

“No,” you mumbled under your breath. He could barely hear you.

“Hey listen! Do you want to meet somewhere?” he asked.

“Sure,” you replied.

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No matter how much you tried to get to your date early, Donghae always beat you. That day too, he was calmly awaiting your arrival. His face lit up when you entered through the small door of the coffee shop. Everything was the same except the smile on your face. It wasn’t there that day. He knew something was up.

“Hey,” you greeted and sat across from him.

“So I won’t get a hug today?” he asked.  You looked up and smiled slightly to avoid the question.

“What’s going on?” he asked placing his hand on top of yours.

“It’s the same old. Let’s just forget that okay?” you said and this time gave him a bigger smile.

“I told you not to worry about it. We will figure out a way,” he tried to reassure but the truth was that he himself was very unsure.

“It’s not going to be alright. Our relationship has been a secret way too long. He will find out somehow. I have crazy thoughts all the time. What if he kicks you out of the company..”

“He can’t do that. I signed a contract.”

“What if he disowns me…”

“You are his daughter.”

“What if he abandons both of us?”

“He wouldn’t _______,” Donghae said taking a hold of your hand once again to calm you. “Don’t let such thoughts disturb you. I am sure all he wants is for you to be happy. You are a big girl. You are capable of making decisions for yourself. We will figure out a way to tell him and I am sure he will be fine… Look at me,” he said squeezing your hand. You looked up and into his comforting eyes. “Just wait a little more okay?” You nodded and relieved your forehead of the wrinkles for the time being. That’s what you loved about Donghae. Somehow he always found a way to make you feel better.

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That day when you went back home, your mind was still occupied by the haunting thoughts of being separated from either Donghae or your father. You couldn’t bear either of those. Your dad took his eyes off the TV screen for a brief second to look up at you. He smiled in a questioning sort of way, seeing the worried look on your face. You shook your head and returned the smile. You began to walk when he called after you.

“Ye Abuji,” you said turning around.

“Come here,” he said tapping the empty space beside him. You followed his instructions and made yourself comfortable on the couch burying half your face in his chest.

“What’s wrong? You have been upset lately?” he said running his hands through your hair.

“Nothing,” you mumbled. “I’m just missing mom.”

“You don’t have to lie to me _________.  I know the difference when my daughter misses her mother and when she is worried about something else.”

“Aniya,” you laughed nervously.

“And that nervous laugh. I know that too,” he added.

“it’s really nothing,” you tried to avoid the topic once again. After that he didn’t insist anymore. The room fell silent.  Neither you nor he uttered a single word. The noise from the TV was nothing compared to the one inside your head.

Thirty minutes passed away with absolutely nothing happening. You decided to get up and go to sleep. Just as you were about to, your father pulled your head back down, close to his chest.

“Stay,” he said. You didn’t have a choice but to obey him. He sighed deeply and began again.

“It’s a boy isn’t it?”

“Whaaa,” you gasped in surprise.

“And he is from the company isn’t he?” he added to his previous question. How could you answer him when he already knew? You were sure he knew exactly who it was but you didn’t have the strength to say his name.

“Who is it __________?” he asked another question. You sat up and looked away. By then you had made it pretty obvious that what he had assumed was right. You couldn’t even lie to him anymore.

“________,” he said your name to push you.

“It’s really nothing dad,” you said and got up. He held your hand and forced you to sit down once again.

“I won’t be mad if that’s what you are scared of,” he said.

“You will be daddy. I know it,” you replied.

“I won’t just trust me,” he insisted squeezing your hand desperately. “I don’t want to see your upset face every day. Trust me, I’d rather see you happy.”

You thought for a while. You also recalled Donghae’s words in your head. He told you he was going to figure out a way but the position you were in at the moment was far too critical. You couldn’t lie to your dad.

“It’s one of the super junior members,” you finally said. There was no response except that he let go off your hand.

“So I was right about him being from our company,” he said sternly.

“Ye,” you said hesitantly. You could see his facial expression change from the corner of your eye. “He really respects you. And he didn’t want it to happen like this. Believe me.”

You could feel him turn towards you. “This is why I didn’t want you to come to company.”

“I know dad but what’s wrong with it?” you asked unable to control your tone. You realized how loud you were and immediately bit your tongue. “Miahnhamnida,” – you apologized.

“Will you tell me who is it already?” he asked.

“I can’t. I don’t want you to kick him out.”

You were surprised upon hearing your father chuckle. “And why would you think I would kick him out?” he asked.

“Because..,” you began but realized that you had nothing to say. Your dad placed his hand on your head in a comforting manner.

“___________ I love you and I care about the artists at the company too. Sure I am against all of this but I will never take such drastic measures.”

“Then you’ll give him a chance?” you asked, sensing you had a chance.

“Ye,” he said after a short pause.

“Can he come over tomorrow?”

“If I have time,” he said.

You finally looked up to meet his gaze. He didn’t look angry at all. In fact he seemed clam than usual. You weren’t quite sure what was going to happen but all you knew was that you had a boyfriend to text and give him a good news.

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Wohooooo!! Not a lot of Donghae scenes in this one but I think this came out good. I didn’t want to make it a sad/long scenario but I didn’t want to make it a happy one either so I left it in the middle. You guys can imagine the conclusions in your head :) 

posted 5 years ago with 42 notes

Only one in the world [Kyuhyun]

Requested by anon

*Christmas Eve Special* 



The snow floated down, softly licking your face. Christmas lights twinkled on the trees around you. The winter air smelled fresh with a hint of pine. You blew into your hands and watched as your breath formed.

As you walked, you noticed the couples cuddling on benches and walking together, holding hands. That’s just great, you thought. Of all days, you were alone on Christmas. Everyone was having fun at home, opening presents and eating good food. The cold air felt colder as it dawned on you that you were the only single person in the entire park—the only sad person.

Suddenly, you felt a tap on your shoulder. “Hey ______!”

You spun around to see what seemed to be, Santa. “Kyuhyun…? Is that you?” you asked.

“Haha yeah! Like my costume? Merry Christmas ______! I have a present for you!” He took off his Santa costume and placed it on the bench beside us.

“Wait, what? Why are you here? Didn’t you have a shoot today?”

“Yeah, but I finished as fast as I could to come back and see you,” he smiled.

“Oh… really?” your heart leaped. He was one of the closest friends you had in that strange country. You had grown attached to him and he knew nothing of it.

“Yeah, so umm I got you a gift,” he said shyly.

“Oh but you didn’t have to!” you paused. “So… what is it?”

“Me,” he whispered. You noticed his face turn pink. Your cheeks flushed as well at the meaning of what he said.

“But not like that!” He quickly corrected himself. “Well, sort of, but not really. Agh!” He sounded frustrated. “What I’m trying to say is that I’m all yours now,” he said, as he reached for your hands. “I knew you were going to be alone on this and so was I. I hate that I won’t be able to see my family. So what could be better than spending it with you.”

Your icy hands melted at his grip. You looked up to see a pair of eyes already planted on your face. He looked so good—as usual. He had on blue plaid shirt with gray pants - your two favorite colors; even though he’d been gaining weight recently, it didn’t show.

“You didn’t have to do this. I would have been fine by myself.”

“Really ________, really,” he raised his eyebrows in a mocking sort of way.

“Yes really,” you said leaning on him mischievously.

“Okay than, I’m leaving,” he said and began to leave.

“No, I was kidding,” you said and immediately pulled him back. The smile he had on his face a few minutes ago came back.

“Okay let’s go,” he said pulling you to a snowy corner where kids were making snowmen.

“Do you really expect me to make one?” you asked.

“No!,” he said and pfft a snow ball landed on your face.

“What!!!,” you cried in disbelief. He had completely taken you off guard. You bent down and grabbed a handful of snow. “You’re going down!,” you said and ran after him. You were a good runner. You quickly caught up to him and shoved the snow ball on his face.

“Yuckkk,” he cried but all you could do was laugh. Kyuhyun held your hands tightly and pulled you closer to him. He had gotten completely quiet.

“What?” you asked still giggling a little bit. He shook you and shushed you up. He had something to say, something he’d been meaning to say in a long time.

“_________,” he whispered your name.

“Ye,” you mumbled with a heavy sigh. He didn’t say anything but instead kissed you. You were surprised but it was a good surprise, a surprise you had been looking forward to in a long time. You finally knew how it felt to be liked by the person you liked. The moment seemed perfect. A perfect Christmas eve where it seemed as if you guys were the only two people in the world.

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I was busy with some stuff so one of my REALLY good/ awesome friends wrote the outline to this scenario for me. I just went in and added some details. I know I’m late since it’s way past Christmas eve and most of you are busy with family and friends but if you get a chance do give it a read. It’s pretty short. 

posted 5 years ago with 18 notes

He came after all [Kyuhyun]

Requested by sujuelf1994



“Stupid elevators,” you said grumpily and pulled your huge luggage once again. You thought moving in would be easy since the company that you were working for had given you the apartment. Apparently it wasn’t. They didn’t bother sending in any man power to help you set up everything. You had huge bags to carry up to your apartment and then when you arrived that morning, the receptionist told you that the elevators weren’t working.

“Ahhhhgggg,” you cried and pulled once again but the handle came off and the bag went rolling down the stairs. “No no no,” you ran after it.

“Ouch,” you heard someone say from the corner.  You knew it was your bag that had caused him the pain.

“I am so sorry,” you said without looking at him. You tried to get a hold of your bag but it wouldn’t budge.  It was a little strange that the person was not saying anything.  You pushed your hair back and finally looked up. He was looking at your worried expressions keenly. The corners of his lips were forming a slight curve. You didn’t know if he was mocking you or if he was just amused.

“Look I’m sorry I accidently hurt you with my bag but would you mind helping me,” you asked, really annoyed by his facial expressions.

“Ah.. oh yeah,” he shook his head.  He leaned down to grab it but there was no handle to hold it with. You held up the broken piece to show him. He looked at it than your face and in only a matter of seconds both you and him burst into laughter.

“I’ll figure out a way,” he said pushing you slightly so he could get all the space needed. To your surprise he picked up the bag in began carrying it.

“Ahh you might sprain your back,” you warned him.

“Oh no I’ll be fine.” He replied but his face clearly said the opposite. He was struggling. Right then you knew he was one of those people who cared too much about their ego. You didn’t try to stop him again.

“Where do you want me to stop,” he asked.

“Right here,” you stopped in front of your apartment.

“What? You’re our new neighbor?” he asked completely taken aback.

“Ahh yeah,” you replied not knowing if he thought it was a good thing or not.

“You know your Korean is pretty good for a foreigner,” he said putting the bag down.

“Thanks.. I guess..,” you squinted your eyes at him. “Oh and thanks for helping me carry this bag.”

“Oh no problem. .. Aaa my name is Kyuhyun by the way.” He offered you his hand.

“I’m _________,” you shook hands with him. He turned around to leave but stopped half way.

“Umm we’re having a party in our apartment tonight. Would you like to come?”

“What kind of party?” you asked. You weren’t much of a social person so invites to parties, especially parties you wouldn’t know anybody at, didn’t excite you.

“It’s just a get together, nothing big.”

“I wouldn’t know anybody.”

“You’ll know me,” he leaned in and winked at you. You were surprised. He didn’t seem like that type of a guy. If anything he seemed like someone whose life had been sucked out of him.

“I’ll try,” you smiled faintly.

“Great see ya there.” He gave you a thumbs up.

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It was 8 o clock in the evening and you still hadn’t finished unpacking. Going to the party seemed almost impossible. Your head had started to hurt  so you decided to settle down but just then you heard music blasting from the apartment next door.

“Aaahh!,” you covered your ears. “Seriously? Just when I decide to rest.” No matter how much you tried to ignore it, it still hurt your head. You gave up after a while and marched next door and knocked heavily on the door with your tiny fist. You didn’t think anybody would open the door but surprisingly someone did.

“Oh good you’re here,” he looked you up and down and then scrunched his nose. “Umm you could have worn something better but this is fine too.” He grabbed you by the arm and dragged you inside.

“No I’m not here for the party. I’m busy..”

“Let me introduce you to the members”

“Members?”

Kyuhyun dragged you around the small living room, introducing you to everyone. One of the members, who according to you was the cutest and wore a baby pink shirt winked at him. You turned around and looked at Kyuhyun and he winked back. You were a little irritated but more than that you felt your heart bloom a little. There weren’t a lot of guys who would try to woo you, back home. This was something new. You began scanning Kyuhyun’s face. He wasn’t bad looking at all. In fact if anything he was pretty decent.  

To your surprise, he made you feel very comfortable throughout the night. He didn’t leave your side at all. By the end of the night he knew almost everything about you and you, none about him.  

“It was nice having you here tonight,” the guy in the pink shirt said.

“Ahhh Ghamsahamnida,” you bowed. Kyuhyun walked you to the door and then to your apartment.

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Over the next few weeks you kept having small awkward encounters with him. He would always look at you with his warm smile and pale cheeks.  It was one of those days that you were running back to your apartment building since it started raining, when you saw Kyuhyun running from the opposite side. Both you and him were almost drenched when you reached inside and up to your floor. You shuffled your hand inside your purse looking for your keys while he played with his pocket.

“Hey..aaa..,” he called after you as you were about to enter your apartment. “ummm I think I forgot my keys inside and I don’t think anybody’s home.”

“Oh!,” you let out a short gasp. “Umm, do you want to come inside?”

“I guess I’ll have to,” he replied as if waiting for your invite. It was the first time he had come inside.

“This is warm and cozy,” he blew on his hands. You went to the kitchen to make him some coffee.

“Here!,” you handed it to him.

“Oh you didn’t have to,” he said taking it from you. You didn’t know what you were thinking but you decided to sit beside him.  You felt like you were in a movie. The sound of the rain water dripping on your window sill, the smell of the wet mud and then you two sipping your coffee. Could it be anymore perfect. You turned your head a little sideways. He did the same and leaned in closer to you. You felt captivated by his strong gaze. You lifted your hand to clench your heart and then something happened that you had been expecting. He kissed you…

You were wrong. Now, the moment was perfect.

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A few months later:

You entered Suju’s dorm hand in hand with your boyfriend. Everybody greeted you warmly. You were proud of yourself for finally being able to remember their names. It wasn’t that hard after all.

“What are you guys doing?” you asked walking into the kitchen. It was chilly outside and the boys loved your coffee.

“We were planning to go out but that can’t happen anymore. It might start snowing any minute.”

“Ah yeah I heard on the news.”

“So we’re just going to watch a movie,” Sungmin finished. You handed everyone their coffee and found yourself a soft seat next to Kyuhyun.

“I still don’t get it,” Donghae said shaking his head.

“What?” you turned around and asked with your usual cheerful face.

“Are you sure about Kyuhyun?” he asked and winked at you.

“Hey!,” Kyuhyun smacked Donghae with a magazine.

Ryeowook turned on the TV and began flipping through channels. You got a glimpse of Kyuhyun in one of them.

“Hey hey hey go back,” you suddenly spazzed. Ryeowook immediately switched back to it. It was a gossip show  about K idols. From the little Korean you understood, you tried to make out what the girl was saying. Suddenly Kyuhyun and Seohyun’s picture popped up. Then a heart popped up between their heads.

“Whaaaa!,” you gasped. You could still hear the boys patter in the background. Ryeowook nudged Kyuhyun. He looked over at your half open mouth and then back at the screen. Some girls were being interviewed about what they thought of Kyuhyun and Seohyun’s relationship. They all thought they were secretly going out. The pattering had stopped. Everybody was now looking at the screen just like you. You closed your eyes, hoping to rid your mind of the troubled thoughts. It didn’t work. You began to move.

“__________,” Kyuhyun called after you. He tried to hold your hand but you dodged it and walked right out of the apartment. You heard whispers behind you. The boys were telling him to go after you but he stood in the same position watching you leave.

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“___________ are you in..” Kyuhyun walked into the kitchen. “Why did you leave?” he asked.

“Do you want me to make you something to eat?” you turned around with a big smile on your face.

“Umm no!.. are you even listening to me.” 

“I’m making some soup so…”

“__________,” he held you tightly. “If something’s bothering you then why don’t you talk to me?”

“What are you talking about?” you asked and turned around. You pretended to look for something in the cupboard. Your hands were shaking with nervousness. Kyuhyun pulled you around once again and then hugged you.

“Are those rumors true?” you mumbled through his sweater.

“No,” he whispered back. You tightened your embrace and so did he.

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The rumors didn’t stop. They spread like wild fire and most actually started expecting them to be true. You and him had decided to keep your relationship a secret from the company but now there was another problem coming your way. His coordinators called him in one day and gave him the dreaded news. He was shocked and broken, not knowing how to tell you. He wasn’t sure if you would agree or reject his idea.

He walked into your apartment heavy hearted and sat at the corner of the couch.

“What’s wrong?” you asked sensing the tension on his face. You felt like it was radiating into the atmosphere.

“Okay I have something to tell you but I’m going to say it straight up. I don’t want to..” he looked up at you as you sat beside him. He took your hand into his. “_________, I know this may sound strange but I’m going to have to be an on screen couple with Seohyun.. but.. it’s just for the fans and nothing..”

“Are you out of your mind?” you asked pulling your hand away.  

“No no wait. It isn’t as strange as you think it is.”

“It is strange Kyuhyun. Do you even hear yourself? How do you expect me to see my boyfriend with another girl on screen? How do you expect to see everybody believe that you belong with her?”

“_________,” he tried to hold you.

“No!,” you pulled away.

“Nothing will change between us. We will remain the same. It’s just for the fans.”

“I don’t care about your fans. I care about us. I want us to b together.”

“I do too.”

“Well clearly you don’t.”

“_________ please try to understand.”

“Kyuhyun leave,” you blurted. “Just leave.”

“What do you mean?”

“I just want you to leave.” He watched you for a long time, hoping you would change your mind but you had your decision set. If he really cared about you he would tell everybody about you and him. You knew he loved you enough to make the right choice. You were letting him go because you knew he would come back…

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3 months later:

You were wrong. He didn’t come back. You were surprised as to how fast he had moved on. From declaring his relationship with Seohyun to the media to hanging out with her every day.  You were confused but more than that you were hurt. You cursed yourself for being so silly and actually believing that he loved you. He was just like all the other guys. Nothing different. Nothing different. No matter how hard you tried to avoid him, both you and him made awkward eye contact at your respective doors sometimes. What was even more sad was that apart from losing him, you had also lost 12 other good friends. 

Most of your nights went sleepless and on the others you cried till you fell asleep.  It had come to the point that you started pitying yourself. You felt pathetic for falling so hard for a guy like him. He was your first and fate had done it so that he was also your last. You knew you would never be able to love someone again. It was impossible even if you tried.

Then one day you decided to leave al of it behind and move back to US. You figured that not seeing him might lessen your pain. You resigned from your job, packed your bags, walked around the apartment one last time and then sent a flying kiss before finally locking the door.

“___________, where are you going?” you heard Leeteuk say walking up behind you.

“Ahh, no where!,” you said wiping your tears.

“Don’t lie to me.”

“Just don’t tell him okay?” you asked desperately knowing there was no point lying to him.

“Why? Why are you doing this?”

“Because there is nothing to stay for.”

“He loves you..”

Anger blazed in your eyes. “He doesn’t” you said grinding your teeth. You began walking but stopped to warn him one last time to not tell Kyuhyun. It just wasn’t worth it.

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As you walked from the taxi to the airport, times that you had spent with Kyuhyun began coming back to you.  The time you first met him at the steps of your apartment building. The way he looked at you. The way he always pushed you to things and you willingly agreed.  The way he always walked ino your apartment like he owned it. They way he cuddled with you because you forced him to. All those beautiful moments. Even if you tried you couldn’t ever forget them. You didn’t want to. They were precious. Your heart was still telling you to go back. Beg him. Tell him that you loved him. But would that change anything. He loved Seohyun now. You were nothing. Nothing to him at least.

With a heavy heart, you dragged your bag across the shining floor. You could see your tears twinkle in your reflection. You wiped them and forced a smile to not make a show of yourself at the airport. Just then two hands grabbed you from behind and embraced you into a hug. You didn’t even have the strength to gasp. You could recognize the scent. It was the same one. The one you smelled the first day you met him. The one he always wore.

“Why? .. where..were you going? Pabo!” he said in completely broken words. It was alright though. Nothing made sense anyways. His voice cracked. You could feel him shake his head.

“Let me go,” you whispered.

“I can’t,” he whispered back. You could see the cameras flashing from the every corner. You could hear fangirls squealing, screaming, crying.

“They’re watching us,” you said.

“Let them,” he replied and then kissed you on your neck.

You were right after all. He did come after you.. after all!

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This is like a typical K drama. The request was so detailed that I didn’t know what else to add to it. I’m so tired after writing this one! *sighs* 

posted 5 years ago with 50 notes


Cr: cocoonedsoul

One of the good fancams I saw of SMTOWN Singapore. Skip to 2: 20 to for the good part. I liked this because it showed a different side of the idols  to us. It shows that they have real lives too. There behaviors/ actions aren’t always staged. Sometimes they do things because they want too not just because the company asks them to do so. I also liked it because I could connect to the place. I’ve been there before and seeing SM TOWN there felt amazing [it also made me a little sad since I couldn’t be there] but I squealed when I saw the buildings behind because I’ve been to those places :) 

posted 6 years ago with 12 notes

And so the love remains [Kyuhyun]

**Even if you’re not a Kyuhyun bias, I’d recommend this scenario to you. [It’s sad btw] **



“Why are you still in here? It’s about to start snowing soon,” someone said while you were still deeply immersed in your task on the computer.

“I’ll be fine,” you mumbled without taking your eyes off of the screen.

“It won’t be safe,” he insisted.

“I’ll be fine.. really,” you said, this time looking up. “Oh Kyuhyun si,” you immediately got up and bowed.

“You don’t have to do that,” he half chuckled signaling you to sit down.

“Ah… yeah I was just about to leave,” you said, feeling a little stupid for your brief responses earlier.

“Okay, let me know if you need help. There’s practically no one else in here. Everybody left.”

“Oh.. alright,” you gave him a thumbs up and began packing.

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You walked down the ice laden road. You had tried your best to hurry but it still wasn’t fast enough to beat the weather. You weren’t even wearing the right shoes and you wouldn’t be surprised if you slipped.

“___________,” someone called from behind. You turned around to see a large but slender figure run towards you. It was Kyuhyun once again. He stopped right in front of you. You gave him a strange look.

“What?” he asked.

“Nothing..,” you shook your head.

“No tell me,” he insisted.

“Ah I was just wondering how you knew my name?” you asked.

“Is it weird that I do?” he asked.

“Aniyo,” you replied and pulled a smile. You didn’t quite know how to act like around idols. In fact it was the first time one of them had made an effort to talk to you. You It hadn’t been long since you started working at the company therefore not a lot of people knew of you.

“Umm, let me walk you home,” He suggested.

“Oh no I’ll be fine. You don’t have to go through all that trouble,” you replied.

“No please I insist,” he said. You couldn’t reject his offer. One- because he was right. It really was dangerous and Second – because you couldn’t reject an idol’s request. It was a company law. You smiled at your own silly thoughts and nodded.

“How far is it from here?” he asked.

“Not that far,” you replied.

Throughout the rest of the way Kyuhyun tried to small talk. You occasionally filled in with your ‘ums and urrrs’ but nothing special. You really didn’t have much to say.

“Oh goody we’re here,” you clapped your hands. You were hoping he would leave but he stood there watching you. “Umm would you like to come upstairs?” you asked.

“Up stairs? Umm.. okay!,” he replied. It was as if he was waiting for you to ask. You guys took the stairs instead of the elevator because the building was very old and the electricity would go any second since the weather was getting bad.

“It’s not that big but make yourself comfortable. I’ll make hot chocolate.” You said as the two of you entered your one bedroom apartment.

“Oh no no you don’t have to,” he said.

“No, I’m making some for me and my boyfriend so it won’t be a bother.”

“Boy friend?” he raised his eyebrows a little surprised at the sudden announcement.

“Oh ye, he’ll be coming soon. He usually comes to visit at this time,” you said walking into the kitchen.  Kyuhyun’s skin grew pale and his throat almost dried. He felt his heart crushing a little bit.

“You know what, I just realized I have some work pending. I should head out,” he said, still a little disillusioned.

“Are you sure?” you asked.

“Ah.. ye,” he said poking his head in the kitchen. “You guys have fun okay.”

“Ghamsahamnida,” you replied and walked him to the door.

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Days passed by and you kept having awkward encounters with Kyuhyun. You felt like he was hesitant to make eye contact, quite unlike the first time he talked to you. You had a lot going in your own life to pay much attention to him so you really didn’t put a lot of thought into it.

Winter was at its peak and you sort of liked it. It was a perfect cuddling weather. Just like all the other days, you were running late once again. You liked to finish all your work and then leave. This usually led to staying way after the closing time.

You casually walked to the exit but a sweet melody caught your ears. It sounded very familiar. Your feet automatically began towards it. You poked your head inside the room it was coming from. It was Kyuhyun playing the piano.

“I didn’t know you could play the piano,” you muttered.

“Huh!,” he looked up in surprise. “Ah, yeah I can.. just a little.”

“A little? That’s actually really good.”

“Yeah, that’s one of my favorite songs.”

“I love that song too,” you replied.

“So you listen to my music?” he asked.

“Your music….? ..wait.. is that your song?”

“Ahhhh yeah,” he replied with a faint smile.

“Oh.. I feel like such a..”

“Pabo?” he filled in.

“Ye,” you nodded.

“Can you play it on the piano?”

“Of course,” you replied. He got up to let you sit. You immediately accepted the offer and settled down stretching your arms and exercising your fingers.

“Are you ready?” you asked jokingly. He nodded back with the same smile he gave you the first time he talked to you. You didn’t quite know what it meant but you were glad it was back. You hated being awkward around people.  

Your fingers ran swiftly on the keyboard as the beautiful music filled the air. You lifted your head slightly as if asking him if he liked it. He nodded back with a warm smile. Indeed he did like it- in fact loved it. Then suddenly something struck and his expression changed. It hardened. You didn’t understand why so you stopped. He turned around so e wouldn’t have to look at you anymore. It hurt him.

“What’s wrong?” you asked and placed your hand on his shoulder.

“Nothing,” he sighed.

“You can trust me. I might be able to help.” You said.

“You can’t..”

“What do you mean?” you asked, a little confused by his statement.

“Forget it,” he said turning around. You could see the forced smile on his face. “I’ll just catch you later. It’s getting dark once again and we don’t want to be stuck here.”

He began to walk but you held his wrist. It was brave move that you made but you just couldn’t stand seeing his depressed face.

“It’s okay if you tell me,” you said.

Kyuhyun released his hand from your lose grip and then held you by your arms, tightly. “It’s you okay. It’s all about you.”

“Waaa..what do you ..mean?” you stuttered still a bit shaken.

“Ever since I saw you _________. It’s like you’re playing with my head. I have never been like this. I could never think about a girl like this… my life is music. It’s the only thing I used to think about and now it’s you. I fought it for a long time but then I got tired so I made an effort to talk to you. And then what did you do..? You told me you were in a relationship?”

“You’re making it sound like it’s my fault,” you said angrily and pulled back.

“It is your fault … for just walking into my life like that..”

You closed your eyes for a few second to let what he had said, sink in and then looked at him again. Could you really say anything? You weren’t sure. It was the best for both you and him that you left immediately. You turned around and without looking back, hurried out the door.

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You had thought the previous encounters were awkward but ever since that little piano episode had happened things got even worse. You tried your best to avoid any sort of interactions but even you knew you couldn’t do that all the time.

“Hey, do you want me to pick you up today?” your boyfriend asked you over the phone.

“Why today? Something special going on?” you asked.

“Ah nothing, I was just free tonight that’s why.”

“Sounds good to me.”

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You looked at your watch. It was almost time for Yoogeun to come. You finished the last task, picked up your belongings and ran out to the front door. You saw Yoogeun coming in only to be stopped by Kyuhyun.

“Who are you?” Kyuhyun asked.

“I’m here to pick someone up,” he replied calmly. 

“He is with me,” you butted in, walking up to the two men.

“Oh!,” Kyuhyun muttered with a sigh.

“Don’t you want to introduce me to him?” your boyfriend asked.

“Ah ye! This is Kyuhyun si,”

“Yes yes I know,” Yoogeun replied offering his hand to Kyuhyun. Even you didn’t know that he was a big fan of him.

“And this is my … boyfriend,” you said hesitantly, pointing your hand towards your Yoogeun.

 “Oh come on. Do you still go on around telling people that I’m your boyfriend?” he asked you with a comical expression. You tried to stop him from what he was about to say next. You knew it would hurt Kyuhyun and that was the last thing you wanted. After all, you respected him a lot too. “Since last week, we have been officially engaged so she is my fiancée.”

The faint smile that Kyuhyun had forced on his face disappeared immediately as he heard those words. He looked at you and then the ring in your finger. How could he miss that? He began to say something but his thoughts were too jumbled up to be formed into words. He shook his head, stuttering broken words. Yoogeun didn’t understand why and thus proceeded to invite him to the wedding.

“We haven’t even decided on a that matter yet,” you said grinding your teeth.

“We will soon,” he mumbled.

You fake laughed and took your leave from Kyuhyun. He had been given enough shocks for one day. Before you walked out the door, you turned around for a quick glance. He stood in the same position, almost motionless, with his eyes fixed to the ground. It sent a tinge of pain through your heart. You held on to Yoogeun’s hand tightly to comfort yourself. After all he was the man you loved and you were sure of it.

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After what had happened the day before you wanted to check on Kyuhyun one last time before you left for home. There were still some staff members strolling around on the first floor. Your phone buzzed. It was Yoogeun but you were too preoccupied with thinking of a plan to see Kyuhyun without being seen by anyone. It buzzed several times more. He was calling to tell you that he was coming to pick you up once again. He wanted to take you out somewhere special that night.

You tip toed to the practice room and poked your head inside. Kyuhyun wasn’t in there. A few other members were still hanging around.  

“Where is Kyuhyun si?” you asked.

“He went downstairs to get something out of the car.” Sungmin replied.

Perfect- you thought. He was outside. You could talk to him without anyone finding out. You ran outside to catch him before he came back inside.

“Kyuhyun si,” you called from a distance. He turned around, gave you a look and then turned back to looking for whatever he was looking for.

You walked a little closer. “I’m really sorry about yesterday.. I didn’t mean to..”

“What are you sorry for?” he mumbled, completely cutting you.

“No I meant.. that …” you tried to form the right words looking up at the dark sky. Kyuhyun suddenly grabbed you and then pinned you to the car.

“Tell me if for once you ever felt anything for me?” he asked. You didn’t know what to say. You barely knew him, how could you feel anything for him.

“That’s right..,” he pulled away a little. “It’s only one sided love ________ and I can’t deal with it anymore. You probably think I’m really strange and even I think I’m strange for acting like this but tell me how I’m supposed to get rid of those thoughts, those feelings.. those..” he slammed his hand against the car. You let out a little scream.

“ I don’t know what to say..” you mumbled.

“Me neither,” he scoffed. “I’m just frustrated right now.”

“I’m sorry,” you tried to console him. His condition reminded you of your own. A few years ago you felt the same way towards Yoogeun; until a year back when you finally confessed to him. He was surprised for a while but later he was one who came after you.

Kyuhyun turned around and pulled you closer to him. You could feel his gaze on you. You kept your eyes fixed towards the ground. He lifted your head slightly and without a warning, pressed his lips against yours. You were still confused when you heard a familiar voice call your name. You pulled away and turned around. It was Yoogeun. He seemed hurt and just as confused.

“Yoogeun,” you mouthed the word. He shook his head and began walking. Kyuhyun was still holding you.

“Let me go,” you asked angrily. He let go off your hand and you sprinted towards your fiancé. “Yoogeun waitttt,” you called after him. He didn’t stop until you two reached a small alley.

“It’s not like what you think it is..” you tried to explain.

“I wish I could believe that,” he said.

“It’s not Yoogeun. Trust me.”

He pulled you closer and cupped your cheeks. “I love you _________,” he said.

“I love you too,” you replied. Tears were rolling out both his and your eyes.

“But I can’t do this anymore,” he said.

“What?” you gasped in surprise.

“I’m sorry,” he said taking the ring out of your hand.

“ No Yoogeun .. no,” you pulled on his sleeve. “You don’t mean that.”

He shrugged his arm from your grip and began walking. People around the street gave you two strange looks.

“Stop it _________ and just leave,” he said angrily. You stared at him until his image faded into the crowd. You felt like your heart congesting. It hurt. You couldn’t breathe.

“_______________,” you heard your name being called. You turned around and saw Kyuhyun running towards you. Either his image was hazy, or your eyes were blurring out. You shook your head but nothing changed. You felt a tinge of pain in your head. You pushed people aside and started running away from Kyuhyun.

“______________,” he repeated your name again. He was waving his hands, trying to tell you something. You couldn’t figure out what when something hit you and boom everything blacked out.

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3 months later:

“She’s opening her eyes..she’s opening her eyes,” you heard someone say. The bright light on the top of your head was refraining you from seeing anything. You tried t lift your hand but it hurt. Your entire body hurt except for your legs. With great effort you moved your head sideways. Kyuhyun was jumping with excitement and tears in his eyes. Everything blacked out again.

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The next time you woke up, you could see more clearly. Kyuhyun was still sitting beside you holding on to your hand. You ran your tongue on your dry lips and tried to recall what had happened. It hurt your head but things were coming back. You looked at your empty ring finger. That night.. that horrible, horrible night was coming back to you. You felt disgusted by his presence so you pulled your hand away.

“_________,” he whispered your name.

“Go away,” you said with coarse voice.

“I can’t. You need me.”

“I don’t need you,” you tried to get up. It hurt but your legs refused to move. Your lower body seemed to be numb. “Why can’t I move my legs?” you asked getting a little worried. Kyuhyun held on to your hand.

“________, ________ please listen to me,” he tried to calm you.

“Will you please tell me why I can’t move my legs?” you yelled. Kyuhyun got up pressed the side of your head against his body.

“We will fix this. I’ll take you to States. We will consult better doctors.” He said in a hushed tone.

“No,” you pushed him. “No no no no,” you shook your head covering your ears.

“__________, I’m here for you. I always was and I always will be. Let me help you.”

You didn’t want to hear anything. You kept your eyes closed for a long time, trying to think everything through. How could it be? Your life was over. How were you going to live? Did Yoogeun ever even return? Why was Kyuhyun still here? How could he still love you despite all that had happened? Why didn’t he run away like Yoogeun. All the questions only brought more misery to you.

“I’m so tired,” you mumbled. Kyuhyun sat down behind you so you could rest your back against his body.

“Did he ever come back?” you asked.

“No,” he muttered. The silent room began to echo with your soft sniffles.

“I know all of this is my fault __________ and I want to fix this. If you could just find it in your heart to give me a chance. I want to take care of you and shower you with all the love that I have for you. Please,” he sounded desperate. He was desperate. He had waited day and night praying for your health. Now that you were back, he never wanted to let go of you.

“I want to sleep,” you mumbled. He moved from behind you and let you lay down. Right when he was about to walk away you held on to his hand.

“Please don’t go,” you whispered. He stared at you as if something had just struck him. Did you really mean those words?

You held on to his hand tightly, pulling him to sit. Kyuhyun lifted your hand and kissed it. He ran his fingers through your hair until you fell asleep…

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So this is honestly not how I planned for it to turn out but I guess that’s how it is! I [want] Kyuhyun! I hope you al like it! O_O

Edit: Just realized that my scenario is a little similar to this Super Junior song 

posted 6 years ago with 39 notes

7 Years of Love [Kyuhyun]

Requested by anon

Warning: It’s a little sad


You stood outside Super Junior’s dorm waiting for someone to open the door. Even though they lived in two separate dorms, they were all going to be in the one on the 12th floor that night. Eunhyuk had decided to throw a big party for no apparent reason. The elevator opened and two girls came out. They came and stood beside you in front of their dorm. You’d never seen them before.

“Hi,” you greeted waving your hand.

“Hello,” they replied awkwardly. It seemed like it was their first time. They seemed very shy.

“Is this your first time coming to Suju’s dorm?” you asked.

“Ahhh ye,” the girls replied.

“Don’t worry, you’ll be fine,” you said reassuringly. Soon the elevator opened and a lot more people came off this time. You didn’t know any of them either. You were beginning to think, you weren’t standing in front of the right dorm. Just then, the door opened and Donghae appeared with a big cheeky smile on his face.

“Anyeong,” he waved his hand and moved aside to let everybody enter. You stood on the side and let people go in before you. You went in last.

“Who are all these people?” you asked Donghae with an amused expression.

“That’s what I’m thinking. This was all Eunhyuk and Kangin hyung’s idea,” he made a face.

“Are they all here?” you asked.

“Ah, ye they’re getting ready. Kyuhyun is in my room though,” he said as you began to walk. You turned around and squint your eyes at him. “Thanks for the info,” You saluted him.

“My pleasure,” he winked at you before disappearing into the crowd of unknown people. You tried to hold yourself from smiling. Not only Donghae but all the other members, always teased you with kyuhyun’s name. You knew, he knew, they all knew, you two liked each other but neither of you were willing to take the first step to make it official. You guys liked it just the way it was.

“Oppa,” you poked your head inside his room.

“_________ah, how do you always get here early,” Kyuhyun turned around and asked you making a face.

“You want me to leave?” you pouted, folding your arms.

“Aniyo,” he said walking towards you. Water dripped from his wet hair on the carpet. Thankfully he was wearing an undershirt otherwise you’d be blushing like a tomato and it would only give him another chance to make fun of you. He stopped inches away from you with a faint smile on his face. You tried to hide your nervousness by turning your face sideways.

“Stop blushing,” he said. You quickly touched your face in surprise. “And iron my shirt for me,” he finished. You rolled your eyes and took the shirt from him.

“What was that?” he held your wrist to stop you from turning around.

“What was what?” you asked.

“That eye roll?” he asked leaning in closer.

“The guests are all here,” Sungmin said poking his head inside the room.

“Ah oh Ye we are coming,” you replied extremely embarrassed. Kyuhyun didn’t change his position for once. He stood there watching you get nervous.

“Let me go, Sungmin oppa is watching,” you whispered.

“No he isn’t. He’s gone,” Kyuhyun replied as a cocky smile spread on his face. You shrugged yourself out of his grip.

“I’ll get your shirt in a minute,” you said running out of the room. Kyuhyun chuckled and shook his head. He loved it when he made you all jumpy and shaken. Even though you had known each other for almost three years, it never changed with you. Both you and him had made it pretty apparent that you liked each other but neither of you wanted to take that unannounced relationship to the next level. His unspoken words and your silent actions were more than enough for the both of you.

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You moved from one corner to the other during the party, looking for someone you knew, besides the boys. Your eyes fell on Esther, Siwon’s girlfriend, and you lunged towards her.

“Oh Gosh! Finally someone I know,” you said standing beside you.

“I was wondering the same thing. Who are all these people?” she said while giggling. “Was it Eunhyuk oppa’s idea again?”

You nodded your head and patted her back.

“Siwon oppa is not even here,” You said.

“Ah ye, but since they invited me, I felt bad and decided to come.”

“Aww Esther. That’s so sweet. I wish I was more patient like you. I don’t know how you put with him. You barley see him throughout the year. Isn’t it hard on you?”

“It was,” she sighed, “But I got over it. I love him so I have to put up with it. I know for sure that one day things will change.”

“I envy you for having so much patience,” you said.

“What about you yourself? You have a lot of patience too,” she tapped your shoulder.

“What do you mean?” you asked.

“Oh please _________. It’s been three years and you’re still waiting for him to make a move,” she said pointing towards Kyuhyun.

“Aish,” you pushed her lightly.

“Don’t deny it,” she nudged you.

“I like it just the way it is,” you said.

“Even when he’s busy laughing and talking to other girls?” she asked. You looked up to where Kyuhyun was standing. He really was having a good time.

“Of course,” you said calmly. There was nothing to be scared or insecure about. You’d seen love in his eyes for yourself. You were oblivious to many things but there was one thing you were sure of and that was that Kyuhyun loved you just as much as you loved him.

“I’m going to get some fresh air. This party is boring,” you said to Esther.

“Okay see you around,” she said pouring another drink for herself.

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It was neither too chilly nor too warm. The weather was just about perfect that night. You sipped on your apple juice, staring at the stars in the clear sky.

“Bored?” a voice said from behind. A smile made its way to your face. You knew exactly who it was. Kyuhyun came and stood beside you.

“Still stuck on apple juice?” he asked you.

“What? How’d you know?” you asked in surprise. He shook his head with a slight smirk on his face.

“Try this,” he brought his wine glass closer to your face.

“Aniyo,” you shook your head. “I don’t want to end up drinking like you all the time.”

“Its wine silly,” he said and pressed the glass to your lips. You had no choice but to let it in you.

“There! Happy?” you asked.

“Ye,” he said and took a deep breath. “So why are you out here?”

“I needed some fresh air? What about you?” you asked.

“ I saw you coming out here that’s why,” he replied. You liked how straightforward he was. There was nothing you could say to that so you remained silent and continued to look at the stars.

“They look beautiful don’t they?” he said after a while.

“Ye,” you said nodding your head. Both you and him were lost in the moment completely blocking the noise from the party. It felt good. You felt Kyuhyun’s hand slowly slide over yours. You turned your head slightly to look at him. He was still looking at the sky as if nothing had happened. Then as soon as you looked away, he pulled you towards him, connecting his soft lips to yours. In your heart you knew it was coming but you were still a little surprised. Nevertheless you kissed him back. He slid his hand behind your back while you, around his neck. Both you and him had waited long enough. It was finally over and it seemed beautiful. You were almost out of breath when he pulled away.

“Mianhe,” he said running his hand through his hair, shyly. You didn’t say anything except to smile at him. There was nothing you could say. It was all so perfect. The butterflies in your stomach, the goosebumps on your arm, the slightly pink cheeks and shaking hands; you liked it all. You’d been waiting to feel those emotions for the longest time.

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Two weeks had passed away and you had no idea where your relationship with Kyuhyun stood. He hadn’t contacted you ever since he kissed you on the night of the party. You didn’t want to text him and sound desperate but you also wanted to know what was going on. After a lot of thinking you decided to go to his dorm. You’d known each other long enough to ask straight up. You had every right to ask him after all.

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“Oh hey __________,” Eunhyuk said opening the door just as you were about to knock on it.

“Wow,” you chuckled. “Where are ya’ll going?”

“I have a schedule but the others are going somewhere else.”

“Oh and ..”

“Kyuhyun’s still inside. He isn’t going anywhere,” Sungmin said winking at you.

“Aish,” you hit him lightly.

The boys left, leaving you alone in the apartment. You slowly walked to Kyuhyun’s room, preparing your speech. “Oppa,” you said stepping inside. He was in the bathroom. You made yourself comfortable on the couch.

“Oh you’re here?” Kyuhyun asked coming out.

“Ye,” you mumbled, not making eye contact. You wanted to say something but starting off with that topic would be awkward.

“Is there something you want to say?” Kyuhyun asked sitting down on the edge of the bed.

“Ah, aniyo,” you shook your head.

“Come on _________. Don’t play with me,” he said throwing a small object at you.

“I don’t know how to say this,” you got up and turned away from him. “I’m just so …confused. I just want to know where..” You felt two hand on each of your shoulder. Kyuhyun turned you to face him and then slowly walked you to the wall behind you.

“Our relationship stands?” he asked, finishing your thoughts for you. Your eyes widened with surprise.

“How’d you…?”

“Shhhh,” he put his finger on your lips. He leaned in and kissed you on your forehead. “I love you _______.”

You felt your heart sink. It sounded so much better than how you’d imagined it in your head to be like. You looked away as he cupped your face in his hands. You knew he was still looking at you.

“Well?” he said. You looked back at him with questioning eyes.

“You love me too right?” he asked innocently. You began to laugh nervously.

“Of course I do,” you hit his chest lightly. He pulled you into a hug immediately. You felt his soft lips on your neck, then your cheeks and finally your eyes as you closed them. He unbuttoned you slowly and then took off his own shirt.

“Do you want this?” he asked. You looked at him for a while then finally nodded. The next second, you were off the ground and in his hands. He carried you to the bed and then slid his slender body on top of yours.

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You stood outside the hospital still shocked at the news you’d received from your doctor. You were happy, very happy but deep inside you were a little scared of what Kyuhyun was going to say. Would he be just as happy as you upon hearing the news of becoming a father soon. You’d asked the doctor repeatedly if it was really true and every time he’d nodded back saying that it was. It was true after all. A little part of Kyuhyun was now inside you. You placed your hand on your stomach and smiled. You decided to call Kyuhyun and give him the news.

“Where are you?” you asked.

“Just got done with a schedule.”

“Can you come to Asan Medical Center?” You asked.  

“Huh Oh My God what happened?” Kyuhyun asked almost panicking.

“Nothing, I’m fine. I just want to tell you something.”

“Oh God. You scared me. ..Umm we just meet back at your apartment?” he asked.

“No, I want you to come here,” you insisted.

“But I’m really tired right now. I want to rest.”

“Oppaaaaa,” you whined.

“Okay, okay. Just give me 20 minutes and I’ll be there,” he said.

You were happy now. The little doubt you had in your heart was slowly fading away. You knew he wasn’t going to be mad. How could he be? Time wasn’t passing by fast enough. You’d looked at your watch almost 20 times in 5 minutes. The cars were flying by on the narrow road. You took a few steps back to keep safe. Your phone buzzed suddenly. It was Kyuhyun.

“Look up,” he said. You did as he said. He was standing on the other side of the road. He waved at you with a big smile on his face.

“Come on,” you mouthed the words waving back at him. He waited for the traffic flow to get slow so he could cross. He was half way across when more cars started coming in.

“Hurry,” you yelled excitedly. Kyuhyun looked at you and then back on the road. Both you and him didn’t see the car coming. Before you knew it, the car hit him. Your heart dropped to your stomach ad everything around you stopped. You felt something wet on your face. It was blood. Kyuhyun’s blood! Your body froze as you stared at your hands in horror. In only a few seconds your world had turned upside down. There was chaos everywhere. Worried passerby’s formed a circle around him, pushing you to the far back. Nothing made sense to you. It all seemed like a nightmare. It was too real to be a nightmare. You closed your eyes and then opened them again. It was real. All of it was real.

“Oppa!,” you whispered and collapsed on the ground and buried your face in your hands. “No, no no no!,” you repeated shaking your head. Memories of the time you first saw Kyuhyun started coming to you. He introduced himself awkwardly and then stared at you the rest of the time you were around him. You remembered the time he’d given you a slight peck on the cheek and then quickly looked away. The time he was sick so he decided to sleep in your bed. Then when you got sick, he took care of you. The time he forgot to wear his pants in a hurry to open the door only to find you standing on the other end. The time he baked a cake for your birthday but it was hard as rock. The other members made fun of him but you ate it happily. The time he punched a guy at the club who was annoying you. The time he forced you to eat ice cream in the cold. The time he got you a pet goldfish. The time you beat him at Star Craft and he didn’t talk to you for three days. And finally the time he first kissed you under the stars, the first time he told you he loved you and the first time he touched your bare body. All of it came back. You suddenly got up. You had to see him.

“Oppa!,” you cried, pushing through the pool of people. His body lay in the middle. Motion less and disfigured. The world around you began spinning and then everything blacked out.

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Four Years Later:

“Hello Ms. _________,” the nurse greeted you as you entered the hospital.

“Hello,” you replied pushing the stroller in front of you.

“How’s Cho Jr. doing?” she asked caressing your son’s cheek.

“He’s doing great,” you replied.

You made your way to the room, you’d been coming to for the past four years, every day.

“How’s he doing?” you asked the nurse inside.

“He’s doing great!,” she replied with the same smile she always gave. You set the stroller in the corner, took your son out and carried him to his father.

“Appa,” he said stretching out his hands. You chuckled and let him sit next to his father. He played for a long time before going to sleep.

You stayed beside Kyuhyun for a long time holding his hand in yours. “I miss you,” you whispered and lifted his hand to give him a kiss. A tear fell from your eyes but you quickly wiped it away. You got up and fixed his hair then kissed him on his forehead.

“Visiting time is over _________,” the nurse said poking her head inside.

“Ah ye,” you replied wiping the tears that were forming in your eyes again. You felt a hand on your shoulder.

“Give up _________. The chances of him coming back are very little.” The nurse said. She was right. In a few days they were going to take him off of life support. You were wishing that day wouldn’t come. You were wishing for him to come back. You were wishing for a miracle. You stared at the nurse for a long time thinking about all of it. Then you finally picked up your stuff to leave.

“I still have hope,” you said and closed the door behind you.

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Ummm Okay I’ll go cry now! Bye Bye everybody.

If any of you didn’t catch it, I based the whole idea on 7 years of love by Kyuhyun [3+ 4 years] and this scenario is 7 pages long too. [Awesome, isn’t it?] Okay back to me crying now! Bye Bye

Edit: I highly recommend that you guys give the song a listen! It’s awesome.

posted 6 years ago with 30 notes

I wrote this a while ago but I just wanted to repost because its just so upsetting to see him leave :( 

posted 6 years ago with 13 notes

Of course they will be in Hong Kong right before I go there! Perfect.. Just perfect! [Grrr] 

Anyways.. Voting starts soon so PLEASE go and VOTE you guys :) 

posted 6 years ago with 1 note

Just the way you are [Kyuhyun]

Requested by anon



You walked into the building and began searching for Super Junior’s new practice room. You wanted to surprise Kyuhyun with a home cooked meal. He always complained about the food the managers fed him.

“Anyeong,” you greeted one of the managers. “Where is the new super junior practice room?” he replied back by pointing towards the east. You followed his direction.

“Oppa!” You poked your head inside and called for Kyuhyun. He was standing in the corner of the room talking to a girl.

“Oppa!” you said a bit louder this time and entered the room.

“______________ah,” a huge time appeared on his face as he turned around and saw you. “I can’t believe you came here,” he said and hugged you.

“Won’t you introduce me to her?” the girl who he’d been talking to, came up behind the two of you.

“Oh ye! I am sorry. This is ________, my girlfriend.”

You looked at her and smiled. She was very pretty. Just like a kpop idol. Long legs, tiny waist, smooth skin and shining eyes. You felt a tinge of jealous but it quickly went away as Kyuhyun slipped his hands around your waist.

“I smell food,” he said winking at you.

“I made your favorite,” you said winking back.

“Hey, Junji do you want to join us?”

You pouted because deep inside you didn’t want her to join you guys. You were there to spend special time with your oppa.

“Oh sure! I’d love too. I’m starving,” she said and followed the two of you into the smaller room.

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“Oh my God! This is so goooodd,” Junji said licking her fingers. “Can I have some more?”

“Of course,” you said giving her, her third serving. Both you and Kyuhyun stared at her as she ate.

“Wow! You sure do eat a lot,” Kyuhyun remarked. “Do you not gain weight?”

She shook her head.

“Whaaatt?” you gasped.

“Ye! I eat a lot but I never gain weight. And it doesn’t really affect my skin either.”

The hint of jealousy that you’d tried to suppress started to come back. You had to struggle to stay skinny and so far you were doing a good job.

“__________ah, why don’t you eat?” Kyuhyun asked bringing you back to reality.

“Ahh, I’m not that hungry.” You replied and nipped on the little piece of bread you had in your hand.

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You opened the door, in response to the repeated knocking.

“Oh no!” you gasped as you saw Kyuhyun standing opposite you. “You’re leaving for China again aren’t you?”

He chuckled and hugged you. “I love how you get me.”

This wasn’t anything new. Whenever Suju M had to go visit another country, he would come give you a surprise visit.

“Are you tired?” he asked walking into the room.

“A little,” you mumbled.

“Let’s watch a movie,” he slipped into bed and patted the empty side.

You giggled and did as he instructed. As soon as you got in, he turned off the TV and slid over you.

“Hahaha I trolled you,” he said starting to unbutton you.

“Aish oppa,” you pushed him playfully. He kissed you on your cheek and then moved to your neck causing you to blush. He slid further down, completely undressing you.

“__________ah, you’re getting chubby.” He whispered between kisses. Your face turned red and this time it was because of embarrassment. You didn’t quite know how to respond to that so you remained quiet. Kyuhyun didn’t notice your silence and continued with his business.

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Your head hurt a little and your stomach kept poking you to eat something but you silenced it and continued with your work. Ever since Kyuhyun had left, you’d planned to starve yourself everyday so you could lose enough weight before he came back from his trip.

You ignored the frequent headaches and the growling stomach. All you could see were the cheekbones that had starting to show. You found it beautiful and couldn’t wait to show it to your oppa.

“When are you coming back?” you asked him on the phone.

“My flight is tomorrow night. I’ll come straight to your apartment,” he said. You jumped in excitement. Your wait was finally going to end.

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You looked at the clock repeatedly but no one knocked. You shook your head to clear your vision as it blurred. You closed yours eyes and squeezed them. The sound of a faint knock on the door made you jump. You ran towards the doors even though your entire body hurt.

“Oppa!” you said as you opened it. Kyuhyun was standing with flowers in his hand. His smile disappeared as he saw you. You advanced towards him but stumbled and collapsed in his arms.

“________, are you alright?” he asked holding you. He picked you up and took you to the room.

“Don’t move,” he said laying you in bed and ran to the kitchen to get some water.

“Here, drink this.” He said placing it near your lips.

You sipped a little bit but the pain in your head was only increasing.

“What have you done to yourself?” he asked sounding angry. “I come back after three weeks and this is what I see? Can you not take care of yourself?”

Tears began forming in your eyes. You pouted and wiped them away.

“You called me chubby,” you mumbled.

“What? When?” he snapped back.  He didn’t even remember the comment that had made you hurt your body so much.

“I hate you,” you pushed him back and buried your face in the pillows.

“_________, what are you talking about?” he asked pulling you up. You struggled and succeeded. He didn’t give up. He got on the bed from the other side and forced you up.

“_________ah, don’t cry,” he said hugging you. “I really don’t understand what you’re talking about.”

You lightly punched him on his chest while resting your head on it. “You called me chubby the night before you left. Do you know how I felt at that moment? I was already feeling bad looking at how perfect Junji was   and then you made me feel worst. I decided to do this for you so you won’t leave me and be happy w..” Kyuhyun shushed you by pulling you into a kiss.

“I wasn’t serious __________. I love you just the way you are,” he said.

“Then…” you began.

“You don’t have to do all of this. Don’t take such things seriously. And as for Junji, … just because she is perfect doesn’t mean she is the right one for me. You are the perfect one for me.”

This was the most he’d ever said to you. He never opened up like this but seeing you in such a bad state, he had to tell you.

“Oppa!” you mumbled and hugged him again. He stroked your soft hair and kissed you on the neck.

“Woaaa, woaaa, waiiitt, were you jealous of Junji?” he chuckled.

“Aniyo,” you snapped back and hugged him even more tightly. He patted your back.

“Now let’s go get some bubble tea. I know how much you love it.”

“Yes please,” you said jumping up. You hadn’t had any in the past three weeks.

“_________,”

“Ye!”

“You look cuter when you’re chubby,” Kyuhyun said and closed his eyes for what was to come. You advanced towards him to hit him but something made you change your mind and instead you gave him a peck on the cheek. He opened his eyes in confusion and saw your beaming face.

“I love you,” you said.

“I love you too,” he replied with the sexy smile of his.

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Can’t wait till kyukyu and I get married ! *blush blush*

To the anon who requested this: I chose Kyuhyun instead of Heechul [because I obviously love kyukyu] and also because both of them are so mischievous, it wouldn’t really have made a difference. However Kyuhyun does have a slightly, I repeat slightly romantic personality so I thought he would better fit with this story line :)

Yep —> In my head he sang this for me. Don’t be jealous you guys! ;) 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BRjTb2u0yIk

posted 6 years ago with 50 notes

Change [Heechul]

Requested by anon

 


“Oppa, do you know what this is?” you asked Heechul. He took his eyes off of his cell phone and looked at you.  

“A toothpaste cap,” he said with a ‘stating the obvious’ expression on his face.

“I know that too!” you said. “But why do I always find it under the sink? Doesn’t it belong on the toothpaste?”

A smile broke on Heechul’s face and he spread his arms, signaling for you to come towards him. You did as he wanted and he wrapped his arms around pulling you on top of him.

“I’m sorry,” he said and connected his lips to yours.

“You are such a flirt,” you said with a faint smile between kisses.

“Shhhh,” he laid you on the bed getting on top of you.

“You don’t look nice when you get mad,” he whispered. He kissed you softly on the neck.

***Ring Ring***

“Oh Hold on,” he moved from on top of you and picked up his phone.

“Seriously?” you raised your eyebrows, sitting up.

He put his finger on his lips telling you to be quiet and continued talking on the phone. You sighed and shuffled in bed. He wasn’t going to come back anytime soon.

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“___________ah, are you a sleep?” Heechul asked jumping into bed.

“Mhmmmm,” you groaned sleepily.

“Oh come on,” he turned you around. You closed your eyes tightly.

“__________, wake up,” he shook you.

“Aaaaaaan,” you shrugged yourself out of his grip and turned around again.

“Fine then,” he said turning too and closing his eyes.

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“Hey are you coming to pick me up?” you threw a question at Heechul as soon as he picked up the phone.

“Uhh, I can’t.”

“What????  But you said you were going too.”

“I know I know, but then something came up. Just try getting here okay?”

“How will I get there? It’s raining outside. If you told me ahead of time I would have arranged something.”

“Figure something out okay,” he said with annoyance and hung up.

You stomped your feet in frustration and sat on the couch.

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You walked into the hall with your cloths slightly wet. You saw Heechul talking to the guests and laughing. Did he not care that you weren’t at the party? HE didn’t seem to be worried at all. It made you sad. If he cared, which you highly doubted, then why didn’t he ever show it? His eyes fell on you and he came to you.

“It’s about time you got here,” he said squinting his eyes.

“Do you know how hard it was for me to get here? My cloths are wet too because my umbrella broke right when I got here.” You pouted.

“That’s good. I don’t like the dress anyways. Didn’t you have anything better to wear?”

“What?” you gasped in surprise.

“Yeah, go change!” he made a face.

“I didn’t bring any extra cloths.” you rolled your eyes.

“Go to the room upstairs and ask one of the assistants.”

“But..”

“_________, go!” he said with a smile to lighten the situation. He knew you’d get upset if he said it angrily.

You didn’t like it when he did that. It was nice that he was honest with you but sometimes a little lie wouldn’t hurt. You fell in love with him because he was so straight forward but even you couldn’t handle it sometimes. He’d say he loves you from time to time but that just wasn’t satisfying enough especially with the kind of personality he had. It broke your heart when he talked about how hot the girl sitting on the opposite table, or the one going down the street or the one performing on the TV looked. You pretended like it didn’t bother you because you didn’t want to look weak or act like an insecure girl friend.

“Do I look okay now?” you asked approaching Heechul from behind. A smile appeared on his face as he turned around.

“Perfect!” he said. “But it would have been better if it was a little shorter,” he winked.

“Aish,” you pushed him, forcing a smile on your face.

“I’m kidding,” he held your hand and began introducing you to everybody. The smile on his face and the shine in his eyes reminded you of why you were with him this long.

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“Aren’t you tired? Why are you watching this?” Heechul asked getting comfy in bed.

You sighed. “Yeah I am but it’s so sad. I love watching this movie,” you said taking the remote from him.  He placed his chin on your shoulder and slid his other hand around your waist.  I guess I’ll just watch it with you then. He pouted. You giggled and gave him a quick peck on the cheek.

“Aish this is so boring!” he shifted losing his patience.

“Oh come on, it’s so sad. He’s leaving her and she is crying. Why are you so insensitive?” you asked making a face. You didn’t know why you said that. It was as if the question that was poking you for so long just made its way to your lips.

Heechul laughed. He laughed for a long time. “What’s so insensitive about it? He was just having fun with her and then he left her. You can’t really force someone in a relationship you know. He stopped having fun so he moved on. Better for him, better for her. Girls shouldn’t be so sensitive about such things.”

You stared at him in disbelief. You weren’t even sure why you were this surprised. He was like this but you kept lying to yourself that he wasn’t.

“Oppa!” you made a crying face. He took no notice off that and gave you a quick peck on the cheek.

“Can we sleep now?” he asked. You nodded mainly because you wanted to hide the tears that were fighting its way through your eyes.  You quickly turned off the tv and the lights and tightly closed your eyes.

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You opened your eyes to an empty bed the next morning. Heechul’s pants were on the floor as usual. You walked into the bathroom and the toothpaste cap was under the sink once again. For the first time ever in your life you were angry at him. You wanted to scream. You still hadn’t recovered from the night before’s events. All the anger was boiling up inside you.

“Oppa!” you called his name.

“Hmm I’m outside,” he said casually. 

You walked outside to a heechul in his boxers, talking on the phone. Nothing new to you. You sighed and walked to him. He finished his conversation after a while and sat beside you. You prepared yourself to talk to him. You wanted to do this just to see what he would say.

“Oppa, I don’t think I can do this anymore!” you said burying your face into your hands.

“What do you mean? Make breakfast? I can order it from outside,” he began to pick up his phone. You held his hand.

“No! that’s not what I mean!” you said. Your throat felt dry. “I mean being with you!” you whispered.

“Whaatt?” he let out a gasp but quickly regretted it.  He cared too much about his ego.  You waited for him to say something. There was no way he was going to treat you like this today. You deserved better.

“Oppa!” you nudged him.

“Do whatever you think is right!” he snapped getting up.  Your heart sank. You thought he was going to stop you but instead this was his reaction. He was just like the guy from the movie. You loved him madly but him, he had no feelings for you. He was just having fun according to his own words.

He picked up his cloths and went to the bathroom. He put the cap back on the toothpaste and came back. Without looking at you he left. He was gone now, gone forever. You were cursing yourself. This is certainly not what you wanted. You broke down and began crying. You wanted him back…

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A month had passed away and Heechul hadn’t called you for once. You nagged your brain for even letting such thoughts cross your head. You were the one who had brought this upon yourself and you had to live with it. Besides, if he really loved you he would have at least made an effort but his ego took the best of him.

You turned on the TV after a long day of work and got comfy in your blanket. You were eating ice cream for the first time in 2 years. Ever since you’d started dating him you couldn’t have any since he would always nag you about gaining weight.

You kept changing channels until Heechul’s face suddenly popped up on the screen. Strong heart with suju. You wanted to change the channel but something about Heechul’s face made you stop. He looked tired and worn out.

“Heechul ah why aren’t you talking today? You’re usually so lively.” the MC put him on the spot.

“Me?” Heechul raised his eyebrows in surprise. I’m always the life of the party.” he laughed. “I was waiting for you to say something so I could go on,” he winked and then began to ramble on and on.

“So do you want to share a story today?” the MC asked.

“Story? Aaaa yeah,” he said after a while. Your heart started beating faster. You’d seen many shows on which guys confessed their love or apologized to their loved ones. A little part of you hoped for him to say something about your breakup.

“Okay, but I’m warning you, it won’t be a sad one!” he said with a bright smile on his face. Once again he’d disappointed you. At that point you didn’t even know why you were still madly in love with him. He’d made it pretty clear that he didn’t care. He went on and told the story of the time he ran away from home because his mother spanked him but then she found him hiding under a bench in the park. He received more spanking after that.

You turned off the TV in anger and threw the remote away. Minutes later you found yourself crying again. It hurt you. It still did to see him not care at all while you couldn’t stop thinking about him for once.

Your phone started buzzing but you didn’t pick it up. It didn’t stop after one call. It kept buzzing repeatedly.

“What?” you picked it up and yelled.

“__________-ah, it’s me Leeteuk!”

“Oppa!” you felt bad. “Minahe,”

“It’s alright. Can you come to the Strong Heart set right now?” he sounded worried.

“What happened?”

“Just come __________. This is important.” He insisted.

“No tell me what happened,” you persisted.

“Heechul passed out on stage as soon as we finished recording.”

“What?” you jumped up in surprise.

“Ye, he needs you __________. Please come soon,” he said and hung up. You ran out of the apartment without giving the situation a second thought.

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“Where is he?” you asked bursting into the back stage room.

“Calm down ________,” Shindong came forward and held you.

“He’s in the room.”

“I want to see him,” you said pulling away. “What happened to him?”

“He’s been sick for a while now. He hasn’t been eating properly either. Something keeps bothering him and he won’t tell us what it is. I assumed you’d know.”

“I would know?” you asked with a confused expression. “We broke up a month ago!”

“You guy’s broke up?” Leeteuk asked extremely surprised. You nodded your head.

“Then why didn’t he tell us that?” Shindong looked at Leeteuk. You were more surprised than them, now.

“Every time we told him to call you over he would tell us that you were really busy these days and that he was going to bring you over soon. He never for once talked about breaking up with you,” said Leeteuk.

“I want to see him,” you said as tears rolled out of your eyes. Shindong and Leeteuk got out of your way so you could go inside.

“Oppa!” you said poking your head inside. Heechul was lying down on the couch. As soon as he saw you, he got up and embraced you.

“____________ah, Please don’t leave me! Please don’t go away. I’m sorry, Im sorry , I’m sooo sorry.” He pulled away to look at you now. “There I said it. Are you happy now?”

You shook your head.

“I’m sorry for being so stupid and letting go of you. I should have stopped you. I mean who would ever bear with a guy like me. Nobody can do it. Nobody but you. I took you for granted and I hurt you.” You began to slide your hand out of his but he held it again. “____________, please forgive me or I’ll never forgive myself for hurting you.. I lost you because of my ego and ever since, I’ve regretted it every second of my life. You have no idea how I’ve spent the past 30 days. I never say it but I love you. I might joke around with you but only because I know that you are the one and you will never leave me no matter how stupid I am. ______________, If you leave today I won’t be able to live. I don’t know how you handle me but I’m sorry if I ever made you feel like I was using you because believe I may have said a lot of things I don’t mean but when I say I love you I mean it,” he said finally letting go of your hand. The choice was yours to make now. You kept your eyes fixed to the ground. You were afraid if you looked at him you won’t be able to think straight. 

Heechul sat down on the couch and buried his face in his hands. You could hear his sniffles. He’d never cried like this. He really meant what he’d said. But what if he went back to be the same person he was. You needed more time to think this through. You turned around and began to leave.

“__________, I promise I’ll always put the cap back on the toothpaste,” he said getting up. You didn’t know what happened but the next second you were in his arms. He kissed you everywhere on your face.

“I’m so sorry!,”  he kept repeating.

“Shhhhh,” you shook your head and connected your lips to his.

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Heechul can be really stupid sometimes but he is very sweet at heart. I enjoyed writing this one. :) I hope you guys like it .

posted 6 years ago with 181 notes

Love Disease [ Kyuhyun]

***Since I had four requested KEY [Shinee] scenarios I decided to FINALLY write my Kyuhyun scenario [which has been on my list for 2 months] to give a break to key scenarios for a while. I hope you guys like it :) ****  






‘You followed me annoyingly, and took a deep breath
Trying to catch me, who’s leaving you alone

 I grabbed your shoulders tightly and loudly said “We’re through”

 That the farewell poison has already, without you knowing, spread in my heart’



“Why are you playing this song?” you threw a cushion at your friend.

“It’s your boy friend’s song. I thought you’d like it?” she frowned.

“Yeah, but one of his happy songs. You know how much I hate listening to sad songs.” You pouted.

“But at least listen to it. It’s really beautiful.”


The disease where my love is slowly dying

 It hurts a little, but I don’t want to get better
Every single memory is erasing
Going back to the times when we were strangers,

 I want to rest now

Like having played with fire for a long time
Everything has burned, and only ashes remain (Only ashes remain)
Like how even the first feelings have become faint
Everything has become useless (useless)

Facing you and taking your hands, with a bitter smile, I said “Please, be happy”
To find a person who will soothe and embrace the scars that I’ve left you.’



“Aish I don’t like it. It’s such a sad song,” you said wiping the tears that were forming in your eyes.”

“You get emotional so easily.” She remarked.

“It’s not that,” you played with your fingers.

“Then what is it?” she asked.

“It’s been nearly two years and in this time, he’s only called me once or twice.  Does Ryeowook Oppa call you every day?” you asked.

“Not every day, but he tries to call me at least twice a week,” she replied.

You sighed and folded your arms.

“He’s coming back from the army next month. I am really happy but I’m scared at the same time.” You said with a meek voice.

“Scared? Of what?” she asked.

“We haven’t talked in almost two years and in this time I have waited every second for him.”

“So?”

“So, what if he doesn’t love me anymore?”

“________, do you love him?”

“More than my life.”

A smile spread on your friend’s face. “Well than he loves you a lot too. You know how Kyuhyun oppa has always been the ‘not sharing his feelings’ kind of person and yet you still loved him so why doubt it now?” 

You felt your body getting numb and your arms getting cold.

“I just hope you’re right..” you mumbled.

She hugged you in a tight embrace. “All this wait won’t go to a waste. I promise.”

“Gomawo,” you whispered to her.  She patted your back to comfort you.

“Do you want to call him?” she asked.

“Right now?” you asked surprisingly.

“Ye, here dial his number.” She handed you the phone.

Your hands were shaking while you dialed the number. You could hear the tone, once, twice, thrice…

“Aneyong,” Kyuhyun said from the other side.

“Oppa..” you whispered.

“________, how are you?” he asked. You almost didn’t recognize his voice.

“I’m fine. How are you?”

“I’m fine too.”

Both of you fell into an awkward silence. You felt like you were disturbing him.

“Oppa, when are you coming back?” you asked hesitantly.

“In a few days,” he replied after a short pause.

“I’ll be waiting for you,” you said as you heart raced.

“Hey listen, they’re calling me so I have to go. I’ll talk to you later okay?” he said and hung up without waiting for you to respond.

You looked at your friend. She had a bright smile on her face.

“So how did it go?” she asked.

You nodded your head and laid down on the couch. You had mixed feelings about the short conversation that you’d had with Kyuhyun. You were happy that you heard his voice but you could still feel this empty feeling inside of you. You just wished it’d go away.

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Today was the day Kyuhyun was going to be released from the army. You were happy. All the nervousness had vanished. Now all you had to do was wait a few more days before he came to meet you. He had to go meet his parents first and you respected that.

You waited till midnight for but he never called. You felt a twinge in your heart but you suppressed it.

***Ring Ring*** - you lunged towards your phone.

“Hello!” you said, catching your breath.

“Hey,” he replied.

“How did they react?” you asked.

“Umma started crying. Appa hugged me. He was very emotional too.”

“Awwww, I wish I was there to see that,” you murmured, trying to hint that it was about time he introduced you to his parents.

“I’ll come see you soon.”

“I’ll be waiting..” you trailed off. “Saranghae oppa.”

“Saranghae,” he replied after a brief pause.

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You hated carrying groceries up the stairs. You carefully paced them on the floor as you reached the top and opened the door. The lights in the living room were on. You were sure, you’d turned them off that morning obviously because you couldn’t afford paying the bills. Leaving the groceries in the corner, you tip toed to the living room. Your heart skipped a beat watching Kyuhyun sitting on the couch reading a magazine.

“You still put your keys under the mat don’t you?” he said without looking up.

A smile broke on your face as your heart raced. Your ears were getting hot.

“Oppa,” you cried with excitement and ran towards him. He got up and hugged you.

“You haven’t changed a bit,” he whispered. You liked it when he said that. You pulled away and looked at him. His face was as fresh and young as when he left. He hadn’t changed a bit, either. You ran your fingers on his face while he looked at you intently. Tears of joy filled your eyes.

“You don’t know how much I waited for this moment,” you said embracing him again.

“Me too,” he said but loosened his grip on you.

The two of you sat down but neither of you had anything to talk about. You were happy. Really happy that he had returned but he felt distant. It seemed like he’d forced himself to come meet you. You shrugged the feeling out of your heart and rested your head on his chest, just like old times. He placed one of his arms around you and closed his eyes.  

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You hoped things would change over the next few weeks but they didn’t. Kyuhyun visited you regularly but as usual, the two of you only exchanged a few words. You tried to tell yourself that maybe you were dwelling in the past too much. It was time for you to start living in the present.

You guys had plans to go out, but it started raining. There was nothing you could do but stay in. Kyuhyun decided to watch a movie instead. The two of you lay in bed, your bodies pressed against each other. You gently placed your arm on his chest and your head on his shoulder. You weren’t disappointed that you couldn’t go out tonight. Cuddling with oppa was much better than having dinner in a formal setting. The movie was boring as always but Kyuhyun’s warmth was all you needed at the point.

“_________, Kyuhyun whispered your name.”

“Hmmm.”

“I want to say something,” he said getting up, forcing you off of him.

“Ye,” you replied.

He sat across from you and held your hands. He looked away so as to form the words that he was about to utter. You could feel his hands shaking. A shudder ran through you. What was he going to say? You wanted to pull away your hand but a little part of you wanted to hear what he had to say.

“_________, I.. don’t think we should be together anymore,” he said looking straight into your eyes.

“What?” you said with an inaudible voice.

“I’m sorry,” he said, looking away.

“What do you mean?” you asked.

“Ever since I came back from the army, I’ve realized that I have so much to do in life and this..”

“You feel like I’m holding you back?” you finished for him.

“No, no that’s not it,” he said looking at you now.

“Then what is it?” you asked.

“I don’t know how to explain it!” he shook his head.

“Don’t you think I deserve an explanation after waiting for you for so long?” you asked.

He didn’t say anything. He looked away, not being able to face your questioning eyes. He knew he’d hurt you a lot but he didn’t want to be in a relationship where he had to pretend that he loved you. He didn’t know when his feelings changed for you. He hoped they’d go away once he saw you again but they didn’t.

“I’m sorry ________,” he said once again, standing up and walking towards the window.

You didn’t know what to say. You were mad and upset and you felt like somebody had just ripped your heart out. You didn’t know why he was doing this. You were pretty sure you still loved him just like you loved him three years ago. If your feelings hadn’t change then how could his?

“Oppa, please don’t do this!” you begged not caring about yourself respect. You wanted to do everything possible to stop him from leaving. If he left then the two years you spent convincing yourself that he was going to come back and nothing will change, wouldn’t mean anything. All of it would be a lie that you were telling yourself.

“Do you not have a heart?” you asked. “I waited two years for you and you know how much I love you,” you said. The tears that you’d been holding back were finally coming out now. Your vision blurred and you felt dizzy. You buried your head in your lap and sobbed.

Kyuhyun came and sat beside you once again. “Please don’t cry. It hurts me to see you cry.”

“Please don’t lie. If it hurt you to see me cry you wouldn’t do this to me,” you said meekly.

“I want to save you the tears in the future.” He said placing his hands on your shoulder. You shrugged them off. Kyuhyun sat there for a while but he knew it was time to leave. There was no turning back or fixing what he had done, from here on. He felt his energy drain as he got up. He turned around and looked at you once again.

You wished he’d say all of this was a lie and come back and hug you. But then your heart asked you if you’d really take him back? And you knew you wouldn’t. There was no fixing to this broken heart now.

You jumped out of bed and ran towards the door. Kyuhyun was still standing there. He turned around and looked at you. You looked at him too. Neither of you moved. He opened the door and finally left, leaving you alone. You wished he’d broken up with you earlier to save you the pain. How could he be so cruel? You couldn’t force him into this relationship but what about your heart that still loved him. You knew you couldn’t love anyone else more than you loved him. The song that your friend played earlier started playing in your head again. You had no idea that this song was one day going to define the story of your life.


‘The disease where my love is slowly dying

 It hurts a little, but I don’t want to get better
Every single memory is erasing
Going back to the times when we were strangers,

 I want to rest now

Like having played with fire for a long time
Everything has burned, and only ashes remain (Only ashes remain)
Like how even the first feelings have become faint
Everything has become useless (useless)

Facing you and taking your hands, with a bitter smile, I said “Please, be happy”
To find a person who will soothe and embrace the scars that I’ve left you’



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7 years later…

 “Ummmmaaaa,” your three year old son cried running towards you.

You picked him up. “What’s wrong?” you asked kissing him on the cheek.

“I want ice cream,” he demanded.

“Ice cream? In this cold weather?” you asked.

He nodded his head.

“Well young man, you won’t be getting any ice cream right now,” you tickled him. He giggled. His laugh meant the world to you. You laughed with him then suddenly your body froze as your eyes fell on a figure you were familiar with. He was looking right back at you with a faint smile on his face. A girl came up beside him and put her hand on his shoulder offering him coffee. He held her hand and pulled her towards him. She gave him a peck on the cheek. You felt a twinge in your heart. Seeing him again, like this only brought back the memories of that horrible day when he left you.

“What’s wrong honey?” your husband came up besides you and asked.

“Nothing! You shook your head. He wrapped his arms around you giving you a comforting smile. The pain that you felt a few seconds ago vanished. You loved your husband. No one could have healed the wounds Kyuhyun had left you like he did. You slid your arm around his waist holding your son in the other.

“Let’s go home,” you said placing your head on his shoulder.

Kyuhyun turned around and looked at you. A smile appeared on his face. Indeed, someone had healed the wounds he’d left you. He could finally forgive himself now, for hurting you.

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TO ANY and EVERYBODY who hasn’t heard this song! Listen to it right now! Not that I want to make you cry, but this song is so sad and beautiful at the same time. It made me emotional –> and I don’t get emotional over things like this so …

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oynSdzdN6c4

posted 6 years ago with 24 notes